<v Speaker 1>Jerry Kadi and Josh one hundred sound bath. Okay, so

<v Speaker 1>here we go. So yeah, so the first part of

<v Speaker 1>it was the cocoon bath.

<v Speaker 2>So again just envision that as like a tanning bed

<v Speaker 2>and you get into it and they put headphones on

<v Speaker 2>you and you're listening to a guided meditation. So that

<v Speaker 2>is a voice that is taking you through a meditation,

<v Speaker 2>like explaining the visuals of it.

<v Speaker 1>Right, So it is a very intense process.

<v Speaker 2>But you're in this little cocoon bed and first of all,

<v Speaker 2>it's very hot.

<v Speaker 1>The white and red lights that are shining down on

<v Speaker 1>you are very good for your body.

<v Speaker 2>No, it's like the radioactive therapy, the light therapy that

<v Speaker 2>everybody talks about, like it's very good for you. But

<v Speaker 2>then also it is hot, like we're talking sweating hot,

<v Speaker 2>and I am naked in this bed.

<v Speaker 1>So it's just you're on top of a towel and stuff.

<v Speaker 2>But it is very There's a lot going on, and

<v Speaker 2>then it's vibrating because it's shading. It's shaking your lymph

<v Speaker 2>nodes to get all the crap out of your lymph nodes.

<v Speaker 2>So this entire guided meditation process, this lasts about twenty

<v Speaker 2>five minutes the first part of it. And in this

<v Speaker 2>process again, the first step is for me to find

<v Speaker 2>my spirit animal. I don't know who my spirit animal is.

<v Speaker 3>No, what I've fent away hold on. Who tells you

<v Speaker 3>to find your spirit animal.

<v Speaker 1>The lady in the meditation, the lady in the U,

<v Speaker 1>she's guiding me to it.

<v Speaker 2>So what it is, and she like she's describing everything

<v Speaker 2>it is, so like you know, first of all, to

<v Speaker 2>get into the meditation, you're breathing in and out of

<v Speaker 2>all of your chakras. So you start with the crown chakra,

<v Speaker 2>You're going into the throat chakra, the heart chakra. Is

<v Speaker 2>what was really focused on in my meditations without me

<v Speaker 2>even telling them, I have this big, you know, love

<v Speaker 2>thing going on, Like I have a very emotional issue

<v Speaker 2>right now with me going to see this guy in Chicago,

<v Speaker 2>and so that's kind of going into this meditation. That

<v Speaker 2>was my thought process is I want more clarity on

<v Speaker 2>that whole trip and whether I'm supposed to do it

<v Speaker 2>and how accurate it is for me in this moment

<v Speaker 2>of my life. So as I'm in this meditation, the

<v Speaker 2>lady giving the meditation, she's telling me that you know

<v Speaker 2>now that we're breathing in through the chakras and we're

<v Speaker 2>in the place of meditation.

<v Speaker 1>Now we start on our journey.

<v Speaker 2>So we go into a big field and you see

<v Speaker 2>a big field, and I'm telling like, I can visualize

<v Speaker 2>this stuff in my mind.

<v Speaker 3>And maybe naked in the field.

<v Speaker 2>It's not naked in the field. I had clothes on

<v Speaker 2>in the field. But maybe it's the light and all

<v Speaker 2>the shaking and everything. But it puts you at such

<v Speaker 2>a hyper intensified state that the visuals in your mind

<v Speaker 2>are so clear.

<v Speaker 1>It is like you are there.

<v Speaker 2>So I'm in a field, right, and I see all

<v Speaker 2>the water, and over in the distance there is the

<v Speaker 2>mountain like landscape and you start to see the trees

<v Speaker 2>and everything. And so she says, and you wander over

<v Speaker 2>to a tree, and you know it's your tree. You

<v Speaker 2>can see you feel it. You feel this tree belongs

<v Speaker 2>to you. No, I felt it and I could the tree. Well,

<v Speaker 2>the tree is just like the tree of life. It's

<v Speaker 2>there to remind you why you're here. Mother name is

<v Speaker 2>a huge part of this mother Earth. And so you

<v Speaker 2>walk up to the tree and it starts to change colors.

