<v Speaker 1>Jerry, Katy and Josh six one hundred.

<v Speaker 2>How about that beaver moon this morning? Oh my gosh,

<v Speaker 2>beautiful looking moon.

<v Speaker 3>On the drive him so big, oh big, big and beautiful.

<v Speaker 4>I didn't even watch the road on the way in

<v Speaker 4>looking at the moon.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was definitely distracted. So it's funny, like even

<v Speaker 1>when I got into the parking lot because as I

<v Speaker 1>parked my car, I couldn't take a good enough picture.

<v Speaker 1>So I had to run to the edge of the

<v Speaker 1>parking lot to grab a picture.

<v Speaker 4>And one of the.

<v Speaker 3>Sports guys saw me. He's like, are you where are

<v Speaker 3>you going to the dumpster?

<v Speaker 4>What are you doing?

<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, no, it's the beaver moon.

<v Speaker 1>And so he came out there with me and he

<v Speaker 1>had a little Bucky's tote and so we took a

<v Speaker 1>picture with the Bucky's toe and the beaver.

<v Speaker 4>Moon so special. It was so special. It's gram and

<v Speaker 4>tag BUCkies.

<v Speaker 3>It was pretty great.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's a big moon. That's a really big moon.

<v Speaker 2>There's gonna be a lot of pictures of Blurrey moons

<v Speaker 2>on Facebook today. I would imagine as people are trying

<v Speaker 2>to drive and take pictures of it, but you.

<v Speaker 4>Kind of have to yeah, you kind of have to.

<v Speaker 4>It's so big and pretty. So what else is going

<v Speaker 4>on with you guys? Oh, Katie me?

<v Speaker 3>Yes, Oh, I don't know. Yesterday I laid on the

<v Speaker 3>couch a lot, did you? Yeah?

<v Speaker 4>Is there a reason?

<v Speaker 1>Is that what we're talking about right now? We have

<v Speaker 1>to get into that right now? Okay, I know it

<v Speaker 1>is real life.

<v Speaker 4>It's going on.

<v Speaker 1>It's funny because a lot of people ask me about

<v Speaker 1>an update from the Chicago guy, right because I went

<v Speaker 1>to go see him and it, you know, did it

<v Speaker 1>was a thing. And then it's been like since I

<v Speaker 1>got back, which has been a little over two weeks now, right, Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>it's been all we have been in constant contact. So

<v Speaker 1>we've been texting every day. It's been pretty great. But

<v Speaker 1>I have turned in such a little teenage girl because

<v Speaker 1>when he doesn't text me, I just want to lay

<v Speaker 1>on my couch and cry.

<v Speaker 4>I get that though, Like it's tough. It is.

<v Speaker 5>It's hard when you start to like someone and that

<v Speaker 5>whole future of like, I don't know what we are are.

<v Speaker 4>There's no definite you know, defined do you need me

<v Speaker 4>to tell you?

<v Speaker 1>No?

<v Speaker 3>No, I don't need you tell me.

<v Speaker 4>Know what you need me? To tell you you are.

<v Speaker 3>So negative about it though, like.

<v Speaker 4>I'm so logical.

<v Speaker 2>Logic is no word from an outsider's perspective, and whenever

<v Speaker 2>you want me to tell you what's going on.

<v Speaker 1>And it's funny because it's like, I definitely I hope

<v Speaker 1>that we can continue talking, but there are just moments

<v Speaker 1>where I see some red flags and I know you're right,

<v Speaker 1>like I do need to look at them head on

<v Speaker 1>and be like I need to notice the.

<v Speaker 4>Rest of your friends are like move on, right, yeah, right, It's.

<v Speaker 1>Been years, kinds been different. It has been different this

<v Speaker 1>time with him. I know. I tell you, I'm gonna

<v Speaker 1>tell you, like what sent me to the couch last night?

<v Speaker 1>Can I tell you that I wish you would couch

<v Speaker 1>last night? Is we were talking the night before and

<v Speaker 1>I was telling Josh because it was cold and it

<v Speaker 1>was in the thirties here, and I just mentioned I

<v Speaker 1>was like, yeah, it'd be nice to cuddle you, right,

<v Speaker 1>I would be so when he's like, that would definitely

<v Speaker 1>be warm. And there's a lot of ours and stuff.

<v Speaker 1>So Josh said that was flirty.

<v Speaker 3>But then he didn't text me.

