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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>So the story opens up in Brandon's point of view.

<v Speaker 3>So if you remember from God Malice, our female main character,

<v Speaker 3>her name was Glindon and she had two twin brothers

<v Speaker 3>that are older, Landon and Brandon.

<v Speaker 1>That's so stupid Landon and Brandon. Yeah, so I remember

<v Speaker 1>that from the first book, Such a dumb choice.

<v Speaker 3>He's twenty three, which we love because the last one

<v Speaker 3>wasn't he like nineteen, Yeah, like.

<v Speaker 1>Eighteen or nineteen and he was like, I'm a criminal.

<v Speaker 4>Shut up.

<v Speaker 3>So he's twenty three in this book, and he's a

<v Speaker 3>very type a personality. He never strays from what's expected

<v Speaker 3>of him. He has his life pretty locked down, except

<v Speaker 3>for he's doing something pretty wild tonight. He is in

<v Speaker 3>line at the Heathens initiation after getting a text to join.

<v Speaker 2>So this book kind of runs concurrent to God of Malice.

<v Speaker 2>So this is the same initiation that Glendon was at

<v Speaker 2>at the beginning of God of Malice.

<v Speaker 3>Okay, so the Heathens are kind of like a gang

<v Speaker 3>club in the King's University College. It's an all American

<v Speaker 3>college that flows with mafia money. And remember, like there's

<v Speaker 3>the Royal Elite University where all like the Brits go,

<v Speaker 3>there's like the Brits in the American college and the

<v Speaker 3>Heathens are part of the King's University College. So when

<v Speaker 3>he got the initiation text, he was basically just going

<v Speaker 3>to ignore it, but then he got a text from

<v Speaker 3>a random number saying that if he doesn't show up,

<v Speaker 3>they're gonna kill Landon. So he's like, oh my god,

<v Speaker 3>I have to go and save my twin brother.

<v Speaker 1>These thugs. Oh, oh my god, these thugs. We're gonna

<v Speaker 1>kill your brother if you don't come here, then, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>of course you have to go. He's like, oh, I

<v Speaker 1>guess I have to go. No, yeah, of course you

<v Speaker 1>have to go. They're gonna kill your brother. Landon can

<v Speaker 1>handle his own self, but still, what if Landon finds

<v Speaker 1>out that they texted Brandon and said, hey, we're going

<v Speaker 1>to kill your brother if you don't show up, and

<v Speaker 1>then Landen finds out that Brandon didn't show up.

<v Speaker 4>It's sorry betrayal.

<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, ah, my phone was on, do not disturb,

<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry me.

<v Speaker 3>When the initiation is about to start, his eyes instantly

<v Speaker 3>snag on the man in the yellow mask, the only

<v Speaker 3>one that has no weapon, and based off of all

<v Speaker 3>the men there, he like kind of looks at their

<v Speaker 3>body types and their weapons of choices, and he concludes

<v Speaker 3>that the yellow masked man must be Nikolai Sokolov. He's

<v Speaker 3>the Russian mafia prince.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I forgot this one, was you boy? Forgot?

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god?

<v Speaker 3>Killian and Gareth Carson that's his cousin. So Killian was

<v Speaker 3>in the first book.

<v Speaker 1>Not only was he in the first book, he was

<v Speaker 1>the main character in the first book, wasn't he.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So Nikolai is Killian's cousin, and he's the craziest out.

<v Speaker 1>Of everyone in their family.

<v Speaker 3>And if you remember from God of Malice, Glendon is

<v Speaker 3>at the same initiation right now, and she's completely oblivious

<v Speaker 3>to the fact that her brother's at the same initiation

<v Speaker 3>as her. The game is Pray versus Hunter, and off

<v Speaker 3>they go. He's running and running, and he takes a

<v Speaker 3>moment to relax, and he watches the players just get

<v Speaker 3>beat to shit, like some people are getting hit with arrows,

<v Speaker 3>some people are getting hit with bats. People are getting

<v Speaker 3>pummeled to the ground. When suddenly he hears a voice whisper.

<v Speaker 1>In his ear, why aren't you running? My senses saturate

<v Speaker 1>in a rush of overwhelming external stimuli, and my brain

<v Speaker 1>is unable to keep up with the overload. I lose

<v Speaker 1>balance and fall on my arse. I love the word arse,

<v Speaker 1>hitting the ground with an impact that reverberates in my bones.

<v Speaker 3>He looks up and it's Nikolay, covered in blood splatter

<v Speaker 3>all over his body and his mask.

<v Speaker 1>Although he's crouching, his height and broadness are unmistakable. At

<v Speaker 1>six foot three, I'm not short by any stretch of

<v Speaker 1>the imagination, but Nikolay has an inch or two on me,

<v Speaker 1>and he's ridiculously pumped with more muscles than anyone needs.

<v Speaker 1>But then again, he seems like the archetype of a

<v Speaker 1>satus who gets off inflicting pain. However, that doesn't seem

<v Speaker 1>to be the case right now. The flood of violence

<v Speaker 1>that he exuded in threatening waves a few seconds ago

<v Speaker 1>has been replaced by something a lot more morbid. Amusement,

<v Speaker 1>no curiosity, interest. His fingers fall from the mask, but

<v Speaker 1>before I can release the breath, he suddenly wraps his

<v Speaker 1>hand around my nape, near the hairs I constantly assault.

<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's because that area is particularly battered and sensitive.

<v Speaker 1>But the moment his rough skin touches mine, a flood

<v Speaker 1>of what I assume is nausea threatens to spill from

<v Speaker 1>my gut. Only it's not nausea. What is it? Butterflies?

<v Speaker 3>So Brandon is wearing a bunny mask to hide his identity,

<v Speaker 3>and a Nicola calls him by his first name. Nikola's

<v Speaker 3>hovering over him, and Brandon's trying to get out of

<v Speaker 3>his grip, and he tells him that he doesn't want

<v Speaker 3>to be touched by him, especially with filthy hands like his,

<v Speaker 3>and Nikolay tells him, don't worry, You'll get.

<v Speaker 4>Used to it.

<v Speaker 3>And Brand's like, wait, what is that supposed to mean?

<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna finger your buttle later hands, That's all I

<v Speaker 1>thought of. That's what you do with hands, you figure out.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Brandon is fighting some demons, both physically and emotionally.

<v Speaker 3>He feels physically sick and like disgusted that he's turned

<v Speaker 3>on right now, but also he has like major emotional

<v Speaker 3>turmoil going on in his head. He suffers horribly with

<v Speaker 3>depression and uses different unhealthy coping mechanisms as an outlet

<v Speaker 3>to not let his thoughts or emotions show. Like he

<v Speaker 3>has to come off perfect to the world, but he's

<v Speaker 3>like really fucked.

<v Speaker 1>In the head.

<v Speaker 3>He manages to get out of Nikolay's hold and now

<v Speaker 3>he's running through the woods being chased by Nikolay, but

<v Speaker 3>unfortunately he runs into Killian, and just when he thinks

<v Speaker 3>Killian is about to take him out, Nikola is the

<v Speaker 3>one that catches up to him and.

<v Speaker 1>Takes his prey.

<v Speaker 3>I have a struggle for dominance on the ground, and

<v Speaker 3>they're having like a full blown brawl right now.

<v Speaker 1>But Nikolay ends up getting the upper hand. Anyone ever

<v Speaker 1>tell you how fucking hot you feel and struggling for control.

<v Speaker 1>I could swallow you alive and leave no crumbs.

<v Speaker 3>Okay, Nikolay taunts him with landon, saying like ooh, I

<v Speaker 3>am your brother, but he says, in order to get

<v Speaker 3>the information that he wants, he's got to get something

<v Speaker 3>in return. He walks out of the woods and into

<v Speaker 3>the house and he throws himself onto the sofa, beckoning

<v Speaker 3>Brandon to follow.

<v Speaker 4>Brandon walks up.

<v Speaker 3>To the sofa, going to sit next to him, but

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay literally like hauls him over and basically just makes

<v Speaker 3>Brandon straddle him on the couch.

<v Speaker 4>And Brendan's like, oh, hell no.

<v Speaker 1>British hands land on my hips and I stifle whatever

<v Speaker 1>noise that's trying to escape a curse. It was definitely

<v Speaker 1>another curse, and it doesn't matter that I actually don't curse.

<v Speaker 1>Nikolay drags me down and my arse meets a hard

<v Speaker 1>surface his thighs. What the panic dashes in my veins

<v Speaker 1>and I start to get up, but he pushes with

<v Speaker 1>enough force to knock my bones against his Stay fucked still,

<v Speaker 1>unless you're in the mood to take care of the

<v Speaker 1>boner you're giving me. Yeah, scary.

<v Speaker 3>Two people walk into the room and Brandon goes stiff

<v Speaker 3>because one he's sitting in a man's lap right now

<v Speaker 3>in a bunny mask. And two it's none other than

<v Speaker 3>his baby sister walking in after another masked man, and

<v Speaker 3>she looks at him almost like she can see who

<v Speaker 3>it is behind the mask, and he's like freaking out

<v Speaker 3>right now. Nikolay tells him when they're gone, and then

<v Speaker 3>admits that he likes that he's worried about his siblings

<v Speaker 3>and confesses that he made up the story about them

<v Speaker 3>having landed.

<v Speaker 4>He's like, I'm just just joking.

<v Speaker 1>I just wanted you to get here, like I just

<v Speaker 1>want to hang out with you, gotcha. I'd be so upset,

<v Speaker 1>like why would you put me through that trauma? I

<v Speaker 1>know I could have gotten struck with an arrow?

<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon was like what and then he literally just gets

<v Speaker 3>up from the couch and runs home as he should leaves.

<v Speaker 3>Oh shit, okay, And Nikolai has a best friend and

<v Speaker 3>his best friend is named Cola Junior and that's his wiener.

<v Speaker 4>Oh okay, and he.

<v Speaker 3>Can't figure out what's wrong with Colia Junior. He was

<v Speaker 3>going through his life and he's like, why won't he

<v Speaker 3>get hard? And then he realized, am I have something

<v Speaker 3>to do with the feisty brown haired man and a

<v Speaker 3>bunny mask.

<v Speaker 2>Like he wants him yeah, and now his peep can't

<v Speaker 2>get hard for anybody else.

<v Speaker 1>Oh shoot yeah.

<v Speaker 3>And he was having like four sums on the daily

<v Speaker 3>like he a freak. He fucking what a real freak.

<v Speaker 3>And he was like sitting in a cock chair just

<v Speaker 3>like drowning himself in vodka because his stick wouldn't get.

<v Speaker 1>Hard, and he's like, what's wrong with me? Bummer?

<v Speaker 3>I need you guys to fully understand how off the

<v Speaker 3>rocker Nikolay is because at this point he's having like

<v Speaker 3>a full blown conversation with his dick right now about

<v Speaker 3>Brandon being straight versus potentially curious, and his dick is

<v Speaker 3>like flexing and twitching back as if it's like answering him.

<v Speaker 1>He's like jumped two for yes, one for no. No.

<v Speaker 3>It's a week later and he's low key stalking Brandon

<v Speaker 3>at five point thirty in the morning, because Brandon is

<v Speaker 3>a creature of habit. Every single morning he posts an

<v Speaker 3>Instagram post that just like motivational before he goes on

<v Speaker 3>a run every morning, every single morning morning five am,

<v Speaker 3>even on the weekends.

<v Speaker 1>That's insane. You're posting you on Instagram every day at

<v Speaker 1>five am sharp a motivational post hang in there baby

<v Speaker 1>hashtag new day.

<v Speaker 3>So Nikolay decided that he's just gonna kind of like

<v Speaker 3>stock him while he's running. But he was like bored,

<v Speaker 3>so he just decided to just like make himself known.

<v Speaker 3>So he runs up behind Brandon and pulls out his

<v Speaker 3>AirPod and whispers, longtime, no see miss me.

<v Speaker 1>Okay, I'll shit myself on a run. Somebody comes up

<v Speaker 1>to you while you're running early as fuck in the

<v Speaker 1>morning and pulls out your I'd swing I feel like

<v Speaker 1>the first thing I would do is like swing up

<v Speaker 1>my arm backwards. Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon wasn't really worried though, because he's had Nikolay in

<v Speaker 3>his head since the initiation, but now that he's here

<v Speaker 3>in person, he's just like pretending like he doesn't exist.

<v Speaker 1>I oh no, my AirPod fell out. The wind is

<v Speaker 1>so strong.

