<v Speaker 1>Hi angels, Welcome back to my channel. So for those
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<v Speaker 1>and very uplifted by all of you and your positivity.
<v Speaker 1>I'm just soaking it all in. As you guys can
<v Speaker 1>see from the title here, we are going to be
<v Speaker 1>talking about gaslighting and ghosting, something that I'm sure all
<v Speaker 1>of us have experience, and I will also share briefly
<v Speaker 1>my own personal story dealing with that as well.
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<v Speaker 2>And with that being said, let's just brands in this video.
<v Speaker 1>So the term gaslighting actually derived from a play called
<v Speaker 1>gas Light in nineteen thirty eight, where a female character
<v Speaker 1>was continuously falsely accused of wrongdoing, you know, with her husband,
<v Speaker 1>which caused her to doubt her own sanity. And there
<v Speaker 1>are many examples of gaslighting, so I'm going to give
<v Speaker 1>you a few. One example of gaslighting could be someone
<v Speaker 1>doing something really mean or wicked to you, like stealing
<v Speaker 1>your headphones and then you are looking for them and
<v Speaker 1>that person's telling you I didn't take your headphones. You
<v Speaker 1>are mistaken, I have no idea what you're talking about,
<v Speaker 1>and you're feeling.
<v Speaker 2>Crazy for that.
<v Speaker 1>Another example of gaslighting could be that individual will have
<v Speaker 1>a character flaw and say something like you keep saying
<v Speaker 1>that I never check in on you.
<v Speaker 2>Well, look I'm checking on you.
<v Speaker 1>You know how you tend to exaggerate a lot of
<v Speaker 1>the time, making you feel stupid, and throwing them actually
<v Speaker 1>doing what they're supposed to do for once in your
<v Speaker 1>face as evidence that they are always doing what they're
<v Speaker 1>supposed to.
<v Speaker 2>Do, if that makes sense.
<v Speaker 1>Another form of gaslighting would be a person accusing you
<v Speaker 1>of doing something that's absolutely obscene, outright lying and trying
<v Speaker 1>to convince you of something that you blatantly did not commit.
<v Speaker 1>For example, you keep taking change out of my coin
<v Speaker 1>bank and it's like.
<v Speaker 2>What, like, obviously, no, you're not. This is the classic one,
<v Speaker 2>which I.
<v Speaker 1>Personally have experience in being accused of a person accusing
<v Speaker 1>you of having a serious character flaw and they'll do
<v Speaker 1>something to make you upset, but then they'll say something
<v Speaker 1>like you're really aggressive, like you're you're always angry all
<v Speaker 1>the time.
<v Speaker 2>You know what, I don't even want to deal with
<v Speaker 2>this right now, so I'm just gonna leave. That's what
<v Speaker 2>they do.
<v Speaker 1>This leads me into ghosting because I believe that gas slighting.
<v Speaker 2>And ghosting goes hand in hand. So what is ghosting?
<v Speaker 1>Ghosting is when someone ignores you, abandons you, and shuts
<v Speaker 1>off all.
<v Speaker 2>Communication with you completely.
<v Speaker 1>Now, when you were gaslighted and ghosted, it's very difficult
<v Speaker 1>because you're not there to have a dialogue with that
<v Speaker 1>other person because usually the person accusing you of these
<v Speaker 1>certain things always leave. So what happens in turn, you're
<v Speaker 1>left alone wondering what you did wrong, pondering on a
<v Speaker 1>thousand different scenarios of how it could have played out differently.
<v Speaker 1>And it's manipulative because all you have is you against
<v Speaker 1>you when it took two to tango for those events
<v Speaker 1>to transpire. People that ghost they are trying to make
<v Speaker 1>you doubt your own perception of yourself, whether they are
<v Speaker 1>cognizant of that or not.
<v Speaker 2>Now here's the interesting thing.
<v Speaker 1>When you are accused of a serious character flaw such as,
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, you're always angry all the time, You're
<v Speaker 1>so aggressive, And you kind of know when you're in
<v Speaker 1>this situation because you think, to yourself, why does that
<v Speaker 1>feel so far from the truth?
<v Speaker 2>But all right, what else do you have to say?