<v Speaker 2>And my tree was like the vivid fall colors that

<v Speaker 2>we have now, but sparkling. So if you can imagine

<v Speaker 2>the most vivid fall colors you've ever seen, and then sparkling,

<v Speaker 2>that's what my tree looked like.

<v Speaker 1>So she said, you go up to the tree, you

<v Speaker 1>acknowledge the tree, you touch the tree, and again I

<v Speaker 1>can feel all of this.

<v Speaker 3>Then she said, pump stuff into that.

<v Speaker 1>It's all of just the entire thing.

<v Speaker 2>It's encompassing all of it to really get to that

<v Speaker 2>heightened state.

<v Speaker 1>And then she said, you crawl into the tree.

<v Speaker 2>So I crawled into the tree, and then I crawled

<v Speaker 2>into the roots of the tree, and I really did.

<v Speaker 1>I could feel myself.

<v Speaker 2>Crawling into the roots of the tree, and then it

<v Speaker 2>brings me into a different landscape. So then I crawl

<v Speaker 2>out of the roots, and the sky is a color

<v Speaker 2>turquoise that I've never even seen before. And then the

<v Speaker 2>ground is out of the grass, but it has like

<v Speaker 2>candy listend and then it has.

<v Speaker 1>Like cotton candy clouds within the like it is so vivid.

<v Speaker 2>Then she says, and now you see a river, and

<v Speaker 2>you see a waterfall. You know, me a waterfalls like,

<v Speaker 2>so I walk over to the waterfall, right and she says,

<v Speaker 2>and then you sit there on to the stream nod

<v Speaker 2>of water.

<v Speaker 1>It's made of water, So.

<v Speaker 2>She says, you sit down in the stream on a rock,

<v Speaker 2>and that is where it's almost like a curtain of

<v Speaker 2>shimmeriness in a circle, if you could imagine that.

<v Speaker 1>Like, that's what I saw right in front of me.

<v Speaker 2>It was just like shimmery curtain ready to reveal something

<v Speaker 2>that is my spirit animal. And so I'm just waiting

<v Speaker 2>because it says I can have two different intentions with

<v Speaker 2>this next meditation, right, I can either ask to see

<v Speaker 2>the animals who are with me in certain parts of

<v Speaker 2>my journey for life, Like if I already know who

<v Speaker 2>my spirit animal is, then I can see the other

<v Speaker 2>animals who help me along my journey.

<v Speaker 3>Okay, yes, what was the freaking animal?

<v Speaker 2>Here's the thing though, so we gotta get I know,

<v Speaker 2>but I'm sitting there.

<v Speaker 1>Just let me tell me. Sorry, there's more. There's a

<v Speaker 1>second part to this.

<v Speaker 3>There's a second Katie, what was the animal? I gotta

<v Speaker 3>know what the animal is? Where you gotta get you

<v Speaker 3>a break?

<v Speaker 1>Sorry.

<v Speaker 4>So, as I'm sitting there in the river, the shimmeriness

<v Speaker 4>of this curtain, and then all of a sudden, I

<v Speaker 4>see a dragon off in the disk.

<v Speaker 3>It was a dragon.

<v Speaker 1>I thought my spirit animal was a dragon. But then

<v Speaker 1>the dragon disappeared. I was like, where did you go?

<v Speaker 3>Oh no, what was it?

<v Speaker 1>So then the curtain it was a bear. My spirit

<v Speaker 1>animal is a bear.

<v Speaker 3>All of that for a bear.

<v Speaker 5>I wanted it to be like a like a beaver

<v Speaker 5>or we talked about sugar gliders last year.

<v Speaker 1>You didn't let me tell my whole story.

<v Speaker 3>We gotta get to traffic.

<v Speaker 1>It's very very impactful, Like it's an impactful story for everybody.

<v Speaker 1>You just didn't let me tell it. Okay, it was you.

<v Speaker 5>Got to take that up with our program director because

<v Speaker 5>we got to get to a commercial break in traffic.

<v Speaker 3>This isn't my fault that your story went on and on.