<v Speaker 3>He takes back his AirPods and puts them in, and

<v Speaker 3>then Nikola takes them out again, and when Brandon reaches

<v Speaker 3>out his hand to get them back, Nikola shakes his

<v Speaker 3>hand instead.

<v Speaker 1>Oh cool, you remember. Nice to officially meet you, Brandon,

<v Speaker 1>or hold on, I actually found you a perfect nickname,

<v Speaker 1>Lotus Flower you know, because you managed to bloom so

<v Speaker 1>beautifully while surrounded by the muddy swamp that is landed.

<v Speaker 1>Isn't that so fucking poetic?

<v Speaker 3>So his little nickname is Lotus flower kiw. Nikolai is

<v Speaker 3>flirting with him and Brandon literally calls him gay. He's like, ew,

<v Speaker 3>stop flirting with me, gay boy, really, Brandon, But this

<v Speaker 3>just turns Nikolay on and he gets all up in

<v Speaker 3>Brandon's space and Brandon gets really flustered, and again he

<v Speaker 3>just turns and starts booking it.

<v Speaker 1>He just runs away.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon is full blown running for his life away from

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay and he's having a major panic attack at this moment.

<v Speaker 3>He feels arms wrap around him and then tackle them

<v Speaker 3>straight to the ground. They tussle, and Nikolay is having

<v Speaker 3>the best thing ever he's living for this, That is

<v Speaker 3>until Brandon calls him disgusting and the mood changes. Brandon

<v Speaker 3>tells him he's not interested, but Nikolay says that's fine,

<v Speaker 3>he can work with that, but to never call that

<v Speaker 3>again because that's like a fighting word for Nikolay.

<v Speaker 1>Disgusting. Yeah, I mean I get it, Actually I do

<v Speaker 1>get it.

<v Speaker 4>You're harassing this man.

<v Speaker 1>You literally are sexually harassing this person.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he has shown exactly zero interest at all, even

<v Speaker 2>a smidge, And Nikolay's like, I'm.

<v Speaker 4>Gonna find you and I'm gonna fuck you. Yeah, that's

<v Speaker 4>a little disgusting.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was gonna say one would say that behavior

<v Speaker 1>is a tad bit disgusting, not even a tad very Like,

<v Speaker 1>I'd also fight somebody if they call me disgusting.

<v Speaker 4>So so he leaves Brandon alone.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon leaves and continues his run, but the whole run

<v Speaker 3>he just smells Nikolay all over him. It's the third

<v Speaker 3>day Nikolay has taken up his new hobby running. He

<v Speaker 3>just meets up with Brandon every single morning. He like

<v Speaker 3>jumps out at random points to like scare Brandon on

<v Speaker 3>the whole time. Brandon just ignores him, but Nikolay is

<v Speaker 3>keeping up like a one sided conversation.

<v Speaker 4>He's like, what's your favorite color?

<v Speaker 1>Mine's red.

<v Speaker 3>But today, before he went to go jump out at Brandon,

<v Speaker 3>a convertible Audi stops in front of Brandon and this

<v Speaker 3>bombshell blonde pops out of the car and she runs

<v Speaker 3>up to give Brandon a big hug and kiss, and

<v Speaker 3>she's like, oh, my god, baby, I'm so excited to

<v Speaker 3>give this another go. And Nikola is like, who the

<v Speaker 3>fuck is this bitch?

<v Speaker 2>Was?

<v Speaker 1>Brandon like, oh my god, I have to find a girl.

<v Speaker 1>I cannot do this anymore.

<v Speaker 3>He remembers from Instagram, stoking Brandon that he posted a

<v Speaker 3>picture of this girl two years ago and her name's Clara,

<v Speaker 3>and he's even more annoyed now. She's like, do I

<v Speaker 3>really have to run with you today? And Nikolay steps

<v Speaker 3>on a leaf and Brandon hears this, so he knows

<v Speaker 3>that he's there. She's like, no, you can go, because

<v Speaker 3>he was literally just using her to prove a point.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon goes to give her a kiss to leave, and

<v Speaker 3>he turns her back towards Nikolay and Brandon and Nikolai

<v Speaker 3>are locking eyes as he's making out with Clara.

<v Speaker 1>Good love. Poor Clara.

<v Speaker 3>Imagine she thinks it's the best makeout of her life.

<v Speaker 3>She's like, wow, babe, what's gotten into you. Nikolay grabs

<v Speaker 3>his dick and that snaps Brandon out of it, and

<v Speaker 3>as he turns to leave, Brandon has a raging boner.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, he was kissing a girl. Of course

<v Speaker 1>he has a boner. He's super straight.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, right right, Nikolai's playing in his pool, face down naked,

<v Speaker 3>playing dead while he's contemplating murdering Clara.

<v Speaker 5>He's the weirdest person ever.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he sounds crazy.

<v Speaker 4>It's how he meditates.

<v Speaker 5>He like doesn't sleep on a bed either, Like he'll

<v Speaker 5>just sleep in random places.

<v Speaker 1>He can't. He can't sleep in a bed. Why he

<v Speaker 1>just can't, Like he has insomnia and can't sleep in

<v Speaker 1>a bed.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Like if he's in a bed, he can't sleep.

<v Speaker 2>But if he's face down in a pool, wow, I.

<v Speaker 1>Think you die.

<v Speaker 3>But when he's done playing dead, he gets to his

<v Speaker 3>phone and is shocked. Usually he blows up Brandon inst

<v Speaker 3>THEADM with like random messages and Brandon never answers. But

<v Speaker 3>ever since seeing him make out with Clara, he hasn't

<v Speaker 3>message Brandon. So it's been three days. But now he

<v Speaker 3>opened his phone and Brandon messaged him back and he says,

<v Speaker 3>stop messaging me or I block you. So Brandon was

<v Speaker 3>like obviously thinking of him.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's what that means. So you don't have to

<v Speaker 4>write back to that, you.

<v Speaker 1>Could just block.

<v Speaker 3>But he was thinking of him, cute right right right,

<v Speaker 3>just as he was about to do something about it.

<v Speaker 3>One of the guards came in and told him that

<v Speaker 3>Killian was just attacked and unconscious. He runs to Killian's

<v Speaker 3>room and finds an unconscious Killian, Glendon, and none other

<v Speaker 3>than Brandon standing there.

<v Speaker 1>What the fuck?

<v Speaker 2>Well, because I remember Glendon and Brandon are brother and sister.

<v Speaker 1>Yes, and Glendon and Killian are together.

<v Speaker 3>Together, and Nickolai's taunting Brandon, and Brandon is looking completely unfazed,

<v Speaker 3>except for one of his hands is at the back

<v Speaker 3>of his head and it's like subtly pulling on his hair,

<v Speaker 3>so slow but extremely violently, so like you wouldn't really

<v Speaker 3>be able.

<v Speaker 4>To tell he's stressed.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Brandon leaves and Nikolai follows him. Finally, Brandon is like, dude,

<v Speaker 3>what do you want? And nick goes like, so did

<v Speaker 3>you respond to my message earlier because you missed me,

<v Speaker 3>And Brandon is like, really composed, he always has a

<v Speaker 3>mask on, and he snaps and he throws Nikolay against

<v Speaker 3>the wall and chokes him with his forearm, and this

<v Speaker 3>turns Nikolay on because he's crazy. As fast as the

<v Speaker 3>moment happened, Brandon starts shutting down, but Nikolay won't let

<v Speaker 3>that happen because the roles are reversed now and Brandon

<v Speaker 3>is up against the wall with Nikolay's hands around his throat.

<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, he can't help himself.

<v Speaker 3>He licks along Brandon's jaw and it makes Brandon shiver.

<v Speaker 1>He tastes like my own downfall, and I'm ready to

<v Speaker 1>drown in it. A grown rips from Brandon's lips and

<v Speaker 1>I pause, my chest expanding and my dick thickening against

<v Speaker 1>my shorts until I'm sure I'll burst.

<v Speaker 3>Just his penis explodes just as Nikolay was about to

<v Speaker 3>kiss him. Brandon pushes him so hard and calls him

<v Speaker 3>a disgusting prick and remember discussing a fighting word, and

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay punches him straight in the face and says he's

<v Speaker 3>told him that he would beat him up if he

<v Speaker 3>ever called him disgusting it again, and then he kicked

<v Speaker 3>him out of his house and told himself that his

<v Speaker 3>crush on Brandon is now officially over and DAHM. Brandon

<v Speaker 3>messaged Nikolay for the first time since he punched him

<v Speaker 3>two weeks ago, apologizing for what he said, and he

<v Speaker 3>wanted him to know that he meant no disrespect, saying

<v Speaker 3>that he wasn't disgusting because he was gay, he was

<v Speaker 3>just disgusting because he said no, and that he still

<v Speaker 3>did anyways. Yeah, He's like, I don't hate you because

<v Speaker 3>you're gay. I hate you because you're insane. Yeah, Nikola,

<v Speaker 3>I read the message, but still didn't respond. So Brandon

<v Speaker 3>put his phone down and started painting. And remember the

<v Speaker 3>artists in the family, and usually he's strictly a landscape

<v Speaker 3>painter because like he cannot paint eyes. But when Landon

<v Speaker 3>enters the room and surveys his art for the first

<v Speaker 3>time in eight years, Landon has praised a piece of

<v Speaker 3>his art, and it seems that against all odds, Nikolay

<v Speaker 3>has become Brandon's muse.

<v Speaker 4>Oh, Brandon is out.

<v Speaker 3>Drinking with the whole gang tonight, his cousin Remy, Glyndon, Ava, Cicily, Annika,

<v Speaker 3>and Glendon is getting smashed. Brandon decided to match her

<v Speaker 3>pace and they're just drawanking along. They decided to play

<v Speaker 3>a game of never Have I Ever? And when it's

<v Speaker 3>Glendon's turn, Brandon hears Killian Carson say play what, but

<v Speaker 3>he freezes because next to him is Nikolay. Brandon is

<v Speaker 3>low Key flipping out, well, not because Nicholas here in

<v Speaker 3>the flesh, but because he won't even look at him.

<v Speaker 3>As they're playing the game. It comes to a turn

<v Speaker 3>when Killian says, never have I ever been in love?

<v Speaker 3>And Nikolay looks at him with the challenge in his eyes,

<v Speaker 3>and this eggs Brandon on to grab a shot and

<v Speaker 3>down it, kind of saying that he's in love with Clara,

<v Speaker 3>and Brandon could basically see the rage in violence behind

<v Speaker 3>Nickolay's eyes. When it's Nikolay's turn, he says, never have

<v Speaker 3>I ever fucked or experimented with someone of the same sex,

<v Speaker 3>And the whole time he's like staring at Brandon, and

<v Speaker 3>as others take the shot, Brandon doesn't, and Nikolay stares

<v Speaker 3>at him and then just gets up and leaves, and

<v Speaker 3>he's like, fuck this because he wanted him to admit it,

<v Speaker 3>but he won't. Brandon drinks one more shot and is

<v Speaker 3>unable to pull himself out from the crushing weight of

<v Speaker 3>his thoughts, and after Killian left bring lind And home,

<v Speaker 3>he too left the pub and he's really fucked up

<v Speaker 3>at this point, like he's like staggering out and he

<v Speaker 3>runs into someone outside, they grab him and tell him

<v Speaker 3>they better apologize or they're going to kill him, but

<v Speaker 3>Brandon just politely smiles and then he says fuck you.

<v Speaker 3>He waits for the punch to land. It never does

<v Speaker 3>because nikola is there fucking that guy up. Yeah, Nikolai

<v Speaker 3>is literally seeing red after pummeling the fuck out of

<v Speaker 3>the guys that were about to beat Brandon up. Brandon

<v Speaker 3>was just rooted there, literally with his mouth open wide watching.

<v Speaker 3>Nikolai is telling himself that he's still over Brandon, and

<v Speaker 3>as soon as the last guy's beating to a pulp,

<v Speaker 3>he walks past him and takes his little bloody hand

<v Speaker 3>and closes his jawsh shut and he's like, be careful.