<v Speaker 1>So this person's accusing you of this behavior, And because
<v Speaker 1>you understand there have been plenty of times where we
<v Speaker 1>have gotten into arguments here and things like that off
<v Speaker 1>of what they have done, you reflecting on these instances,
<v Speaker 1>you automatically become agreeable because it's like, Okay, well I
<v Speaker 1>was angry last week at this, and I did get
<v Speaker 1>angry the week before that because of something else. I
<v Speaker 1>did get angry, So maybe they are perceiving that as
<v Speaker 1>very aggressive, and you start just getting very confused and
<v Speaker 1>jumbled in your thoughts and questioning whether how you felt
<v Speaker 1>or how you reacted was actually merited. I'm going to
<v Speaker 1>share with you guys a specific instance where that happened
<v Speaker 1>to me, where I was gaslighted. I was dating someone.
<v Speaker 1>And of course people that have some sort of you know,
<v Speaker 1>flaw usually I mean, really, the greater the flaw, the
<v Speaker 1>more charming the being is.
<v Speaker 2>I mean, it's ungodly. It's demon time.
<v Speaker 1>One time after moultiple, multiple different disagreements amongst many different
<v Speaker 1>things due to that individual's actions. All of the time,
<v Speaker 1>the person started speaking to me less and things of
<v Speaker 1>that nature.
<v Speaker 2>And naturally, when someone.
<v Speaker 1>Pulls away from you, you start running after them because
<v Speaker 1>you're trying to figure out, Okay, not only am I
<v Speaker 1>not wrong for how I feel? I know I'm actually
<v Speaker 1>not wrong in this situation, and I know exactly what happened.
<v Speaker 1>So why is this person acting like I'm the issue here?
<v Speaker 1>And that individual after always being drunk and not being
<v Speaker 1>accountable and not communicating and running around the conversation. Every
<v Speaker 1>time I would try to have a conversation with this individual,
<v Speaker 1>he would.
<v Speaker 2>Say he didn't have.
<v Speaker 1>Time, or he'll call me back, and all these things,
<v Speaker 1>making up a bunch of excuses and saying he's busy
<v Speaker 1>all these things, when, of course, in the beginning, it
<v Speaker 1>wasn't like that, and he had all the time in
<v Speaker 1>the world. I began to see this person, you know,
<v Speaker 1>pattern that they are consistently exhibiting very very poor choices
<v Speaker 1>and things of that nature. This person would never actually
<v Speaker 1>sit down and have a conversation with me about it,
<v Speaker 1>and ultimately blamed me and said that I have bipolar tendencies.
<v Speaker 1>That's why they limit their exposure to me, because I
<v Speaker 1>have many different outbursts and all these things, and no
<v Speaker 1>one that even knows me will even acknowledge that. You know,
<v Speaker 1>sometimes people just say things and they hope that it sticks.
<v Speaker 1>That just slid right off, and it just made me realize, Wow,
<v Speaker 1>this person is actually really gaslighting me. I mean, how
<v Speaker 1>many different instances do I need to endure with this
<v Speaker 1>person to just finally let this person be toxic all
<v Speaker 1>by himself. He has such a cognitive dissonance from his
<v Speaker 1>self and his own actions because he has a lot
<v Speaker 1>going on in his own life, that it's easier to
<v Speaker 1>blame me now. I was telling my friends at the
<v Speaker 1>time when this happened. Any person that really cares about
<v Speaker 1>you is not going to just call you names and
<v Speaker 1>accuse you.
<v Speaker 2>Of certain things.
<v Speaker 1>What they're going to do is try to come from
<v Speaker 1>a place of understanding, because when you come from a
<v Speaker 1>place of understanding, you want to come up with a solution.
<v Speaker 1>And when someone doesn't want to come up with a
<v Speaker 1>solution and try to understand you because they care, they're
<v Speaker 1>going to just say, you know what, this is why
<v Speaker 1>I don't talk to you, Because you always.
<v Speaker 2>Have an issue.
<v Speaker 1>You're always trying to start something, and it's like, no,
<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to start anything. I'm trying to understand
<v Speaker 1>where you're coming from, because you've been exhibiting very suspicious
<v Speaker 1>behavior for a very long time now, and I can
<v Speaker 1>never seem to catch you to actually talk to you
<v Speaker 1>about it, because you're always busy or you disappear for
<v Speaker 1>X amount of time. And it was just so unbelievably disgusting,
<v Speaker 1>and it was an absolute mess.
