Adam Hollioake has experienced his fair share of ups and downs. Because he was born in Australia, he was never fully accepted by some English fans but still managed to become one of the most successful and respected captains of his generation. His life changed suddenly in 2002 when his younger brother, and England team mate, Ben died in a car crash at the age of just 24. Adam opens up bravely and honestly on grief and how he is still finding it very difficult to deal with. After cricket he became a professional fighter - which half explains how he managed to knock out a team mate by mistake during a game! Find out who that was and why he never wanted to be England captain in an engagingly frank chat.