<v Speaker 3>You might want to stop staring at me, or I'm

<v Speaker 3>gonna start thinking that you have a crush on me

<v Speaker 3>or something. As he walks away, Brandon grabs onto his

<v Speaker 3>shirt and thanks him, and Nikolay says that he didn't

<v Speaker 3>do it for him. Those guys were just there and

<v Speaker 3>he needed someone to hurt. Brandon grabbed his shirt again,

<v Speaker 3>and he needs to know one more thing because, like

<v Speaker 3>the whole time at the bar, he was starting to

<v Speaker 3>get jealous because he thought that Nikolay and Anika were

<v Speaker 3>like a thing. And then Nikolay calls Brandon baby instead

<v Speaker 3>of Lotus flower, and it makes Brandon shiver and he

<v Speaker 3>gets into like a full blown catatonic state. He's like

<v Speaker 3>staring at the ground and is pulling on the back

<v Speaker 3>of his hair, and Nikola is like, why do you

<v Speaker 3>act like it's the end of the world if I

<v Speaker 3>call you baby?

<v Speaker 1>And Brandon's like, it's because you're not supposed to. It's

<v Speaker 1>a very dramatic thing that's happening right now. In the book.

<v Speaker 3>There's angst, there's passion and tension, and Nikola is like,

<v Speaker 3>you have to stop looking at me like this if

<v Speaker 3>you don't want me to do something about it, and

<v Speaker 3>Brandon doesn't stop. All of Nikolay's control has ceased to exist,

<v Speaker 3>and once Brandon realized that, he pleads with Nikolay not

<v Speaker 3>to do this, but Nikolay says, too late, baby.

<v Speaker 1>Using my hold on his shirt, I drag him into

<v Speaker 1>a tight alley and shove him against a grimy brick wall.

<v Speaker 1>He releases the most delicious startled sound I've ever heard,

<v Speaker 1>and I'm done for finished, absolutely jumping off a cliff,

<v Speaker 1>rolling and cracking a few bones and not giving a

<v Speaker 1>flying fuck because I have my prize at the bottom him.

<v Speaker 3>And finally they kiss. Never in Brandon's life has one

<v Speaker 3>single kiss wrecked his world. The kiss quickly turns heated,

<v Speaker 3>and nikola is rubbing his erection against Brandon's, taunting him

<v Speaker 3>that he can't blame it on Clara. This time, Nikolay

<v Speaker 3>moves his hand to Brandon's pants and Brandon pleads with

<v Speaker 3>him not to do this because he's drunk, and Nikolay says,

<v Speaker 3>don't blame it on the alcohol, baby, blame it on me.

<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, it's kind of an ichy thing to say,

<v Speaker 3>and then he wraps his hand around brandon'stick.

<v Speaker 1>Fuck, you do have a huge dick, and it's weeping

<v Speaker 1>for me. Hmm, I'm cut fucking perfect. He flashes me

<v Speaker 1>a charming grin as he strokes me from base to

<v Speaker 1>the foreskin and presses his thumb at the tip weeping.

<v Speaker 1>I hate that word weeping.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon is literally about to come right here and now,

<v Speaker 3>and he's like, holy shit, is this supposed to feel

<v Speaker 3>this good?

<v Speaker 1>Like?

<v Speaker 4>Am I gay?

<v Speaker 1>Why? Hello? Straight? Brandon's dick? You look pretty gay to me,

<v Speaker 1>you know, I feel like this is a I'm trying

<v Speaker 1>not to be a party pooper, but this feels wrong

<v Speaker 1>to me.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and he's literally like, please don't do this, and

<v Speaker 2>he's like, I'm gonna do it.

<v Speaker 1>And I understand, you know what, I'm trying not to

<v Speaker 1>be a party pooper. I find myself during all whenever

<v Speaker 1>we're doing books like this, I find myself being like, now,

<v Speaker 1>why would they do that like that?

<v Speaker 2>But No, I found it very problematic. I was like,

<v Speaker 2>this is not a healthy start to a relationp No.

<v Speaker 4>But Brandon's fighting demons.

<v Speaker 1>Nikolay can see.

<v Speaker 4>That how he's assuming. He's hoping he's.

<v Speaker 1>Making an ass out of you and me.

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay orders Brandon to take his dick out too and

<v Speaker 3>start working him, and Brandon is a little nervy because

<v Speaker 3>he's never given a handy before, so he does it

<v Speaker 3>lighter than he would himself, not wanting to hurt him,

<v Speaker 3>but Nikolay says, don't be shy, you won't hurt me.

<v Speaker 1>Nikolay releases my cock and before I can think about it,

<v Speaker 1>he presses his hand on mine, opens it and rubs

<v Speaker 1>his cock against mine, and then closes my hand on

<v Speaker 1>both our girths barely. I have big hands, but it

<v Speaker 1>looks tiny when wrapped around our dicks. Let me show

<v Speaker 1>you how to properly jerk a man's soul out of

<v Speaker 1>his cock. Relax your hand, I do, my eyes, following

<v Speaker 1>his movements with fascination as he grips my hand and

<v Speaker 1>uses it to jerk both our lengths roughly with a

<v Speaker 1>firm edge. The visual of his inked hand on mine

<v Speaker 1>turns the lust into a dangerous need. A dash of

<v Speaker 1>pleasure thickens my cock, but it soars into an avalanche

<v Speaker 1>when Niko I thrust his length against mine in my hand,

<v Speaker 1>our hands. So they're just like rubbing their dicks together. Yeah, okay, okay.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and they're having a go at it. It's a

<v Speaker 3>nice time for them. Come for my baby, Show me

<v Speaker 3>how much you want me? Oh fuck no, no, no, no,

<v Speaker 3>fuck you. I can't hold onto my lies anymore. They

<v Speaker 3>sound needy to my own ears. Correction, I'm the one

<v Speaker 3>fucking you. My balls fill to the brim and I

<v Speaker 3>get no warnings. As my cum splutters all over Nickelay's

<v Speaker 3>T shirt and even shoots up his neck and jaw,

<v Speaker 3>A fever like sensation spreads all over my body as

<v Speaker 3>I watch him darting his tongue out and chasing the

<v Speaker 3>cum on his lips and chin licking every droplet clean.

<v Speaker 4>Just fucking super soaker.

<v Speaker 1>Right there, I know.

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay comes too, and he takes both of their cumbs

<v Speaker 3>and like scoops it together and then puts it on

<v Speaker 3>Brandon's lips. And just as he was about to open

<v Speaker 3>his mouth to freak out, Nikolay jams his fingers into

<v Speaker 3>Brandon's mouth, telling him he's not gonna let his mouth

<v Speaker 3>ruin this moment, so he's gonna keep it busy.

<v Speaker 1>He jams his fingers deeper, choke on my fingers instead,

<v Speaker 1>and want you to swallow every drop of cum down

<v Speaker 1>your throat. And then he rubs his fingers on my tongue,

<v Speaker 1>the sloppy sound of saliva echoing in the air around us.

<v Speaker 1>He keeps doing that until I start licking him, until

<v Speaker 1>I talk myself into believing this is a dream.

<v Speaker 3>The next morning, Brandon wakes up again at five am,

<v Speaker 3>like clockwork, only this time his thoughts are not controlled.

<v Speaker 3>He's completely spiraling. He punches the mirror, he punches his head.

<v Speaker 3>He's taking the cut glass from the mirror and is

<v Speaker 3>like cutting his fingers with it. He has two hickeys

<v Speaker 3>on his neck from their little alleyway tryst. There's one

<v Speaker 3>on his Adam's apple and one by his jaw, and

<v Speaker 3>he knows that he should stick out the run like

<v Speaker 3>he shouldn't go, but he knows that he cannot stay inside,

<v Speaker 3>so he just puts band aids over them and calls

<v Speaker 3>it a day. And his plan is to deny, pretend,

<v Speaker 3>and forget, but that plan goes to shit when Nikola

<v Speaker 3>is there and is still going to be his running buddy.

<v Speaker 3>They fight and argue over him pretending that last night

<v Speaker 3>didn't happen, and have the fact that he won't break

<v Speaker 3>up with Clara, but Na Chela says, it's easy, Brandon.

<v Speaker 1>You either lose the bimbo or I'll do it for you.

<v Speaker 1>I'll killer.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>It's been one week and Brandon still hasn't broken up

<v Speaker 3>with Clara. Nikolai convinced Jeremy to go with him to

<v Speaker 3>one of Brandon's lacrosse games, and he's being a cute, supportive,

<v Speaker 3>secretive stalker boyfriend. At the end of the game, Nikolay

<v Speaker 3>sees Clara walk into the men's locker room and he

<v Speaker 3>starts seeing red thinking about Clara touching his man, but

<v Speaker 3>have no fear pooky Brandon kicks her right out, and

<v Speaker 3>Brandon is shirtless and sexy. Clara takes a couple pictures

<v Speaker 3>of them, and Brandon has like a plastered fake smile on.

<v Speaker 3>Once the camera's down, his smile drops and he looks

<v Speaker 3>defeated and annoyed. When she goes to kiss him, he deflects,

<v Speaker 3>and then she leaves, But before Brandon can make his

<v Speaker 3>way back in, Nikolay catches him by the throat and

<v Speaker 3>slams him against the wall and asks him why he

<v Speaker 3>hasn't gotten rid of her yet, and then he kisses him.

<v Speaker 3>They had like a really cute breakthrough moment when Nikolay

<v Speaker 3>literally gives him the shirt off.

<v Speaker 1>Of his back. But you'll just have to read the

<v Speaker 1>book if you want to know more about that.

<v Speaker 3>I get later on Clara's over and she's a very

<v Speaker 3>superficial gold digger, like she's just with Brandon for like

<v Speaker 3>the social status and because he has money. He's like, hey,

<v Speaker 3>so I'm breaking up with you because I cheated on you,

<v Speaker 3>and she's like, oh, that's okay, I'm not breaking up

<v Speaker 3>with you, and he's like, no, I'm breaking up with

<v Speaker 3>you because I cheated on you, Like I don't want

<v Speaker 3>to be with you.

<v Speaker 1>Were you to cheat on each other and just say

<v Speaker 1>we're together it's fine. Yeah. She's like can you still

<v Speaker 1>send me chanel bags though? And then she's like, don't.

<v Speaker 3>Worry, baby, and he's like, don't ever call me baby

<v Speaker 3>because Nikola I started calling him baby and that's his nickname.

<v Speaker 3>Now he's like, I'm not your baby anymore. Brandon, Eli, Landon,

<v Speaker 3>and Remy decide to celebrate Brandon finally getting rid of Clara.

<v Speaker 3>Just when he gets borderline drunk, he gets the text

<v Speaker 3>message from Nikolai asking if he got rid of Clara yet.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon says, it's none of your business. So Nikola sent

<v Speaker 3>him a picture of Clara at the bar and text

<v Speaker 3>him an address. He says, if you're not here in

<v Speaker 3>twenty minutes, you're gonna get a video of her riding

<v Speaker 3>my dick, and Brandon is fuming. He gets in his

<v Speaker 3>car without thinking. He gets up to the penthouse with

<v Speaker 3>the code Nickolai sent him, and the first thing he

<v Speaker 3>hears is Clara giggling, and then he hears her say

<v Speaker 3>Oh my.

<v Speaker 1>God, Nikola, you've such a big cock.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon storms into the room and Clara's on her knees,

<v Speaker 3>ready to enforce the gleck glck three thousand. He walks

<v Speaker 3>right up to Clara and grabs her by her hair

<v Speaker 3>and yanks her up, and he says leave.

<v Speaker 2>She's like, oh my god, he's so jealous of Niko.

<v Speaker 3>Probably yeah, She's like, what the fuck's going on? Once

<v Speaker 3>she's gone, Brandon tries to leave too, but Nikolay is

<v Speaker 3>not letting that happen. Brandon tells Nikolay he needs to

<v Speaker 3>stay the fuck away from him or he's gonna kill him.

<v Speaker 1>Tell me more, your mouth makes me so fucking hard.

<v Speaker 1>I roll my hips and slam them against his groin

<v Speaker 1>and fuck, fuck me. Looks like I make you hard too.

<v Speaker 1>If I reach inside your pants, will I find you

<v Speaker 1>leaking for me? Oh my goodness, so much leaking, so

<v Speaker 1>much weeping. Ah.

<v Speaker 3>Nikolai tells him he knows he broke up with Clara

<v Speaker 3>tonight and that he did it for him, and he

<v Speaker 3>tells him to stop pretending to stop hiding, but Brandon

<v Speaker 3>is still at war with himself. Nikolay says, if you

<v Speaker 3>want to blame me again, blame me, and Brandon nods once.

<v Speaker 1>Then blame me all you want, baby, I slam my

<v Speaker 1>lips to his taking what's mine because he is flecking mine.

<v Speaker 1>That is your boyfriend, not really at all. Wow.