<v Speaker 6>And on and.

<v Speaker 1>You don't care about my story.

<v Speaker 3>Really quick, what's the symbolism of a bear?

<v Speaker 2>Well, that's the thing is for me, you can't traffic

<v Speaker 2>and then symbolism of the bear, what is that that

<v Speaker 2>you're you're That's what I thought, though I thought that

<v Speaker 2>the winner. No, I thought, is it me and my

<v Speaker 2>like a bear? Like do you not want to come

<v Speaker 2>at me sideways? Like?

<v Speaker 1>But it's not describing me?

<v Speaker 2>My spirit animal, he's just got my back, like and

<v Speaker 2>that's what he said. He was like, you know, you

<v Speaker 2>are doing such a good job, like you are exactly.

<v Speaker 1>Where you need to be, and I want you to

<v Speaker 1>know for this next phase.

<v Speaker 2>Of life, like I've got you, like you got a

<v Speaker 2>bear in your corner, homie.

<v Speaker 1>And then he dapped me up and then he hugged me,

<v Speaker 1>and it was so a bear dapped you up and

<v Speaker 1>that was emotional.

<v Speaker 3>She was like, why was that emotional?

<v Speaker 1>Then he brought me in for a hug and that's

<v Speaker 1>why it was.

<v Speaker 2>My face was in his fur, and I was like, oh,

<v Speaker 2>I love you and it was like so emotional for me,

<v Speaker 2>Like I cannot even express how much you that. But

<v Speaker 2>then on the second part, when I went to the

<v Speaker 2>Crystal bed, I just want to say that they said

<v Speaker 2>another spirit was gonna take me for this next part

<v Speaker 2>of my journey, like me going to Chicago.

<v Speaker 1>And guess what animal took me?

<v Speaker 4>A bull?

<v Speaker 5>No?

<v Speaker 3>No, no, was it a unicorn?

<v Speaker 1>No? A dragon?

<v Speaker 3>A dragon took you to Chicago.

<v Speaker 1>In the other room set a dragon. She didn't know

<v Speaker 1>the dragon was in my mind. She didn't know this dragon.

<v Speaker 2>We don't have to talk about that, but she didn't

<v Speaker 2>know I saw a dragon.

<v Speaker 1>No, I saw a dragon. Though.

<v Speaker 5>You gotta get traffic. How much this whole experience cost you? Okay,

<v Speaker 5>so no, just give me a number. One hundred bucks.

<v Speaker 1>That's not bad.

<v Speaker 3>That's not bad. I figured it would be.

<v Speaker 2>I got a really big discount. I got a discount,

<v Speaker 2>but it cost me a hundred bucks.

<v Speaker 1>Totally worth it. I will do it again a million

<v Speaker 1>times because.

<v Speaker 3>I've got to go with you.

<v Speaker 5>It's one of these you do. I don't want to

<v Speaker 5>lay naked on a on a towel. Though I didn't

<v Speaker 5>my pants.

<v Speaker 1>You were actually naked.

<v Speaker 3>Okay, all right?

<v Speaker 1>She said, you can keep the robe on her. You

<v Speaker 1>could be naked. I was like, well that's gonna naked.

<v Speaker 3>Bear's love nudity.

<v Speaker 6>Welcome to Monday Morning with Jeremy, Katie and Josh in

<v Speaker 6>the morning. I appreciate you guys listening to us. Don't

<v Speaker 6>everybody take a breath right now. Imagine you're standing next

<v Speaker 6>to a sparkling tree. Imagine there's an animal crawling.

<v Speaker 3>Out of that tree.

<v Speaker 1>No, you crawl into I.

<v Speaker 6>Don't want to crawl on the tree. I want the

<v Speaker 6>animal to be there already. Oh, I don't want splinters.

<v Speaker 1>You have a different journey.

<v Speaker 6>Don't have splinters in your life.

<v Speaker 3>This is kind of how it sounds.

<v Speaker 1>Say no to splinters.

<v Speaker 2>No, it absolutely, it's that music, it's the voice is

<v Speaker 2>very immediately.