<v Speaker 2>I mean, thank god that situation is over. It was
<v Speaker 2>an absolute nightmare.
<v Speaker 1>I don't even think half the time that certain people
<v Speaker 1>realize what they do because they're so engulfed in their
<v Speaker 1>own life and their own mess that even in them
<v Speaker 1>hurting our feelings and doing really messed up things to us.
<v Speaker 1>Not everyone is as calculating as we may think. So
<v Speaker 1>it's so easy to become angry with an individual, like
<v Speaker 1>how did you not know you were doing this?
<v Speaker 2>Because some people really do.
<v Speaker 1>Do things intentionally, But there are others who do things
<v Speaker 1>because they're just so messed up. They're suffering so much
<v Speaker 1>internally with their own demons and struggling with their own
<v Speaker 1>demons that they hurt people honestly accidentally. As a casualty
<v Speaker 1>just because they are just going through they're having so
<v Speaker 1>much internal turmoil. Never did he ever take accountability for
<v Speaker 1>anything he's ever done.
<v Speaker 2>He's always always drunk.
<v Speaker 1>I was sober the entire duration of the relationship, and
<v Speaker 1>he was constantly, constantly inebriated and started exhibiting so many flaws.
<v Speaker 1>I was coming from a place of understanding, so I
<v Speaker 1>was sticking around trying to figure out why the beginning
<v Speaker 1>of the relationship was so incongruous to the latter end.
<v Speaker 2>I was trying to give it the benefit of the doubt.
<v Speaker 1>And I now learned and took from that situation that
<v Speaker 1>whenever I see signs and red flags and things that
<v Speaker 1>make absolutely zero sense, instead of trying to understand it,
<v Speaker 1>because I know, once I begin to try to understand,
<v Speaker 1>then the next step for me is trying to fix.
<v Speaker 1>And once you do those things, then you start falling
<v Speaker 1>for a whole bunch of things, and you stick around
<v Speaker 1>way more than you actually should. So make sure that
<v Speaker 1>whoever you decide to actually understand, make sure that individual
<v Speaker 1>rule equally cares about you. Make sure that that individual
<v Speaker 1>is someone that is actually worth your time, because otherwise
<v Speaker 1>you end up in a dynamic where you're chasing after
<v Speaker 1>someone who is not in the best space in their
<v Speaker 1>life for answers, and they don't have it for themselves.
<v Speaker 1>Because what do hurt people do? They hurt people. Whether
<v Speaker 1>it's intentional or not, they hurt people. So whether that
<v Speaker 1>person meant to hurt me at that time or whether
<v Speaker 1>he didn't doesn't matter, because at the end of the day,
<v Speaker 1>I have to make peace with what was just for myself.
<v Speaker 1>I have to make the situation cathartic for myself because
<v Speaker 1>I genuinely do believe that closure only really does come
<v Speaker 1>from ourselves.
<v Speaker 2>So just be.
<v Speaker 1>Mindful of things like that, because I'm sure many of
<v Speaker 1>you ladies can attest to being situations like that where
<v Speaker 1>someone will get mad at you for being upset and
<v Speaker 1>only get mad at your reactions. They are so hyper
<v Speaker 1>sensitive over how you react to their behavior so that
<v Speaker 1>they don't have to take any accountability or responsibility for
<v Speaker 1>what actually got you to that place. And another thing
<v Speaker 1>to note too is when somebody in anger is constantly
<v Speaker 1>bringing up your career and things of that nature, that's
<v Speaker 1>not somebody that you want to be with because that
<v Speaker 1>individual as well would bring up my career when he
<v Speaker 1>would be upset with me and things like that, when
<v Speaker 1>really the cold heart fact in truth was that that
<v Speaker 1>person definitely struggled with a lot of you know, alcoholic
<v Speaker 1>tendencies and it's probably very embarrassing for him to really
<v Speaker 1>admit because he did a lot of things and probably
<v Speaker 1>doesn't remember them, and you know, would call me drunk
<v Speaker 1>multiple times and things of that nature, and I would
<v Speaker 1>pick up, you know, because at the time I really
<v Speaker 1>cared and I was trying to understand this individual, and
<v Speaker 1>really it led nowhere. These type of people that exhibit
<v Speaker 1>this type of behavior, what they like to do is
<v Speaker 1>they like to start fires and then they.