<v Speaker 3>Things get hot and steamy, and the next thing Brandon

<v Speaker 3>knows and Nikolay is on his knees in front of Brandon,

<v Speaker 3>ready to enforce the gluck gluck three thousand.

<v Speaker 1>That's it, baby eyesaw me as I choke on your cock.

<v Speaker 1>He grunts the sound deep and masculine and makes my

<v Speaker 1>own dick stand at painful attention. My gaze locks on

<v Speaker 1>his as they slip on his cock, linking and making

<v Speaker 1>sloppy noises as they swallow him alive.

<v Speaker 3>Nikola's playing with his balls, deep throating, playing with his

<v Speaker 3>nipples like he's putting his whole will into this blow job,

<v Speaker 3>and a Brandon is coming, he's like Nika. They do

<v Speaker 3>a cute little cumfilled makeout sash after and then Nikolay

<v Speaker 3>says it's your turn to choke on my cock now, baby,

<v Speaker 3>and Brandon can't line. He's still a little nervy because

<v Speaker 3>he's never stuck a dick before, but Nikolay laid on

<v Speaker 3>the bed and decided to do a cute little sixty

<v Speaker 3>nine moments so Brandon didn't have to traditionally get on

<v Speaker 3>his knees for him, and once Nikola told him to

<v Speaker 3>grab his dick, the rest came natural.

<v Speaker 5>Honestly, that's fair to be a little nervous for the

<v Speaker 5>first time.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>If I was presented with a vagina and they were like,

<v Speaker 2>eat it, I'd be like, ah, I don't know, But honestly,

<v Speaker 2>I do feel like it comes naturally, Like I feel

<v Speaker 2>like we would be able to figure it out because

<v Speaker 2>we know how we like our vagina's sucked on.

<v Speaker 1>Gross. Sorry, but I feel like we could easily figure

<v Speaker 1>that out, you know what I mean. That's it, baby,

<v Speaker 1>Get my cock sloppy and wet. He rumbles from beneath me,

<v Speaker 1>his fingers sliding up and down my balls, teasing, squeezing.

<v Speaker 1>Loosen your jaw, let me fuck that throat.

<v Speaker 4>Okay, loosen your jaw.

<v Speaker 1>Unhind your jaw.

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay praises him, and it puts Brandon into a dick

<v Speaker 3>sucking frenzy, like our man is going to town right now.

<v Speaker 1>He loves praise.

<v Speaker 3>Brandon is giving some sloppy toppy. Nikolay got the loub

<v Speaker 3>out from his store and decided to stick a finger

<v Speaker 3>in his ass. He takes not only one, but two

<v Speaker 3>fingers in his ass and then starts fucking himself on

<v Speaker 3>Nikolay's fingers. When Nikolay hits his g spot, Brandon comes everywhere.

<v Speaker 3>It's like an explosion of come.

<v Speaker 1>I've heard that can happen. He's been holding back the

<v Speaker 1>magic button.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah. They share a passionate kiss and Nikolay gets up

<v Speaker 3>to get them something to clean themselves with, and he's like,

<v Speaker 3>don't move, I'll be right back, But then Brandon posts orgasm,

<v Speaker 3>haze goes away, and reality sinks in.

<v Speaker 1>He grabs his clothes and runs Brandon but like, I understand,

<v Speaker 1>I understand, I get it.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, he just had a sexual encounter with a guy

<v Speaker 3>and he convinced himself he wasn't gay For like a

<v Speaker 3>month straight. Brandon is spiraling. He didn't sleep but all

<v Speaker 3>last night. He even cut his wrists instead of his fingers,

<v Speaker 3>and still nothing's helping. Like he is emo at this point,

<v Speaker 3>He's very distraught. The next day, Nikola's there waiting for

<v Speaker 3>their run and Brandon tells him he needs to get

<v Speaker 3>out of his life.

<v Speaker 4>He's not gay.

<v Speaker 1>Nikolai is like, brother, who the hell are you trying

<v Speaker 1>to convince? Like? I know that you are.

<v Speaker 3>When Brandon tries to leave and Nikolay grabs his arm

<v Speaker 3>and looks at the bandage over it, Nikolay asked him

<v Speaker 3>why he tends to get hurt a lot. His hands

<v Speaker 3>are always bandaged, his arms bandaged, and Brandon's not the

<v Speaker 3>clumsy type. Brandon realizes that there's no getting rid of

<v Speaker 3>him and that he really is attracted to him, so

<v Speaker 3>he tells Nikolay. If they were to do this, Brandon

<v Speaker 3>has conditions. Not one single person is to know, and

<v Speaker 3>they will meet it Nikolay's penthouse since it's brand new

<v Speaker 3>and no one really knows about it. And last, but

<v Speaker 3>not least, they must be schrinders in public. He agrees

<v Speaker 3>with Brandon's condition, and Nikolay only has one in return.

<v Speaker 1>Don't run away from me again. If you do, I'll

<v Speaker 1>flip the world upside down to find you. Your mind now, baby? Scary. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>So it's been four days since the sixty nine and

<v Speaker 2>Nico is going literally insane. He's fully manic and he

<v Speaker 2>can't sit still for more than five minutes at a time.

<v Speaker 2>So he has these crazy, manic episodes that can last

<v Speaker 2>for like a day or months, and he just does

<v Speaker 2>the craziest, most impulsive shit, and he's spiraling right now.

<v Speaker 2>He and Brand have gone running together for the last

<v Speaker 2>three days, but Brand keeps avoiding anything sexual with him. Eventually,

<v Speaker 2>Nico got frustrated and texted him the day before to

<v Speaker 2>be like, Okay, enough of this, let's fuck but Brand

<v Speaker 2>says no, he doesn't fuck dudes, and Nico's like, okay, well,

<v Speaker 2>I only top so I will be fucking you.

<v Speaker 1>Oh.

<v Speaker 2>Brand just tells him to stop talking, and Nico writes

<v Speaker 2>back and tells him to be at the penthouse tomorrow,

<v Speaker 2>but Brand leaves him on red. Now it's tomorrow and

<v Speaker 2>Nico is spiraling. He legit feels like he has to

<v Speaker 2>kill someone right now. And remember he's like a gangster,

<v Speaker 2>so when he says he feels like he has to

<v Speaker 2>kill someone, he means it like murder. He calls his

<v Speaker 2>dad to talk him off the ledge, but his dad

<v Speaker 2>is like, whoever's making you feel this way, lose them.

<v Speaker 2>He knows his dad is right and tells himself that

<v Speaker 2>he can't keep pining after someone who rejects him every

<v Speaker 2>step of the way. He needs to get rid of Brandon.

<v Speaker 2>He meets up with the dudes at the fight club

<v Speaker 2>to blow off some steam. So remember in God of

<v Speaker 2>Malice there was this giant fight club where they would

<v Speaker 2>all just beat out of each other and a bunch

<v Speaker 2>of people would watch, and Killian would go. And yeah,

<v Speaker 2>so he's sparring with Killian, but he takes it way

<v Speaker 2>too far, and Killian obviously doesn't care because he's a psychopath.

<v Speaker 2>But Jeremy pulls him off and tells him he needs

<v Speaker 2>to fucking stop, and suggests maybe he should take his

<v Speaker 2>pills because he doesn't look like he's well and he

<v Speaker 2>has pills for his manic episodes, but he refuses to

<v Speaker 2>take them. Same Nico scans the crowd of cheering fight

<v Speaker 2>club fans until his eyes land on none other than Brandon,

<v Speaker 2>who never comes to these things when his brother isn't involved.

<v Speaker 1>Then Nico sees a leggy.

<v Speaker 2>Blonde tap Brand on the shoulder and throws herself into

<v Speaker 2>his arms, and he's like, I've got to lose this

<v Speaker 2>fucking guy.

<v Speaker 4>He has had it.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, honestly, I get his point, Like, yeah, and also

<v Speaker 1>didn't Brandon just say that they would be a thing

<v Speaker 1>but in secret. Yeah, he doesn't want anything going public.

<v Speaker 5>Oh.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon walks away from the girl and Nico resumes his

<v Speaker 2>fight with Killian, which is just as brutal as the

<v Speaker 2>first time. Then he goes to the locker room to

<v Speaker 2>punch some walkers because he's fuming. He checks his phone

<v Speaker 2>and sees some mistext from Brandon telling him that he

<v Speaker 2>heard Nico was going to fight tonight and ask them

<v Speaker 2>to just not. Also, he's sorry for ignoring Nico. He

<v Speaker 2>just doesn't know how to ask a guy to fuck him.

<v Speaker 2>He'll come by the penthouse, just please don't fight tonight.

<v Speaker 2>Obviously those were sent before Nico literally beat Killy into

<v Speaker 2>a bloody pulp, but there's some more from after the

<v Speaker 2>fight where Brand is like, okay, so you did fight,

<v Speaker 2>but whatever, fuck it, I'll see you at your place.

<v Speaker 2>When Nico gets home, Brand is in the living room

<v Speaker 2>waiting for him, and the first thing Brandon notices is

<v Speaker 2>how vacant and crazed Nko's eyes look, and then Nico

<v Speaker 2>crashes his body into Brands. They kiss violently, and Nico

<v Speaker 2>asks who the fuck the girl was, and Brand is like,

<v Speaker 2>that's ava. She's literally just my childhood friend. And Nico

<v Speaker 2>asks if she's Clara's replacement, and Brandon says, of course not.

<v Speaker 2>Nico says, good, He'll kill anyone who touches what's his.

<v Speaker 2>And Brandon loves this. He doesn't outwardly love it, but

<v Speaker 2>on the inside he's.

<v Speaker 1>Like, oh my god. Okay, okay.

<v Speaker 2>They kiss passionately and roughly some more, and brand says, okay,

<v Speaker 2>fuck me. They kiss and strip all the way to

<v Speaker 2>the bedroom, and when they get on the bed, they

<v Speaker 2>mush weenies. It's a thing they do. They're like dry

<v Speaker 2>hump and they just like smush their wienies together.

<v Speaker 1>Oh, I bet it feels good, like the friction of it,

<v Speaker 1>and all that probably the friction of our cocks grows

<v Speaker 1>in intensity, more rubbing, grinding and humping, until I think

<v Speaker 1>will come in an absolute mess. But then he reaches

<v Speaker 1>beneath the pillow and pulls out a bottle of lube,

<v Speaker 1>then sits on his haunches between my legs. Bend your knees,

<v Speaker 1>he orders, and when I do it, he squirts lube

<v Speaker 1>in his palm, then circles my rim with a slippery finger. Mmm,

<v Speaker 1>your hole is getting nice and wet for me, baby,

<v Speaker 1>so fucking beautiful. My breath hitches and my cock gets

<v Speaker 1>even harder the more he circles my hole. He throws

<v Speaker 1>the finger inside me in a shameless moan spills out

<v Speaker 1>of me.

<v Speaker 2>Nico throws the lube to Brandon and tells him to

<v Speaker 2>loub up his dick, but Brandon decides to give him

<v Speaker 2>a little bej As he does so, Nico is finger

<v Speaker 2>pop in his asshole and Brandon is loving it. He

<v Speaker 2>finally says, put your cock inside. I want you in me.

<v Speaker 2>Nico starts inching in and is trying to be gentle,

<v Speaker 2>but Brandon is like, go all the way. I'm not

<v Speaker 2>a fucking girl. And that's such a huge issue for him.

<v Speaker 2>Is anything that would be perceived as feminine in their relationship.

<v Speaker 1>He's like, I'm not a fucking girl. I'm a man.

<v Speaker 2>So like when he's the little spoon or when he

<v Speaker 2>bottoms or when Nico like kisses his forehead, He's.

<v Speaker 1>Like, I'm not a fucking girl. I'm a man.

<v Speaker 3>M Okay, okay, let's be so for real though right now,

<v Speaker 3>like the first time that you have antal sex. First off,

<v Speaker 3>he's only ever had fingers in his butt once and

<v Speaker 3>then they're gonna have sex. And apparently Nicola is huge

<v Speaker 3>and he has piercings on his deck and you just

<v Speaker 3>want him to ram it in you.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's gonna shred his booty.

<v Speaker 4>He likes pain and blood.

<v Speaker 1>You want you want a bloody bojo? Yeah, his butt's

<v Speaker 1>gonna bleed. He would for sure have a tear a

<v Speaker 1>bottle tair. Yeah, maybe maybe small one, but like for

<v Speaker 1>sure he is lube. That's true, there is lube.