<v Speaker 1>But I need it, like that's the thing. I need

<v Speaker 1>to cleanse my energy. I need to.

<v Speaker 2>You know, people always ask me, I am so happy. No, No,

<v Speaker 2>it's because I don't let stuff get me down. I

<v Speaker 2>try to kick hard, not to let things get to me.

<v Speaker 2>And you have to let roll off your back. And

<v Speaker 2>this is how I do it. I go cleanse my energy.

<v Speaker 2>And while there's no scientific research.

<v Speaker 1>You know there's not.

<v Speaker 2>But here's the thing, you guys, monks have been doing

<v Speaker 2>this for centuries, for years.

<v Speaker 6>They haven't advanced for centuries, right, they have like some of.

<v Speaker 2>The most enlightened people on this planet. Like for you

<v Speaker 2>to say you're at and walk away, right, Yeah, monks

<v Speaker 2>are doing it better than us. I think all of

<v Speaker 2>us can step back at least except that that they're

<v Speaker 2>doing life better than us.

<v Speaker 1>And this is how they do it.

<v Speaker 2>So for us to want to dabble a little bit

<v Speaker 2>and get some of that peace and tranquility in our life,

<v Speaker 2>I don't think there's anything wrong.

<v Speaker 3>What I'm saying, I.

<v Speaker 5>Might, I might want to try this because life is

<v Speaker 5>so hectic. This job is super stressful. Yeah, I'm working

<v Speaker 5>with you is incredibly stressful.

<v Speaker 1>Likewise homie.

<v Speaker 6>So everyone stand next to the tree and envision their homie.

<v Speaker 1>And you're little.

<v Speaker 5>If anyone wants to sound off about this, ladies, if

<v Speaker 5>you've done this type of therapy, three old and dudes,

<v Speaker 5>this three O three six nine one sixteen forty nine

<v Speaker 5>quick recap. You were laying naked in a bed on

<v Speaker 5>a towel, you were sweating. There was a glistening tree,

<v Speaker 5>and then you ran into a bear, which apparently is

<v Speaker 5>your spirit animal.

<v Speaker 1>It's my spirit animal, and I want you to know again.

<v Speaker 2>When I saw the bear, my immediate reaction was, does

<v Speaker 2>this mean, like I'm like like a bear?

<v Speaker 1>Like watch how she's a bear?

<v Speaker 2>What Zoe even said, mama bear, you know, like, don't

<v Speaker 2>come at me, don't come at me sideways. But what

<v Speaker 2>it really was is him coming up to me and saying,

<v Speaker 2>I'm so proud of like what you've done up until

<v Speaker 2>this point, and you're on the right track, and you know,

<v Speaker 2>like I'm just in your corner. And then at the

<v Speaker 2>end when I tell you the dragon was bringing me

<v Speaker 2>along my journey in the second part of it, then

<v Speaker 2>it was like, I have a dragon and a bear

<v Speaker 2>in my corner.

<v Speaker 3>And honestly, you are such a magi.

<v Speaker 5>You're a huge advocate of preventing forest fires too, so

<v Speaker 5>this is perfect right.

<v Speaker 2>Well, the funny thing is is I have so ben,

<v Speaker 2>I have been obsessed with bears for a really long time,

<v Speaker 2>and it's like those kind of things in the meditation

<v Speaker 2>really stuck out to me. Is if you think about

<v Speaker 2>animals and like they have always represented something special to

<v Speaker 2>you in your life, there's a chance they could be

<v Speaker 2>your spirit animal or an animal that's helping.

<v Speaker 1>You in that specific part of your journey. So we

<v Speaker 1>were in the crystal bed.

<v Speaker 3>So hold on, I gotta take a call. This swee lady.

<v Speaker 5>I don't even know where name was Maria Mariah, Hey,

<v Speaker 5>good morning, welcome to the show. Hi, Hi, we got

<v Speaker 5>a I'm sorry, we got to Katie Podkay.

<v Speaker 3>She is so in this Okay, so tell us why

<v Speaker 3>you're calling us.

<v Speaker 7>Oh my gosh, Kitty is the precious.

<v Speaker 3>It's contagious, sweet, it is.

