It should be 'fucking', not 'very' special, i must have read a bowdlerised version. Ah well.
During the choruses there's a bit much waving the phone around and to me it sounds a bit forced, the singing, but i'm practising.
I dont think i've ever recorded myself singing before it is not...
Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
This is from the Internet Archive edition around pp 260
There's too much background blowing noise, i suppose i'm speaking closer to the phone than need be. That seems to get better nearer the end.