<v Speaker 2>Nico is like say Less and starts slamming into him

<v Speaker 2>and tells Bran that his ass was made to swallow

<v Speaker 2>his cock. Then he angles himself so he hits the

<v Speaker 2>special spot, and Brandon is seeing stars as Nico is

<v Speaker 2>simultaneously stroking his dick. All the blood rushes to my dick,

<v Speaker 2>and my spine stiffens, lust and needs so high until

<v Speaker 2>I think I'll never come down.

<v Speaker 4>Nico, fuck, fuck.

<v Speaker 1>He squeezes my dick and whispers, come for me, baby,

<v Speaker 1>show me who you belong to. I don't think I

<v Speaker 1>could troll it even if I wanted to. My cock

<v Speaker 1>thickens and howk comes sprays on my abs and I

<v Speaker 1>thrust my hips through it, forcing my eyes open to

<v Speaker 1>look at him. Come in me, Nico. Holy fucking shit,

<v Speaker 1>he groans in one breath as his thrust turned dangerously animalistic,

<v Speaker 1>going rougher and faster until I almost can't keep up.

<v Speaker 1>He shudders on top of me and calls me baby

<v Speaker 1>and beautiful and all these other nicknames he loves giving

<v Speaker 1>me as he comes inside me. Despite my own hazy head,

<v Speaker 1>I can't look away from his face as he empties

<v Speaker 1>his load. He's just so fucking hot. I think he

<v Speaker 1>might be a little gay. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>They share a little smooch, and then Brandon stands up

<v Speaker 2>with his sowred booty hole and says he's gonna go shower.

<v Speaker 2>Nico asks to join, but Brandon says no, he's not

<v Speaker 2>comfortable with that, and for once, Nico respects that and

<v Speaker 2>thanks Brandon for bringing him back from the dark place

<v Speaker 2>he was going to in his head earlier. When Brandon

<v Speaker 2>is in the shower, he's trying to get all the

<v Speaker 2>cum out of him, and he winds up having to

<v Speaker 2>finger blast his own asshole to get it out.

<v Speaker 1>But it feels really good. I got it. Yeah, I

<v Speaker 1>also like just leave it. Yeah, I leave the cum

<v Speaker 1>in there, it'll come out with the cumfarts. Yeah, just

<v Speaker 1>wait till your first boop. Is he like having a moment,

<v Speaker 1>a spiral moment.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So he gets out of the shower, He's grinning

<v Speaker 2>from ear to ear. He's feeling great. But then he

<v Speaker 2>catches his reflection in the mirror and he's like, you

<v Speaker 2>don't deserve to be happy after everything you've done.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I didn't really mention it in my part, but

<v Speaker 3>he has like this thing about looking at himself in

<v Speaker 3>the mirror. Every time he sees his reflection in the mirror,

<v Speaker 3>he like full blown spirals, Like he cannot look at

<v Speaker 3>himself in the mirror.

<v Speaker 1>He doesn't like himself at all. That's so sad.

<v Speaker 2>He's prepared to make a run for it, but when

<v Speaker 2>he gets into the room, he sees Nico has past

<v Speaker 2>the fuck out in his bed and didn't change the sheets.

<v Speaker 2>So Brandon finds some clean ones and manages to change

<v Speaker 2>them without waking Nico, and then he tucks them back

<v Speaker 2>in and remember Nico doesn't sleep in beds but bed cute.

<v Speaker 2>He throws the dirty sheets in the washing machine and

<v Speaker 2>looks longingly at Nico sleeping peacefully, but forces himself to leave.

<v Speaker 2>Nico wakes up at ten am the next morning and

<v Speaker 2>realizes that Brandon tucked him in. He's touched, but then

<v Speaker 2>he's kind of irritated when he realizes he's also alone. Also,

<v Speaker 2>he missed their morning run together. He shoots a text

<v Speaker 2>to Brandon to ask if he's okay after last night,

<v Speaker 2>and Brandon says he's in class right now. He's fine,

<v Speaker 2>just a little sore, And Nico's like, send picks so

<v Speaker 2>I can see, Like, send picks of your butthole.

<v Speaker 1>God, yeah, kissed me off if I was in class.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Brandon's like, no, I'm in class. So Nico's like, fine,

<v Speaker 2>I'll send the picks and sends a picture of his

<v Speaker 2>hard dick for Brandon to open in the middle of class.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm in class. What do you not understand, sir?

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And Brandon's like, I'm literally in class, can and

<v Speaker 2>you not? Also, you had no food, so I ordered

<v Speaker 2>you some pastries for breakfast.

<v Speaker 1>Ah, that's so nice.

<v Speaker 2>Nico's getting whiplash because later that day he's with the gang,

<v Speaker 2>plus this dude named Simon who is super annoying and

<v Speaker 2>sitting on Nico's lap, Like Simon calls Nico daddy and

<v Speaker 2>like wants to fuck him so bad, and he comes

<v Speaker 2>into the coffee shop. He's sitting on Nico's lap and

<v Speaker 2>brand walks in with his friends but completely ignores Nico

<v Speaker 2>and walks out with his coffee, like they didn't just

<v Speaker 2>fuck last night?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah what a mind fuck that's deal.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he literally said that's what he wanted, and Nico

<v Speaker 2>was like okay. That night, he comes home to find

<v Speaker 2>Brandon sitting on his couch looking serious. He hands Nico

<v Speaker 2>a pack of condoms and is like, here, use these

<v Speaker 2>since you sleep around so much, and Nico's like, oh,

<v Speaker 2>you're jealous of Simon. He's gay and he loves three sums.

<v Speaker 2>I can invite him if you want, and Brandon's like,

<v Speaker 2>fuck you, We're done. Go hang out with Simon. Nico

<v Speaker 2>grabs Brandon's wrist and is like, fuck no, I'm clean,

<v Speaker 2>and also, I haven't slept with anyone since the initiation.

<v Speaker 2>Besides you, I don't fuck without condoms. You're the only exception,

<v Speaker 2>and maybe you need to go get tested after being

<v Speaker 2>with Clara and Brandan says he's recently tested and he

<v Speaker 2>hasn't fucked anyone in six months. So he hasn't even

<v Speaker 2>fucked Clara. Nico loves to hear this and smiles, telling

<v Speaker 2>Brandon he's so adorable when he's jealous and gives him

<v Speaker 2>a smooch. It gets hot and heavy, and they quickly

<v Speaker 2>make their way to the bedroom. They make out and

<v Speaker 2>they smosh weeny some more, and Nico tells Brandon he

<v Speaker 2>needs to be inside of him. Stat Nico slams into

<v Speaker 2>Brandon and fucks him ruthlessly, and Brandon is in heaven.

<v Speaker 2>Then Nico reaches around to give Brandon a little handy

<v Speaker 2>as he pounds his booty. My hip's jerk and they

<v Speaker 2>drive into him faster or harder, rougher the way he

<v Speaker 2>likes it. Come with me, baby, he groans, releasing a

<v Speaker 2>long moan as he works himself faster, matching my crazy rhythm.

<v Speaker 4>I'm I'm fuck.

<v Speaker 1>His words end a girl, his skin, His words end

<v Speaker 1>in a girl, as his skin flushes and his lips apart,

<v Speaker 1>his cum spraying all over the bed. I devour his

<v Speaker 1>noises with my lips and he shudders, but he keeps

<v Speaker 1>rolling his lips and slapping his ass against my groin

<v Speaker 1>as I empty him with a.

<v Speaker 2>Groan Nico pulls out of Brand who's still on all

<v Speaker 2>fours with his ass.

<v Speaker 1>In the air. My gaze follows the cum that spills

<v Speaker 1>out of him, trickling down his sighs and smearing his

<v Speaker 1>balls and spent cock. I kneel behind him, pull his

<v Speaker 1>ass cheeks apart, and feast on the cum, licking and

<v Speaker 1>fucking it back inside him. Nico, what are you? Oh?

<v Speaker 1>Fuck Jesus fuck? He and I slam a hand on

<v Speaker 1>his lower back to keep him in place.

<v Speaker 4>Stays still, baby.

<v Speaker 1>We can't waste any cum. I rumble against his rim

<v Speaker 1>and he shudders as I lick every drop clean. But

<v Speaker 1>wouldn't she be like worried that that's poopy cum? Oh?

<v Speaker 1>It probably it probably is poopy cum.

<v Speaker 4>Nico doesn't give a fuck.

<v Speaker 2>Then they share a sloppy kiss, with Brandon slurping on

<v Speaker 2>Nico's tongue. Nico ruins the moment and is like, let's

<v Speaker 2>be exclusive. Brandon, of course says no, and Nico's like, cool,

<v Speaker 2>so I can fuck whoever I want, right And Brandon

<v Speaker 2>says fuck, no, you can't, and Nico's like, that's literally

<v Speaker 2>the definition of exclusive. Why are you so ashamed of

<v Speaker 2>your sexuality. Brandon says it's none of his fucking business

<v Speaker 2>and he's going to go shower and then head home.

<v Speaker 2>Nico asks to join but is shut down, but Brandon

<v Speaker 2>tells him he'll see him for their run tomorrow, and

<v Speaker 2>Nico nods, wondering why the fuck Brandon keeps icing him out.

<v Speaker 2>Two weeks go by and they're still fucking every night

<v Speaker 2>in secret at Nico's penthouse, but Brandon never stays the night,

<v Speaker 2>and this morning, Nico didn't join Brandon for their run.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon texts him asking if he slept late, and Nico

<v Speaker 2>just says nope. Brandon replies asking why he didn't show up,

<v Speaker 2>but Nico leaves him on Red, so he's flipping the

<v Speaker 2>script a little bit.

<v Speaker 1>Oh, it's about time.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon asks if Nico is ignoring him, and he's like,

<v Speaker 2>doesn't feel so good, does it. They get into a

<v Speaker 2>little dispute over text, but that just winds up with

<v Speaker 2>both of them being angry, and once again Nico leaves

<v Speaker 2>Brandon on Red. Then he gets a text from on

<v Speaker 2>A about a fire that broke out of the Heathens

<v Speaker 2>mansion and she needs help. Creighton is unconscious but okay,

<v Speaker 2>and he's one of the other players in their club.

<v Speaker 2>I think he has his own book. He looks around

<v Speaker 2>for Nico but doesn't see him and just assumes he's

<v Speaker 2>at the penthouse. The fire department shows up and everyone

<v Speaker 2>is safe and alive. He's walking to his car with

<v Speaker 2>Remy when he spots Nico on the balcony covered in soot,

<v Speaker 2>glaring murderously at him. When Brandon gets back home, he

<v Speaker 2>takes Nico to make sure he's okay, and Nico writes

<v Speaker 2>back and says, come to the Penthouse in an hour.

<v Speaker 2>If you're so worried about me, I have something I

<v Speaker 2>need to do first. Brandon heads over early and makes

<v Speaker 2>Nico a kish to come home too, very domestic. Yeah,

<v Speaker 2>when it's ready. Nico still isn't home, and Brandon falls

<v Speaker 2>asleep on the couch. He wakes up not long after,

<v Speaker 2>and he's resting his head on Nico's thigh, and he

<v Speaker 2>thinks to himself that he feels so feminine when he's

<v Speaker 2>in positions like this and hates how comfortable he is.

<v Speaker 2>He sits up and they start to talk about the fire,

<v Speaker 2>and Nico tells him the serpent started it, but not

<v Speaker 2>to worry because the Heathens will get them back. Brandon

<v Speaker 2>is worried about this, but knows that Nico is basically

<v Speaker 2>a mafia prince, so this is what he has to do.

<v Speaker 2>They smooch a little bit, and then they snuggle on

<v Speaker 2>the couch until they both fall asleep, so they don't

<v Speaker 2>have sex. They're just in domestic bliss right now. Two

<v Speaker 2>more weeks go by, and while Brandon and Nico are

<v Speaker 2>acting more like a couple in private, Brandon still doesn't

<v Speaker 2>ever stay the night and acts distant in public. It's

<v Speaker 2>starting to really eat at Nico. Killian has noticed that

<v Speaker 2>Nico isn't ever around at night time anymore and asks

<v Speaker 2>if he's exclusive with someone, and if.

<v Speaker 4>So, who, hm? I remember that's his girlfriend's brother.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Nico tells him it's none of his fucking business, and

<v Speaker 2>then they're off to go meet Glendon at a coffee shop.