<v Speaker 7>And yeah, I've been doing this kind of work for

<v Speaker 7>like thirty years, and I used to, you know, work

<v Speaker 7>with people. I've been a yoga teacher most of my life.

<v Speaker 7>But I'll just tell you, well, actually, I know you

<v Speaker 7>want to keep this concise. So why didn't you ask

<v Speaker 7>me what you want to know?

<v Speaker 3>Katy? You want to ask or anything?

<v Speaker 1>Well, I just did it.

<v Speaker 2>What do you want to know, Jeremy, Like, you're the

<v Speaker 2>one who wants to be enlightened?

<v Speaker 3>Does this stuff work?

<v Speaker 4>Like?

<v Speaker 5>Am I if I go do this? Am I going

<v Speaker 5>to be a calm? Is it going to ease me

<v Speaker 5>of anxiety? Depression? You know, all the stuff that we

<v Speaker 5>all deal with. Will it help me with that?

<v Speaker 7>I don't know. You know, not everything works for everybody,

<v Speaker 7>and not everybody's at a place, you know to maybe

<v Speaker 7>receive that kind of thing or or vibe with that

<v Speaker 7>kind of thing.

<v Speaker 3>I've been doing this for twenty years. What's it going

<v Speaker 3>to do for me?

<v Speaker 4>Then?

<v Speaker 7>If I come and do it, open your mind?

<v Speaker 3>I'm paying you two hundred bucks to open my mind?

<v Speaker 3>What wait?

<v Speaker 7>You have to pay me anything?

<v Speaker 3>I I heard what Katie's paying for. She got a discount.

<v Speaker 3>I heard off the air with this cost.

<v Speaker 7>My god, I'll tell you my my Jarty, I used

<v Speaker 7>to do this, you know, with my clients, you know,

<v Speaker 7>I would do like inner child thing like meet them

<v Speaker 7>in a you know, a forest, and they would you know,

<v Speaker 7>I would just lead them through a visual. It's basically

<v Speaker 7>all the answers are inside yourself, so you just open

<v Speaker 7>the space for the person to connect with what they

<v Speaker 7>already know.

<v Speaker 5>But I was always told as a child, don't go

<v Speaker 5>into a forest because I'll get lost. I feel like

<v Speaker 5>I'm going to get lost in my mind even more

<v Speaker 5>if I go into a forest.

<v Speaker 7>It's so welcoming, it's like you're there.

<v Speaker 5>I'd rather go to a field where I can see

<v Speaker 5>where everything is. I don't want to go into a forest.

<v Speaker 7>Fair enough, I'm sure that they can.

<v Speaker 3>For you're convincing.

<v Speaker 2>Me you're happy, play well and it's funny, Mariah, Isn't

<v Speaker 2>it a hard thing to explain as far as how

<v Speaker 2>it mean? The like when you talk about the sun

<v Speaker 2>going into your crown chakra and just like those golden

<v Speaker 2>you know, feelings just going over you. Like it is

<v Speaker 2>so hard to explain how that makes you feel. But

<v Speaker 2>it is immediate happiness, and I don't know how else

<v Speaker 2>to you know, make it come across, Mariah, Do you

<v Speaker 2>have a better way of explaining it.

<v Speaker 7>Yeah, you're not blocked. I mean the thing is, I

<v Speaker 7>listened to this guy, Sad Guru a lot. He's an

<v Speaker 7>Indian guru, and he says, you know, the thing that

<v Speaker 7>really separates humans is that we have this immense memory

<v Speaker 7>and this immense capacity to visualize, but instead of using

<v Speaker 7>it for the positive things like you're talking about, we

<v Speaker 7>visualize like negative experiences and outcomes and we remember negative things,

<v Speaker 7>whereas we could be picking the things from our memory

<v Speaker 7>pool that will give us wisdom to you know, move

<v Speaker 7>forward the expand on our pack and be visualizing these

<v Speaker 7>these things that we want to happen. It's just not

<v Speaker 7>really the way that we are programmed, you know, with

<v Speaker 7>with all the beliefs, constructs and everything around us.