<v Speaker 1>Back drinking no, right, said he drinks no, not say

<v Speaker 1>that I did not say that, did not say that,

<v Speaker 1>but anyway, so like and then I was like, yeah, whatever,

<v Speaker 1>but he never texted me back. So all night long

<v Speaker 1>that night, I was waiting for him to text me

<v Speaker 1>back and he didn't. And then all day yesterday I

<v Speaker 1>was still waiting for him to text me back and

<v Speaker 1>he didn't.

<v Speaker 4>And his girlfriend or he's out at the bar. Well, okay, yes,

<v Speaker 4>he's possibly.

<v Speaker 5>But when you are just waiting around for someone's text,

<v Speaker 5>it's the worst thing in the world, man, because you

<v Speaker 5>feel so unwanted.

<v Speaker 3>It is the worst thing in the world.

<v Speaker 4>Stop it. And especially I tell you what.

<v Speaker 1>Really then like takes that knife into is when they

<v Speaker 1>post things on social media. Yeah, because it's like he's

<v Speaker 1>obviously not dead like I thought, because like, if.

<v Speaker 4>He's not texting, he is.

<v Speaker 3>Just totally incapable of doing so.

<v Speaker 1>But then when he finally did text back Germany, he

<v Speaker 1>texted back, yes, four o'clock right, No, he just said,

<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, I just saw this.

<v Speaker 4>Right, all the.

<v Speaker 2>Time has their phone in their pockets, and it's funny

<v Speaker 2>he's ignoring.

<v Speaker 3>You when we, you know, hung out.

<v Speaker 1>When I actually went to Chicago, he told me, he's like,

<v Speaker 1>I'm so bad at texting people back, Like I will

<v Speaker 1>see someone's text and if I don't respond to it immediately,

<v Speaker 1>I'll forget about it.

<v Speaker 3>He's like, I feel so bad.

<v Speaker 1>So he did tell me that already, But it's hard

<v Speaker 1>for me to believe that it's.

<v Speaker 4>Easier to ignorehim when you're a thousand miles.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, in the whole thousand miles difference, Like it is hard.

<v Speaker 1>But there's some days again, Like there was a quote

<v Speaker 1>from Jennifer Gardner that I think of him every time.

<v Speaker 3>I hear it, and it's just well, it's about.

<v Speaker 1>Ben Affleck, okay, And she was talking about how he

<v Speaker 1>is the love of her life and he's so charismatic

<v Speaker 1>and like he lights up any room he goes into,

<v Speaker 1>and when his sun is shining on you, it is

<v Speaker 1>the best feeling in the world.

<v Speaker 3>Like the warmth that comes over you is indescribable.

<v Speaker 1>But when he's not showing you attention, when he casts

<v Speaker 1>his shadow, it is such a deliberate feeling and it

<v Speaker 1>is so lonely and cold, and that is like the

<v Speaker 1>best way I can describe it is when he.

<v Speaker 3>Is not giving me his attention, I just want to

<v Speaker 3>crawl on my couch and cry.

<v Speaker 1>And yesterday It's funny because like I totally forgot that

<v Speaker 1>the people, the maintenance.

<v Speaker 3>Guys were coming over to do the dryer things.

<v Speaker 1>They have to clean all the dryer vents, and so

<v Speaker 1>like I'm sitting there on my couch in my little

<v Speaker 1>cocoon under three blankets with my pistachios next to me,

<v Speaker 1>watching Nashville.

<v Speaker 3>I know, oh my gosh.

<v Speaker 1>And then all of a sudden, I hear it knocks

<v Speaker 1>on the door, and I got so excited.

<v Speaker 6>I thought he came to see me. This is how delusional.

<v Speaker 6>And then I opened the door to two maintenance guys.

<v Speaker 6>I'm like, we did.

<v Speaker 3>But then they're like facing my dryer while I'm laying

<v Speaker 3>on my couch sobbing starting.

<v Speaker 1>He was the sun.

<v Speaker 4>He's the sun when.

<v Speaker 2>He talks to me maintenance on her Well, too much

<v Speaker 2>sun is a bad thing too, Katie. I don't forget

<v Speaker 2>all there's uv rais will give you cancer.

<v Speaker 3>So I just need to get over it.

<v Speaker 4>I need to get over it.

<v Speaker 2>And there's a lot of signs pointing to moving.

<v Speaker 4>I need to not be so like worked up.

<v Speaker 1>But I didn't know last night, I like got like

<v Speaker 1>back into the mindset of I need to search for

<v Speaker 1>someone else.

<v Speaker 3>I don't need to this local again.

<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of signs which gives me the opportunity

<v Speaker 2>to play this right now.

<v Speaker 4>I saw the sign. This is just for you.

<v Speaker 2>I saw the sign staring at the There you go.

<v Speaker 4>Thanks for the update.