<v Speaker 2>While Killian and Glyndon are making out at the table,

<v Speaker 2>Brandon shows up and sits next to Nico. Glynn is

<v Speaker 2>stoked to see Bran and says, what a coincidence it

<v Speaker 2>is that he showed up, but Killian just smiles and

<v Speaker 2>says there's no such thing as coincidences and now Nico

<v Speaker 2>knows that Killian knows. So I get the feeling that

<v Speaker 2>Killian took Glendon's phone and was like, come.

<v Speaker 1>To the coffee shop to get the two of them together. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Killian and Glint start back on their lovey dovey shit,

<v Speaker 2>just making out, not paying attention to anyone, and Nico

<v Speaker 2>takes the opportunity to grab Brandon's hand under the table,

<v Speaker 2>but he panics and pulls it away, so Nico texts him.

<v Speaker 2>They text in secret, back and forth for a little bit,

<v Speaker 2>and it turns into Nico straight up sexting Brandon.

<v Speaker 1>TYO love How your prim and proper in public, but

<v Speaker 1>turn into a filthy mouth sex god in private. How

<v Speaker 1>you're all quiet now, but you become loud when you're

<v Speaker 1>ass swallows my cock hmm, getting hard thinking about your

<v Speaker 1>face when you choke my cock. Stop. Oh one last

<v Speaker 1>thing I forgot to do this earlier today. I send

<v Speaker 1>him a dick pic I took this morning. Oh, an

<v Speaker 1>unsolicited dig pic.

<v Speaker 2>That's basically all Brandon ever replies is stop, please stop

<v Speaker 2>stop talking. Nico's smiling at his phone, and Killian's like,

<v Speaker 2>it's Simon, isn't it. He's the one you're exclusive with

<v Speaker 2>and Glyndon's like you're exclusive with someone. Nico looks at Brandon,

<v Speaker 2>who is secretly fuming. So Nico said a second nudie

<v Speaker 2>to him.

<v Speaker 1>This time it's a full body mirror selfie where I'm

<v Speaker 1>fisting my cock and biting my lower lip. Then just

<v Speaker 1>to fuck within my type me thinking of your ass

<v Speaker 1>makes me drip. Baby.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon stands up abruptly and excuses himself to use the restroom.

<v Speaker 2>Nico waits a couple of minutes and says he needs

<v Speaker 2>a sweet treat. He'll be right back, but he sneaks

<v Speaker 2>into the bathroom as well. When he walks in, Brandon

<v Speaker 2>is standing at the sink, staring at the picture on

<v Speaker 2>his phone with an obvious boner. They hear footsteps walking

<v Speaker 2>into the bathroom and Nico drags Brandon into a stall

<v Speaker 2>and tells him to be quiet.

<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna need you to be real quiet for me, baby.

<v Speaker 1>I ends up his pants and pull out his hard cock.

<v Speaker 1>Seems you really get off on this, don't you, Nikola,

<v Speaker 1>I don't please. He shakes his head frantically, but I

<v Speaker 1>jerk him from the base to the tip, relishing how

<v Speaker 1>he turns rock fucking hard, and just because I can't

<v Speaker 1>help it, I push on the foreskin and tease the hole. Mm,

<v Speaker 1>you're dripping for me? How cute his little pee hole? Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>plugs it ah.

<v Speaker 2>Nico sinks down to his ne and tells Brandon to

<v Speaker 2>be quiet while he chokes on his cock. Brandon comes

<v Speaker 2>down his throat, and when they're all cleaned up, Brandon

<v Speaker 2>asks what the deal is with Killian, thinking Simon is

<v Speaker 2>the person Nico's in a relationship with, and Nico's like, well,

<v Speaker 2>it makes the most sense, doesn't it. And Brandon's like, yeah,

<v Speaker 2>if I want to keep this a secret, then I

<v Speaker 2>need to be able to deal with the consequences.

<v Speaker 1>I guess.

<v Speaker 2>So He's like, it's kind of my fault that everyone

<v Speaker 2>thinks you're with Simon because you're with me, But I

<v Speaker 2>won't let you tell anyone.

<v Speaker 4>That's fair.

<v Speaker 2>Nico suggests maybe it doesn't have to be a secret,

<v Speaker 2>but Brandon freaks out and is like, no, just drop it,

<v Speaker 2>U lea first, I'll go after. Nico keeps trying to

<v Speaker 2>push the issue, but Brandon is completely shut down and

<v Speaker 2>just whispers, please go.

<v Speaker 1>He's in turmoil. He isn't turmoil.

<v Speaker 2>Nico just says fuck you, and he storms out. When

<v Speaker 2>Nico gets back to the table, Landon is sitting in

<v Speaker 2>his spot and says he heard about the little sibling

<v Speaker 2>hangout and figures he should have been invited. And Landon

<v Speaker 2>is an actual psychopath. I think he's diagnosed as a psychopath.

<v Speaker 1>It's kerri.

<v Speaker 2>He looks up and down at Nico and tells Brandon

<v Speaker 2>to be careful because stupidity is contagious, and Brandon is

<v Speaker 2>like apologized, but Landon refuses. Then Landon tells Nico to

<v Speaker 2>keep his eyes off his brother before he fucking blinds him.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon will absolutely not stand up for Nico in this moment,

<v Speaker 2>and Nico has had it and just says he's out

<v Speaker 2>of here and walks out of the coffee shop, absolutely

<v Speaker 2>pissed because his boyfriend's twin brother is harassing him and

<v Speaker 2>his boyfriend won't say anything to stand up for him.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, say something, pussy.

<v Speaker 2>Then he gets a text from Brandon apologizing for Landon

<v Speaker 2>and saying that he thinks his brother is suspicious of

<v Speaker 2>the two of them, so it's best if he doesn't

<v Speaker 2>come around the penthouse anymore.

<v Speaker 1>Oh.

<v Speaker 2>Oh, Nico's finally like I'm not doing this. I'm not

<v Speaker 2>your booty call. I don't have time for this indecisive shit.

<v Speaker 1>We're done. Delete my number clock it. Uh huh?

<v Speaker 4>I like how like in.

<v Speaker 2>The beginning of the book, we're team Brandon, and now

<v Speaker 2>we're team Nico.

<v Speaker 1>I know.

<v Speaker 2>Two weeks go by and Brandon is miserable. He's even

<v Speaker 2>fully back into his self harming. He's cutting himself daily,

<v Speaker 2>he doesn't enjoy painting, and he's fully withdrawn from everyone

<v Speaker 2>in his life. He stocks Nico's Instagram and spirals, overseeing

<v Speaker 2>all the thirsty comments under every single post he makes,

<v Speaker 2>from both men and women, including Simon. The previous night,

<v Speaker 2>he got wasted and texted Nico asking if he missed him,

<v Speaker 2>but Nico just wrote back asking who this was, and

<v Speaker 2>Brandon wrote back and was like wrong number.

<v Speaker 1>Sorry ah.

<v Speaker 2>Nico called, saying, of course he knows who this was,

<v Speaker 2>but why the fuck is Brandon texting him. We're fucking done,

<v Speaker 2>so stay away from me, and Brendan's like what if

<v Speaker 2>I don't want to? And Nico got pissed and is like,

<v Speaker 2>I'm so over this bullshit.

<v Speaker 1>I mean it's fair.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Brandon told him that he knows Nico wants him.

<v Speaker 2>No matter what he does, he always comes crawling back

<v Speaker 2>to him, and Nico hung up on him, So that

<v Speaker 2>was completely the wrong.

<v Speaker 1>Thing to say.

<v Speaker 2>But Brandon was drunk and just word vomited a little bit.

<v Speaker 2>He's in the middle of a self harm session when

<v Speaker 2>his dad texts him telling him that he loves him

<v Speaker 2>and he's worried about him, and everything about him that's

<v Speaker 2>different is what makes him so special. And both of

<v Speaker 2>these men and have very good relationships with their parents,

<v Speaker 2>which we love to see.

<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, that's awesome.

<v Speaker 2>Then he hears a commotion downstairs. He walks in on

<v Speaker 2>Creighton beating the shit out of a smiling land In

<v Speaker 2>on their couch, and then Remy walks in talking about

<v Speaker 2>how Nikolai Sokolov is tied up in the basement.

<v Speaker 4>Why they took him hostage.

<v Speaker 2>He's tied up in their basement, Mafi shit, yeah, because

<v Speaker 2>remember rival gangs.

<v Speaker 1>That's right, that's right.

<v Speaker 2>So there's some sort of beef that Brandon is being

<v Speaker 2>told he is not allowed to get involved in between

<v Speaker 2>Creighton and Jeremy, and they're using Nico as bait to

<v Speaker 2>get Jeremy to come to the house so they can

<v Speaker 2>like beat the.

<v Speaker 1>Fuck out of him or something.

<v Speaker 2>He doesn't give a fuck about what's going on with

<v Speaker 2>all these dudes, and sneaks into the basement to see

<v Speaker 2>Nico tied up and drugged. He pushes Nico's hair back

<v Speaker 2>and kisses him, and Nico wakes up, saying that if

<v Speaker 2>all he had to do was get kidnapped to see

<v Speaker 2>the side of him, he.

<v Speaker 1>Would have done it sooner. Oh stop that.

<v Speaker 2>As Brandon is working on cutting Nico free, Creighton walks in,

<v Speaker 2>telling Brandon to get the fuck out of here and

<v Speaker 2>to stay the fuck out of this, but Brandon tells

<v Speaker 2>Creighton this is wrong and they need to let Niko go.

<v Speaker 2>He moves back to keep freeing Nko, but then he's

<v Speaker 2>whacked on the head and everything goes dark. A week passes,

<v Speaker 2>and Creighton and Nico were both released from the hospital

<v Speaker 2>after recovering from their injuries during the shit show that

<v Speaker 2>happened after Brandon was knocked out, but Brandon never showed

<v Speaker 2>up to see Nico in the hospital, and then Nico

<v Speaker 2>found out that Brandon is secretly friends with his little

<v Speaker 2>sister Mia, So now Nico thinks that Brandon has some

<v Speaker 2>weird ulterior motive and a plan run by his psychotic

<v Speaker 2>brother Landon. It's a whole thing that he's coming up

<v Speaker 2>with in his brain. Oh god, and remember Mia was

<v Speaker 2>the girl in the first book who is friends with

<v Speaker 2>Glendon who didn't talk right.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she's not deaf, but she signs Okay.

<v Speaker 2>He's spiraling again and doing a little light stocking, watching

<v Speaker 2>Brandon at work through the windows. He's getting pissed because

<v Speaker 2>some girl keeps obviously flirting with Brandon. He'd previously been

<v Speaker 2>ignoring Brandon's text apologizing for what his family did to him,

<v Speaker 2>but he decides to shoot a text asking what the

<v Speaker 2>fuck is up with his friendship with Mia. Brandon writes

<v Speaker 2>back and says they're literally just and they both like gaming.

<v Speaker 2>But Nico isn't buying it and accuses him of using

<v Speaker 2>Mia for some fucked up revenge against his family, but

<v Speaker 2>Brandon's like, why the fuck would I want revenge against you? Besides,

<v Speaker 2>we're over, aren't we. Nico asks if he want it

<v Speaker 2>to be over, and Brandon's like, you're the one who

<v Speaker 2>said it was done. But Nico tells him that Brandon

<v Speaker 2>is the one that can't stay away from him at

<v Speaker 2>this point, and Brendan says, you're right, I can't. Brandon

<v Speaker 2>asks if Nico is okay after the basement incident, and

<v Speaker 2>Nico tells him to come to the Penthouse and find out.

<v Speaker 2>He's right outside on his motorcycle with's an extra helmet,

<v Speaker 2>and Brendan's like, what the actual fuck. Brandon comes out pissed,

<v Speaker 2>asking what the fuck Nico is doing here, but ultimately

<v Speaker 2>he gets on the bike and leaves with him. They

<v Speaker 2>ride through the rain and Brandon even winds up wrapping

<v Speaker 2>his arms around Niko's waist and the closeness is getting Nico.

<v Speaker 4>All hot and bothered.

<v Speaker 2>So he's riding bitch on the motorcycle and his love

<v Speaker 2>is ah.