<v Speaker 2>Like to walk away. They want you to question yourself.
<v Speaker 1>They want you to doubt yourself, They want you to
<v Speaker 1>question your own sanity. In these types of dynamics of
<v Speaker 1>being gaslighted and ghosted, the main emotion that you will
<v Speaker 1>feel is confusion.
<v Speaker 2>And you will feel alone.
<v Speaker 1>That's because that individual boom starts a fire, runs away
<v Speaker 1>from it, ignores you till they feel like you've simmered.
<v Speaker 2>Down a little bit.
<v Speaker 1>That's what they do. Then they start taking notes of you.
<v Speaker 1>None of their behavior but warranted that reaction out of you.
<v Speaker 1>But they start taking notes on you so that they
<v Speaker 1>can pull you out on any time you react in
<v Speaker 1>a way that they don't want up There you go
<v Speaker 1>acting angry again. What I say about that? You don't
<v Speaker 1>want me to You don't want me to You don't
<v Speaker 1>want me to leave again? Do you? You don't want
<v Speaker 1>me to start? This is why I stopped talking to you,
<v Speaker 1>because honestly, it's scary.
<v Speaker 2>It's scary how you are. This is why I really
<v Speaker 2>can't do this with you.
<v Speaker 1>That is manipulation, that is being gaslighted. What is the goal, really,
<v Speaker 1>whether they know that this is their goal or not.
<v Speaker 1>What is the goal when somebody gets that deeply rooted
<v Speaker 1>into your brain and is convincing you of things that
<v Speaker 1>you didn't do, trying to make it seem like you're
<v Speaker 1>crazy for reacting to things that any normal individual, any
<v Speaker 1>sane individual, would be upset at.
<v Speaker 2>What are they trying to do? They're trying to get
<v Speaker 2>you to not trust yourself that way, anytime another situation happens,
<v Speaker 2>you're always going to take their word over your own.
<v Speaker 1>You're going to believe what they said over their actions. Boom,
<v Speaker 1>you became the perfect victim. Now they can unconvince you
<v Speaker 1>of all the wrong that they've ever did, or all
<v Speaker 1>the wrong that they will continue to do. You don't
<v Speaker 1>react the way that they want, and they start to
<v Speaker 1>see that you start to have some common sense. Again,
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna ghost you. Ghosting is a form of control.
<v Speaker 1>So how can we heal from these types of experiences?
<v Speaker 1>Problem with a lot of us and a lot of
<v Speaker 1>us as women being nurturers, we always try to come
<v Speaker 1>from a place of understanding, and sometimes this is where
<v Speaker 1>we mess up.
<v Speaker 2>We mess up trying to understand whoa whoa? Whoa whoa?
<v Speaker 2>Why is this person like this?
<v Speaker 1>Especially if you're someone that is an mpath You're like,
<v Speaker 1>well are you okay?
<v Speaker 2>Why are you acting like this?
<v Speaker 1>And you get so sucked in and just drawn in
<v Speaker 1>to that individual's drama. You subscribe to their issues now
<v Speaker 1>and now they're coming at you all types of ways,
<v Speaker 1>calling you crazy, calling you you know, bipolar, You're aggressive,
<v Speaker 1>You're this, you're that, And it's like, how am I
<v Speaker 1>all these things? All I've ever done was try to
<v Speaker 1>understand why you're acting like this. I have to chase
<v Speaker 1>you down to get an answer for why you are
<v Speaker 1>behaving this way.
<v Speaker 2>It can barely explain yourself. You're not a reliable source here.
<v Speaker 1>Listen to what your partner is saying to you in anger.
<v Speaker 1>What types of things are they bringing up in anger?
<v Speaker 2>Well, you think.
<v Speaker 1>You're better than everyone because you have and thousand followers
<v Speaker 1>on Instagram, And you think that you're better than everyone
<v Speaker 1>because you went to college and you have a bachelor's degree.
<v Speaker 2>Like, watch what people choose to use as AMMO against you.