<v Speaker 3>I got to ask you, Katie, like, how long did

<v Speaker 3>this happiness last before it wore off you?

<v Speaker 1>No, it was all day, like it was.

<v Speaker 5>It gives you a day because I know this morning,

<v Speaker 5>first thing, this morning, you were angry about multiple things.

<v Speaker 3>You were angry about multiple things.

<v Speaker 2>This morning's upset me because people do things and it's

<v Speaker 2>like she's pretty fired enough this morning, but am I upset?

<v Speaker 1>It?

<v Speaker 2>Like it went away like maybe it fires me up

<v Speaker 2>in the instant, but.

<v Speaker 5>Then don't you wish don't you want to know now

<v Speaker 5>why she was so angry? Everyone's like, why was Katy?

<v Speaker 5>I'm sorry.

<v Speaker 7>I just want to give you a free.

<v Speaker 3>I know, right, do I have to be naked? Are

<v Speaker 3>you just trying to get me naked?

<v Speaker 1>I told you it's my choice to be naked. I

<v Speaker 1>did that on my own.

<v Speaker 3>Where do I do this? Like where like in your

<v Speaker 3>basement or where does this happen?

<v Speaker 7>I mean, you know, like when I did my animal journey,

<v Speaker 7>I was by a waterfall in Golden Gate Park in

<v Speaker 7>San Francisco, and like my friend was playing the drums,

<v Speaker 7>and that was really positive for me. I saw it.

<v Speaker 7>I saw two different animals before I got to the

<v Speaker 7>red deer, which was my spirit animal.

<v Speaker 3>What's the symbolism of a red deer?

<v Speaker 7>Gentleness?

<v Speaker 3>I could see that because you have a very gentle voice.

<v Speaker 7>But I get mad too, right, we just we just

<v Speaker 7>you know, I mean, that's the thing about you know,

<v Speaker 7>being human, especially right now. You know it's it's a

<v Speaker 7>pretty stressful time. You just got to get back, and I.

<v Speaker 2>Just want to point out one thing with that stressful time,

<v Speaker 2>This is a big reason I do it is because

<v Speaker 2>I am a firm believer in we are all put

<v Speaker 2>here to love each other. We are all here to

<v Speaker 2>get along. Like we are not meant to fight the

<v Speaker 2>way some entities think we should.

<v Speaker 1>We're supposed to be separated.

<v Speaker 2>Like That's what this helps me do is really focus

<v Speaker 2>on the fact that we are all here to help

<v Speaker 2>each other, We're all here to do good, and it

<v Speaker 2>helps me keep that front and center in my mind.

<v Speaker 1>I don't watch the news. I know you guys know

<v Speaker 1>that about me.

<v Speaker 2>I don't watch the news, and it's because I don't

<v Speaker 2>want to fill my mind full of that kind of stuff.

<v Speaker 1>I'd rather it be positive.

<v Speaker 5>She is definitely all about the love because, honestly, Marash,

<v Speaker 5>she tries to tongue kiss me.

<v Speaker 3>Every morning in the office kitchen.

<v Speaker 1>Every morning.

<v Speaker 3>She's all about the love.

<v Speaker 7>Okay, Well, taking this seriously, you know, I just I

<v Speaker 7>really think she should try it now.

<v Speaker 5>I want to try it because I want to see

<v Speaker 5>what kind of animal pops into my mind.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you need to know your stat animal.

<v Speaker 7>Just you know. Also, like going through a guided visualization journey,

<v Speaker 7>I mean, things will happen. You know, you're being prompted it.

<v Speaker 7>It's like, you know, if I told you don't think

<v Speaker 7>about a monkey, you don't think about a monkey. You

<v Speaker 7>even think about as monkeys, And you know that's what

<v Speaker 7>it is, you know, basically like when somebody prompts you,

<v Speaker 7>you've got to see things.

<v Speaker 3>I bet your mine's a hairless cat.

<v Speaker 1>Animal.

<v Speaker 7>They're awesome. Well, you have my number, I hope, and

<v Speaker 7>if you want to do it, I would be happy

<v Speaker 7>to like do it anywhere.