<v Speaker 1>He says, maybe I am feminine. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>By the time they get to the Penthouse, they're both soaked,

<v Speaker 2>and Nico thinks Brandon looks sex he as fuck with

<v Speaker 2>his wet T shirt sticking to his body. Then Brandon

<v Speaker 2>confesses that he did come to see Nico at the hospital,

<v Speaker 2>but he was asleep and then Landon came looking for him,

<v Speaker 2>so he had to book it out of there before

<v Speaker 2>another scene broke out. They change into some dry clothes

<v Speaker 2>and Brandon starts some laundry to clean their wet ones

<v Speaker 2>and make them some warm tea. So he's being very

<v Speaker 2>domestic again. But then Brandon confesses that he doesn't want

<v Speaker 2>this to be over. Nico says he won't go back

<v Speaker 2>to the way things were. He doesn't give a fuck

<v Speaker 2>if Brandon comes out of the closet, but he won't

<v Speaker 2>allow Brandon to leave him here all alone every night either.

<v Speaker 2>If he can't agree to at least some form of commitment,

<v Speaker 2>he can get out right now, which is a fair boundary,

<v Speaker 2>I agree. Then Brandon gets angry and hovers over Nico,

<v Speaker 2>asking if he's been with anyone since him. Nico says nope,

<v Speaker 2>have you, and Brendan says no, I don't even like

<v Speaker 2>sex except with you. Then he crashes a kiss down

<v Speaker 2>on Nico. It turns hot and heavy as brand apologizes

<v Speaker 2>between kisses for everything. Brandon kisses down Nico's body, licking

<v Speaker 2>and sucking his nipples, winds up at his waist, pulling

<v Speaker 2>his shorts down.

<v Speaker 1>His fingers, thread in my hair, choke on my cock,

<v Speaker 1>make it sloppy and wet so I can fuck you.

<v Speaker 1>Call me baby.

<v Speaker 2>I flick my tongue over his crown, teasing the piercing

<v Speaker 2>and licking the pre comb. Brandon slobs on Nico's knob,

<v Speaker 2>but stops to look up and asks if Nico will

<v Speaker 2>fuck his throat, and of course, Nico's down as hell.

<v Speaker 2>They're both about to come from how sexy it all is.

<v Speaker 2>But then Nico pulls out, to Brand's disappointment. But don't worry.

<v Speaker 2>He tells Brendan that he loves his mouth, however, he

<v Speaker 2>does want to come in his ass. They kiss, they

<v Speaker 2>mush weenies for old time's sake, and Nico tells Brendan

<v Speaker 2>to wrap his legs around his waist. Then Nico carries

<v Speaker 2>them to the bedroom. He pulls out his trusty lube

<v Speaker 2>and rubs it all over his dick.

<v Speaker 1>Here, he throws me the bottle of lube. Make your

<v Speaker 1>whole dripping wet so I can fuck you, baby. I

<v Speaker 1>squirt the cold gel my palm and open my legs farther,

<v Speaker 1>then lift my arms before I press it against my rim.

<v Speaker 1>A gas falls out of me when I find Nikolay

<v Speaker 1>watching me with depraved intensity and flaring nostril, his stroke

<v Speaker 1>slowing down. Fuck yourself for me. Let me see your

<v Speaker 1>fingers plunging in and out of your hole. A rush

<v Speaker 1>of lust overwhelms me, and I bite my lower lip

<v Speaker 1>as I breach myself with a finger. My muscles tightened

<v Speaker 1>around it, and I groan. Did you touch yourself back

<v Speaker 1>there while we were apart, baby? I nod, focusing on

<v Speaker 1>his tattooed hand that squeezes his length. My cock leaks

<v Speaker 1>all over my stomach at the view. Hmmm, naughty. Did

<v Speaker 1>you imagine it was my fingers driving into you? I

<v Speaker 1>shake my head and add another finger, fucking myself in

<v Speaker 1>the same rhythm. He touches himself and trying not to

<v Speaker 1>get too excited because I want to come while he

<v Speaker 1>fucks me. Then what did you imagine? I imagined? M Fuck?

<v Speaker 1>I imagined you are fucking me with your cock. Fuck, baby,

<v Speaker 1>I need inside you. No do it?

<v Speaker 2>Then Brandon says, I need your cock inside me. Fill

<v Speaker 2>me with your calm. Brandon lays on his back and

<v Speaker 2>Nico throws his legs over his shoulders to slide on in.

<v Speaker 1>Fuck. I missed your ass. I just love how it

<v Speaker 1>swallows me whole. Mmm. Can you feel how you're welcoming

<v Speaker 1>me home? Fuck? You're my favorite baby than you.

<v Speaker 2>They're getting way into it. And Brandon is about to come,

<v Speaker 2>but Nico grabs his dick, plugging the tip with his thumb,

<v Speaker 2>telling him that he doesn't get to come until Nico

<v Speaker 2>says so, so he's.

<v Speaker 1>Like a ah, no, no no.

<v Speaker 2>Nico demands that Brandon tell him that he missed him,

<v Speaker 2>and Brandon, desperate to come, is like, yes, I missed

<v Speaker 2>you so fucking much. They both come explosively and share

<v Speaker 2>a kiss, but it's not long before Nico tells him

<v Speaker 2>to get on all fours. He's fucking that ass again.

<v Speaker 1>He's fucking that ass.

<v Speaker 2>When it's over, Brandon is having his usual turmoil over

<v Speaker 2>his sexuality and showers alone, but when he goes back

<v Speaker 2>to the bedroom, Nico isn't there. He searches everywhere for

<v Speaker 2>him until he sees him submerged in the hot tub

<v Speaker 2>and he freaks out, but Nico just surfaces with a smile,

<v Speaker 2>saying he was just meditating.

<v Speaker 1>I was just playing dead. Yeah, that's what I do.

<v Speaker 1>It's my thing.

<v Speaker 2>Brandon decides that he needs to stay the night with

<v Speaker 2>Nico and shoots a text to his family saying he's

<v Speaker 2>staying the night at the art studio to finish a project.

<v Speaker 2>Nico and Brandon hang out for a while and chit chat,

<v Speaker 2>where Nico confesses to Brandon about his manic episodes, and

<v Speaker 2>Brandon confesses that before Nico, he thought he was asexual

<v Speaker 2>because he literally felt zero desire to have sex with anybody.

<v Speaker 2>They fall asleep snuggling, and Brandon wakes up in a

<v Speaker 2>panic to see that for the first time and forever,

<v Speaker 2>he's slept in past five am, even though he's freaking

<v Speaker 2>out about his strict schedule going off the rails. He

<v Speaker 2>makes the two of them breakfast and tea and they

<v Speaker 2>sit and talk for a while, but then Brandon asks

<v Speaker 2>Nico if he'd ever consider bottoming. Nico says that he'd

<v Speaker 2>rather get fucked than let Brandon go out and experiment

<v Speaker 2>with someone else. Brandon says he likes letting go and

<v Speaker 2>getting fucked by Nico, but his touch that Nico would

<v Speaker 2>do that for him. A week goes by and things

<v Speaker 2>are going great between the two of them. They spend

<v Speaker 2>most nights together, and although Brandon still isn't comfortable in

<v Speaker 2>public with Nico, it's fine because Nico just stalks him

<v Speaker 2>and watches him everywhere he goes. On this particular day,

<v Speaker 2>one of Nico's ex fuck Buddies decides to post an

<v Speaker 2>old photo of the two of them on her Instagram

<v Speaker 2>with the caption miss you my head, and Brendan is pissed,

<v Speaker 2>saying Nico belongs to him and he does not share.

<v Speaker 2>Nico loves this possessive side and comments on the photo

<v Speaker 2>and says, nah, not your hunk, delete this, and Brennan's like,

<v Speaker 2>hell yeah, he loves it. Another three weeks pass and

<v Speaker 2>they fucking snuggle and Nico is positively smitten. Brandon is

<v Speaker 2>also getting more and more possessive of Nico. He still

<v Speaker 2>won't talk to Nico in public, but Nico kind of

<v Speaker 2>thinks being a secret is hot, and he knows eventually

<v Speaker 2>Brendan will come out. But eventually, Jeremy starts to notice

<v Speaker 2>that Nico has been more and more absent from everyone's life,

<v Speaker 2>and he asks him about it, knowing it's someone and

<v Speaker 2>not something keeping his bestie so occupied. Nico knows that

<v Speaker 2>Jeremy is the ultimate secret keeper, so he's like, Okay,

<v Speaker 2>there's this guy and I really like him for the

<v Speaker 2>first time ever. I'm ready for a real relationship with

<v Speaker 2>this one. But he says that he cannot reveal his identity.

<v Speaker 2>Jeremy asks if Nico is really okay with being with

<v Speaker 2>someone who won't come out of the closet for him,

<v Speaker 2>and Nico says, for this guy, yeah I am. Jeremy

<v Speaker 2>assures him that he deserves to be loved in the light,

<v Speaker 2>but Nico switches the topic and they start talking about

<v Speaker 2>how they're gonna bring down land In. So they just

<v Speaker 2>fucking hate Landon with a passion. It's like their life'skull

<v Speaker 2>to end him.

<v Speaker 1>Well, it does sound like a fucking freaks.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>It is interesting though, because Landon and Brandon are identical twins,

<v Speaker 2>so he literally looks exactly like his boyfriend, but he

<v Speaker 2>wants to fucking kill him.

<v Speaker 4>That's so funny, except for one has like dead eyes. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Nico hates Landon's fucking guts, but he doesn't know how

<v Speaker 2>it'll affect brand so he tells Jeremy to just make

<v Speaker 2>the plans and fill him in. He heads to the

<v Speaker 2>penthouse in a surprised to see that Brandon isn't in

<v Speaker 2>the kitchen cooking like usual, and finds him in the

<v Speaker 2>guest room that they turned into a mini art studio,

<v Speaker 2>and Brandon is painting a chaotic looking canvas covered in

<v Speaker 2>black strokes. His face is blank and he looks pale.

<v Speaker 2>He doesn't even notice Nico come in, and he asks

<v Speaker 2>Brand if he's okay, but Brand snaps back to himself

<v Speaker 2>and just won't open up about what just happened. So

<v Speaker 2>he was fully catatonic painting black all over a canvas.

<v Speaker 1>And he's like, what, I don't know, it's crazy.

<v Speaker 2>Nico gets pissed that Brandon keeps putting all these walls

<v Speaker 2>up and storms out to get in the jacuzzi, but

<v Speaker 2>Brandon joins him, this time getting in with him. He

<v Speaker 2>still won't open up about what's going on in his head,

<v Speaker 2>and Nico snaps and is like, I'm tired of hiding.

<v Speaker 2>I'm not okay with this anymore, so please just fucking leave,

<v Speaker 2>But Brandon kneels between his legs, saying he doesn't want to.

<v Speaker 2>Then Nico sees the band aid on his inner thigh

<v Speaker 2>and asks what the fuck that is. He reaches for

<v Speaker 2>it and Brandon freaks out, but Nico rips it right off.

<v Speaker 2>Then he sees all the cuts that Brandon has been

<v Speaker 2>making on himself, so he thinks he's kind of sneaky.

<v Speaker 2>He'll cut himself under the watch that he always wears

<v Speaker 2>he'll do, like the insides of his thighs. Nico's so

<v Speaker 2>upset seeing this and can't understand why Brandon would hurt

<v Speaker 2>himself like this, so he asks why. Brandon breaks down

<v Speaker 2>and tells Nico how much he hates himself and he

<v Speaker 2>doesn't understand how Nico can even look at him like

<v Speaker 2>he's beautiful. When Brandon can't even stand to look at

<v Speaker 2>himself in the mirror, he thrusts himself into Nico's arms,

<v Speaker 2>asking to just be held for a little while. Brandon

<v Speaker 2>holds onto Niko like his life depends on it, and

<v Speaker 2>Nico knows that he'll never let this man go.

<v Speaker 5>It's been a little over six days since he's heard

<v Speaker 5>from Nico because he again isn't willing to come out

<v Speaker 5>and be with him as a couple. Brand is at

<v Speaker 5>lunch with Glenn and Cecilia when he finally comes out

<v Speaker 5>to them and gives them an even bigger shock when

<v Speaker 5>he says that he was secretly with Nico, but now

<v Speaker 5>he's not. The girls are one hundred percent supportive and

<v Speaker 5>want all the details, and he just explains that everything

<v Speaker 5>was going good except he could not come out and

<v Speaker 5>be public with Nico, and now he's pretty sure that

<v Speaker 5>they're not a thing and never will be. The girls

<v Speaker 5>are determined to help him win Nico back and bring

<v Speaker 5>Brandon to a mansion party later that night for MEA's birthday.