<v Speaker 2>Why are you bringing that up?
<v Speaker 1>How is that relevant to the subject, the continuous subject
<v Speaker 1>that you are XX and X.
<v Speaker 2>How is that relevant to the subject. We weren't talking
<v Speaker 2>about my accolades here that you've very well taken note of.
<v Speaker 1>Thank you for that, Thank you for that. But we're
<v Speaker 1>not talking about that now, are we. So listen to
<v Speaker 1>what it is that's being said in moments of anger.
<v Speaker 1>You will never reconcile with somebody who accuses and deeply
<v Speaker 1>distorts consistently.
<v Speaker 2>You will never reconcile.
<v Speaker 1>That is one of the most freeing things that I've
<v Speaker 1>ever discovered when I was going through my situation at
<v Speaker 1>the time, because I realized I'm trying to make sense
<v Speaker 1>with someone who this entire time was making no sense.
<v Speaker 1>This is a very relevant topic here because I think
<v Speaker 1>this is a lot of the issue that many of
<v Speaker 1>us have, and some of us may be in this
<v Speaker 1>exact type of situation right now. How is it tailored
<v Speaker 1>to you. If you feel this and it's making sense
<v Speaker 1>to you, let me know. We're giving the benefit of
<v Speaker 1>the doubt constantly because well, they weren't like this in
<v Speaker 1>the beginning, and I'm just waiting for that person to
<v Speaker 1>show up again, and he never existed. That person in
<v Speaker 1>the beginning didn't exist. Everyone's trying to impress in the beginning,
<v Speaker 1>and some people just do a really, really good job
<v Speaker 1>and then once things go left, they stay left and
<v Speaker 1>they never come again. They never return to normalcy again.
<v Speaker 1>So you have to let that idea leave. I was
<v Speaker 1>watching a video that Shalon had posted, Shalon Lester, and
<v Speaker 1>she was saying that when you were in a long
<v Speaker 1>term relationship, sometimes it's easier to leave an individual because
<v Speaker 1>you have more data on that person. When you are
<v Speaker 1>in a relationship with someone for a short amount of time,
<v Speaker 1>very very brief, you start to fantasize and even romanticize
<v Speaker 1>what that individual is or the dynamic between you and
<v Speaker 1>that individual, because you don't have enough data to collect
<v Speaker 1>on that person, and that's exactly what happened to me,
<v Speaker 1>where I was constantly forgiving that person every five seconds,
<v Speaker 1>and I was still very confused, and I'm chasing after them,
<v Speaker 1>trying to figure out why are you doing this, and
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, it's just like a project for me.
<v Speaker 1>It's a project and it's consuming all of me, and
<v Speaker 1>it was very, very frustrating. It was literally a nightmare.
<v Speaker 2>What you need to also do to heal is you
<v Speaker 2>need to recall all the.
<v Speaker 1>Events and scenarios that this person is accusing you of,
<v Speaker 1>and you need to actually sit down in your sober
<v Speaker 1>thoughts and realize how unjust these accusations actually are. And
<v Speaker 1>what this will do is this will set you free
<v Speaker 1>of self doubt, because what happens when you care for
<v Speaker 1>someone so deeply and your emotions are involved, it's so
<v Speaker 1>easy to kind.
<v Speaker 2>Of trick someone into thinking, no, what your thinking is wrong?
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, No, I was not ignoring you the
<v Speaker 1>entire week. I literally lost my phone for three days
<v Speaker 1>and then I've found it and like some stranger returned
<v Speaker 1>it to me, and then literally I was gonna text you,
<v Speaker 1>but then I like literally lost all my contacts and
<v Speaker 1>then I went out with my friends and then my
<v Speaker 1>phone died, so it was just so much back to back.
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't really get to you, and that I was
<v Speaker 1>gonna call you on my friend's phone, but then I
<v Speaker 1>thought you would think that's weird. I would rather have
<v Speaker 1>waited until the weekend was over to finally like just
<v Speaker 1>like call you and let you know that I was okay,
<v Speaker 1>you know, but it's not like I wasn't actually ignoring you,
<v Speaker 1>Like why would I ignore you?
<v Speaker 2>Like what do I need to ignore you for?