<v Speaker 3>With you that you know, would that make me comfortable?

<v Speaker 5>Yes, you don't have like a place that you don't

<v Speaker 5>have like a business that you do this. You just

<v Speaker 5>go around town messing with people's chakras.

<v Speaker 7>Well, I did that more in California. I work in

<v Speaker 7>by Denver now in different capacities, but I still do

<v Speaker 7>that kind of work when it's needed. So yeah, please

<v Speaker 7>call me if you ever want to.

<v Speaker 5>I absolutely will. And I can't thank you enough for

<v Speaker 5>calling in this morning and having some fun with us.

<v Speaker 3>Really appreciate you.

<v Speaker 7>Okay, you guys are awesome.

<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Thank you.

<v Speaker 3>Bye?

<v Speaker 5>All right, really quick, Katie, now tell us what your

<v Speaker 5>journey said about the members of the show.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, and completely unprompted, I just want you to

<v Speaker 2>know that. She had mentioned that I am in a

<v Speaker 2>work setting where I work with two other men, and

<v Speaker 2>she was like, you know, a lot of the times

<v Speaker 2>I get in your type of situation, the jealousy and

<v Speaker 2>ego factors and people are trying so hard to be

<v Speaker 2>the star when you have a three person show. And

<v Speaker 2>she said that I feel so much love from these

<v Speaker 2>two men that you work with, that they truly want

<v Speaker 2>what's best for you.

<v Speaker 1>They care about the.

<v Speaker 2>Whole group as one and not just one person thinks

<v Speaker 2>they're more important than the other. She said that I

<v Speaker 2>love no. She hit it right on the head, and

<v Speaker 2>I feel that about us.

<v Speaker 1>That's been wrong about Jeremy.

<v Speaker 2>She said that we we are so much like brothers

<v Speaker 2>and sister that it is She's like, I am getting

<v Speaker 2>that feeling of love and familial bond with you three,

<v Speaker 2>and she said she just loves it. She loves that

<v Speaker 2>part of my life feels so at home and comfortable

<v Speaker 2>that she said it was such a serene, peaceful feeling

<v Speaker 2>when she looked into my work balance and she was like,

<v Speaker 2>you are so happy right now in your current situation.

<v Speaker 2>And for me, like I have always loved this job.

<v Speaker 2>I've always loved it. There have been points in this

<v Speaker 2>career where it's been a little harder than others. This

<v Speaker 2>has been so easy because it is so much fun

<v Speaker 2>and there is a lot of love in this room,

<v Speaker 2>you know. And she caught that and she put and

<v Speaker 2>I was just like, you know what, here's a twenty No,

<v Speaker 2>just exactly have some more money.

<v Speaker 1>I love you. But yeah, it was. It was very

<v Speaker 1>enlightening to me.

<v Speaker 2>And again I like to do it because she said,

<v Speaker 2>when it came to my chakras, you know you have

<v Speaker 2>the I think it is five you have and my

<v Speaker 2>throat chakra was the most that was clawed. And it's

<v Speaker 2>because she's no, she said, there's a lot of pressure

<v Speaker 2>to say the right thing. And god if she didn't

<v Speaker 2>hit the nail on the head with that one. I

<v Speaker 2>do feel a lot of pressure to make sure I

<v Speaker 2>don't offend she does. Yeah, yeah, yeah, still like still

<v Speaker 2>for her to know that there was just some you know,

<v Speaker 2>because she said, when somebody says something negative to you,

<v Speaker 2>it sticks with you, like that's that just come up.

<v Speaker 1>Is like it's hard for you to forget things to

<v Speaker 1>things in the past. It really like you dwell on stuff.

<v Speaker 2>And so she said that you know the when when

<v Speaker 2>it's coming to talk and say my truth. She said

<v Speaker 2>that there's a lot of pressure there and all of

<v Speaker 2>that is kind of you know, but she knows what chakra.

<v Speaker 1>I had to clear that chakra because it was just.

<v Speaker 4>She put a.

<v Speaker 1>Stone on it and then the light clear chakra. You

<v Speaker 1>do it, Jeremy Gosh