<v Speaker 1>So they use like obvious things like saying what do
<v Speaker 1>I need to ignore you for as a way to
<v Speaker 1>kind of calm you down, and then you start to think, yeah,
<v Speaker 1>I mean, why would this person ignore me for this?
<v Speaker 1>I mean they are kind of talking about this, they
<v Speaker 1>are acknowledging it, but really they're not acknowledging it.
<v Speaker 2>They're acknowledging a little part of.
<v Speaker 1>It to make you feel comfortable enough, like they're opening up,
<v Speaker 1>but really they're not.
<v Speaker 2>They're manipulating the narrative.
<v Speaker 1>Not all people that do things like this are cognizant
<v Speaker 1>of the fact that they are like this, but a
<v Speaker 1>lot of them are. It does not excuse their behavior whatsoever.
<v Speaker 1>Now here's the tricky part, because I'm really all about
<v Speaker 1>true transformation and doing the internal work. Giving that person
<v Speaker 1>will help you realize that person's pain and confusion.
<v Speaker 2>Now whoa stop here.
<v Speaker 1>Forgiving anyone does not mean accepting them back into your life.
<v Speaker 2>Forgiving an individual.
<v Speaker 1>Does not mean that you have to be as close
<v Speaker 1>to them as you were before. That you have to
<v Speaker 1>start off the dynamic. It doesn't mean fresh start. What
<v Speaker 1>it means is that you are no longer going to
<v Speaker 1>be controlled by the thoughts of what happened with that individual.
<v Speaker 1>You were no longer going to let their lack of
<v Speaker 1>control control you. You are no longer going to allow
<v Speaker 1>their confusion and their pain consume you be the stronger person.
<v Speaker 1>And you know, yes, this individual hurt me, but you're
<v Speaker 1>not going to stop me from moving on. You're not
<v Speaker 1>going to stop me from having another healthy relationship. You're
<v Speaker 1>not I understand that this was this circumstance, and that's
<v Speaker 1>really all this was.
<v Speaker 2>I took intel of what this was. I will not
<v Speaker 2>allow something like this to happen to me again.
<v Speaker 1>Cannot fix an individual, You can't identifying it for yourself.
<v Speaker 2>Because this is cathartic.
<v Speaker 1>For you does not mean you go ahead and try
<v Speaker 1>to fix that other individual, because name a time where
<v Speaker 1>it's ever worked, especially with guys. Guys don't like to
<v Speaker 1>be fixed really better girlfriends. So name a time where
<v Speaker 1>it's worked. And in conclusion, just no angels. Do not
<v Speaker 1>ever allow anyone to destroy your integrity and your psychological
<v Speaker 1>health ever in life. And that's why you forgive them.
<v Speaker 1>You don't even have to let them know. Listen, I
<v Speaker 1>forgive you because sometimes been there, done that. That doesn't
<v Speaker 1>work when an individual is just so engulfed in their
<v Speaker 1>own chaos and I forgive you is nothing to them.
<v Speaker 2>It's like, Okay, what are you forgiving me for?
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't even matter, Like I didn't do anything anyway,
<v Speaker 1>of course you forgive me. I didn't do anything to you,
<v Speaker 1>and then you get sucked back in, suck back in.
<v Speaker 2>So take it like this.
<v Speaker 1>If you are someone that has experienced being gaslighted, more
<v Speaker 1>than likely you will get ghosted. It's a form of
<v Speaker 1>a manipulation tactic used to control you, namely by an
<v Speaker 1>individual who has no control in their own life, who
<v Speaker 1>is suffering in their own life. I do challenge all
<v Speaker 1>of you to come up to a higher standard. Not
<v Speaker 1>everyone is going to be the same, not every individual
<v Speaker 1>is going to be the same. Never ever, ever leave
<v Speaker 1>a situation and take that and dump that onto the
<v Speaker 1>next situation that you were in, because then you've officially
<v Speaker 1>became a victim, and that is the last thing that
<v Speaker 1>we ever want to become. So I hope you angels
<v Speaker 1>have enjoyed this video. I hope that this really resonated
<v Speaker 1>with you. Do not forget that I love you, and
<v Speaker 1>God loves you, and I will see beautiful angels in
<v Speaker 1>my next video.
<v Speaker 2>M
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