<v Speaker 5>His eyes immediately connect with Nico's as he's dancing on

<v Speaker 5>the dance floor, but he's swept up by Mia as

<v Speaker 5>he wishes her a happy birthday, hugging her. She's ripped

<v Speaker 5>out of Brandon's embraced by Nico, demanding to know what

<v Speaker 5>the fuck he's doing there. Everyone tells Nico that he

<v Speaker 5>needs to chill. Brand was invited, and Nico goes the

<v Speaker 5>storm away. When walks in, Nico attacks Landon, but before

<v Speaker 5>he can get further, they're separated. It doesn't stay that

<v Speaker 5>way for long, though, because Landon starts baiting Nico and

<v Speaker 5>tells him about how he's with his little baby's sister.

<v Speaker 5>So Landon and Mia are a secret thing.

<v Speaker 4>Oh no, yeah, they have their own book.

<v Speaker 1>Have you read it? That's the only one I haven't

<v Speaker 1>read yet.

<v Speaker 5>Just as Nico is about to attack Landon again and

<v Speaker 5>punch him in the face, Brand steps in, taking the

<v Speaker 5>hit Landon's farewell words before him and his brother leave

<v Speaker 5>are if your family got my sister, it's only fair

<v Speaker 5>I take yours bye, And then he just leaves with

<v Speaker 5>Brandon like gushing blood.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

<v Speaker 5>Nico has yet to respond to Brand's text, but he

<v Speaker 5>still stalks his every move. When he sees an ig

<v Speaker 5>post of Brand hugging Remy, which, mind you, this is

<v Speaker 5>his cousin, so there's no taboo shit going on there,

<v Speaker 5>Nigo loses it and tells Brandon come outside now. Brand

<v Speaker 5>steps outside of his dorm and tells Nico that they

<v Speaker 5>need to talk.

<v Speaker 1>Shut the fuck up. I grab him by the throat

<v Speaker 1>and shove him against the tree's trunk. I'm not here

<v Speaker 1>to talk. I crash my lips to his, and he

<v Speaker 1>releases a startled sound, but I swallow it. The fuck up.

<v Speaker 1>I thrust my tongue against his, slurping, tugging and biting

<v Speaker 1>until he moans.

<v Speaker 5>Brand tries to stop him, saying that he's serious. They

<v Speaker 5>really need to talk, but Nico is not interested.

<v Speaker 1>I yank my lips away from his and whirl him around,

<v Speaker 1>then shove his face against the tree, my fingers wrapping

<v Speaker 1>around his nape. I tug down his shorts, revealing his ass.

<v Speaker 1>I pull out my cock. That's been hard since I

<v Speaker 1>saw him and spit on my hand. No lube, this

<v Speaker 1>will have to do. He releases an affirmative sound, but

<v Speaker 1>it ends with a grunt when I push past the

<v Speaker 1>tight ring of muscle.

<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, no lube, you don't deserve it.

<v Speaker 5>Nico fucks him hard and fast while jerking him off

<v Speaker 5>until they both come and then Nico pushes him away.

<v Speaker 5>He tells Brand that no one touches what's his and

<v Speaker 5>he won't repeat himself, and then he rides away, so

<v Speaker 5>he just leaves Brand there where like with his bands

<v Speaker 5>at his ankles, with.

<v Speaker 4>His bloody asshole.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, oh my god, I would be Bella from New Moon.

<v Speaker 3>I would just be in the fetal position on the

<v Speaker 3>side of the road, like days pausing.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's fucked up.

<v Speaker 5>It's been another week of nothing from Nico, and now

<v Speaker 5>Brand is pissed. He's over the hurt of being pushed

<v Speaker 5>away and just left there, and he texts Mia saying

<v Speaker 5>he's going to the mansion, and when he arrives, Landon

<v Speaker 5>is stepping out of the front door, blood gushing from

<v Speaker 5>his face and his wrist is broken, hanging limp at

<v Speaker 5>his side.

<v Speaker 4>Well, Landon tells.

<v Speaker 5>Bran he was there to again tell Nico that he's

<v Speaker 5>not going anywhere because he will be with Mia. Nico

<v Speaker 5>then broke his wrist because Landon chose Mia instead of

<v Speaker 5>his artist's hands.

<v Speaker 4>Tri sculpting now stupid.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah, this surprises Brand because again Landon is a true

<v Speaker 5>psychopath and doesn't care about anyone or anything, but he

<v Speaker 5>cares enough about Mia somehow to get his wrists shattered.

<v Speaker 5>They start to get into an argument, but Brand spots

<v Speaker 5>Nico and then rushes him, punching him in the face.

<v Speaker 5>He tells Nico that they're fucking over, and then he

<v Speaker 5>leaves with his brother.

<v Speaker 4>This relationship is so beyond unhealthy.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's so drama.

<v Speaker 4>I love it.

<v Speaker 5>Brand is at his parents' house spending time with them,

<v Speaker 5>and he's having an internal dilemma, wondering if they actually

<v Speaker 5>love him or just a mask that he presents to them.

<v Speaker 1>Oh good god, this poor boy. He needs to go

<v Speaker 1>to therapy and he needs medication.

<v Speaker 5>During one of the nights he's home, his mom's art agent,

<v Speaker 5>Grace comes over for dinner. She's there because she pitches

<v Speaker 5>the idea to sign Bran onto her agency, and he

<v Speaker 5>says that he'll think about it, and he dismisses himself.

<v Speaker 5>Once he's in his room, he goes catatonic again, and

<v Speaker 5>right as he's about to cut himself and the blackness

<v Speaker 5>is about to take over, Nico calls him. He doesn't answer,

<v Speaker 5>and then Nico texts him. He again doesn't answer and

<v Speaker 5>puts the knife away without harming himself with perfect timing.

<v Speaker 5>As his parents walk into his room, they tell him

<v Speaker 5>that they don't mind if he says no to Grace.

<v Speaker 5>It's not a big deal. If he doesn't want to

<v Speaker 5>do ur anymore or anything like that. They love him

<v Speaker 5>no matter what. He says, good, I have something to

<v Speaker 5>tell you. I'm gay, and they said, yeah, babe, we've none.

<v Speaker 1>They're like, oh my god, finally you've told us we know.

<v Speaker 2>His dad's like, hi gay, I'm dad.

<v Speaker 5>It's actually a very beautiful experience for him, and his

<v Speaker 5>parents are very over the moon. They want to know

<v Speaker 5>all about the lucky guy. And then he drops the

<v Speaker 5>bombshell that it's Killian's cousin and his dad is like,

<v Speaker 5>fuck to damage this fucking family because remember his daughter's

<v Speaker 5>dating Killian.

<v Speaker 1>And he's like, oh my god, can you guys please

<v Speaker 1>stop find a different family, please, for the love of God,

<v Speaker 1>leave family alone.

<v Speaker 5>In one part of the Dad's like short POV. He's like,

<v Speaker 5>my daughter's dating a psychopath. My son is dating the

<v Speaker 5>psychopath's cousin. My other son is a psychopath, No Bray.

<v Speaker 2>And little does he know his psychopath son is dating

<v Speaker 2>mi acause.

<v Speaker 1>Sorry, good Lord.

<v Speaker 2>To what degree are they in laws? That's what I

<v Speaker 2>was wondering. I like, no idea in laws to the

<v Speaker 2>third power?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>His dad, of course, isn't happy about this, but he

<v Speaker 5>tells Bran as long as he is happy, everything's fine.

<v Speaker 5>The next morning, after Brand's run, he walks into the

<v Speaker 5>kitchen and guess who's there besides little Nico.

<v Speaker 4>He's just chilling waiting.

<v Speaker 5>He says, I'm not leaving until I talk to him.

<v Speaker 1>Oh shit.

<v Speaker 5>Brand demands to know what he's doing here, and he

<v Speaker 5>admits that him and Landon are cool.

<v Speaker 1>Now.

<v Speaker 5>Landon flew back to the States to meet the parents

<v Speaker 5>so they can get the approval of him and Mia

<v Speaker 5>Bean together. They had a little hash out. They're fine,

<v Speaker 5>all the dramas behind them. His parents love Landing, and

<v Speaker 5>gave the blessing for him to be with Mia, so

<v Speaker 5>now he's here to win his man's back.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my goodness.

<v Speaker 5>Nico apologize for everything that's happened, and then Bran kisses him,

<v Speaker 5>but it's interrupted when the whole family comes down for breakfast.

<v Speaker 5>Brand introduces them and Nico tries to say that they're

<v Speaker 5>just friends, but Brand says, we're more than friends.

<v Speaker 1>This is my boy friend.

<v Speaker 2>It's so funny because his mom is like, oh my god,

<v Speaker 2>sweet babe angel, and then his dad is like, called

<v Speaker 2>a fucking hate this guy.

<v Speaker 5>His dad is annoyed while his mom gushes over Nico,

<v Speaker 5>and after a while, they excuse themselves to Brand's room.

<v Speaker 5>Bran wants to jump Nico's bones, but Nico's.

<v Speaker 1>Like, I'm trying to win your parents over. Don't touch me.

<v Speaker 4>I'm pure.

<v Speaker 5>Nico excuses himself to the shower, but Brand says no, no.

<v Speaker 5>He goes in there, strips and hops in the shower, starting.

<v Speaker 1>To wash Nico.

<v Speaker 5>Then he spots a new tattoo on me goes chest.

<v Speaker 5>It's a lotus flower and underneath the script that says

<v Speaker 5>property of b King Brandon King Jesus.

<v Speaker 1>I remember he says, little lotus flower. I know, but

<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, you need to get that bottom part removed. Ace,

<v Speaker 1>that's tacky.

<v Speaker 5>Nico tells Brand that he loves him, and Brand doesn't

<v Speaker 5>say it back, but he does kiss Nico. They make

<v Speaker 5>out until Brand is grabbing Nico's ass.

<v Speaker 1>Nikolaye hisses. When I plant one leg between his and

<v Speaker 1>wrap the other around his thigh, his cock brushes against mine,

<v Speaker 1>the pierced crown eliciting primal pleasure from deep inside me.

<v Speaker 1>The new angle lets him rub the length of his

<v Speaker 1>dick against mine, sliding running until we're panting in each

<v Speaker 1>other's mouse. Oh my goodness, what.

<v Speaker 5>Brand jerks him off until Nico's begging to fuck him.

<v Speaker 5>Brand leads him to the bedroom, not caring about the

<v Speaker 5>water all over the place, and lays Nico down and

<v Speaker 5>straddles his hips. Nico grabs a pack of lube from

<v Speaker 5>his wallet because he's like figure need.

<v Speaker 1>To have playfulness and intensity. Dance in his dark blue

<v Speaker 1>eyes as he squirts the liquid on his palm and

<v Speaker 1>circles my rim. I lift myself higher so he has

<v Speaker 1>better access. His finger thrust inside me and I arches.

<v Speaker 1>He opens me up with shallow pumps of his hand

<v Speaker 1>before he adds a second finger. Oh my god.

<v Speaker 5>Once Brand is ready, Nico tells him to sit on

<v Speaker 5>his cock.

<v Speaker 1>Heat of desire explodes inside me, and I hold myself

<v Speaker 1>on one hand as I fist his rock hard clock

<v Speaker 1>with the other and then guide him inside me. My

<v Speaker 1>dick twitches when the crown slips in, and I bite

<v Speaker 1>the corner of my lip as they go all the

<v Speaker 1>way down.

<v Speaker 5>Brand fucks him slowly while jerking Nico off, and when

<v Speaker 5>Nico says he loves him again, Bran comes all over

<v Speaker 5>Nico's stomach and then Nico comes in his booty. They

<v Speaker 5>clean up and they go to bed. Since arriving at

<v Speaker 5>Brand's parents, it's been a couple days, Nico has gone

<v Speaker 5>on three public dates with Bran. They're happily playing Taurus.

<v Speaker 5>They're kissing in the streets. They're holding hands, but Nico

<v Speaker 5>knows it in soon and they have to go back

<v Speaker 5>to school. On their last night, Nico can tell something's

<v Speaker 5>wrong with Bran, and it gets worse when a lady

<v Speaker 5>named Grace comes over for dinner. After dinner, Brand pulls

<v Speaker 5>Nico aside, telling him not to talk to Grace. Then

<v Speaker 5>he asks Nico to go to the in home studio

<v Speaker 5>for one more painting session while he goes to talk

<v Speaker 5>to his dad. On the way to the studio, Nico

<v Speaker 5>is stopped by Grace. She pretty much calls him trash

<v Speaker 5>and says that she's not sure why sweet little baby

<v Speaker 5>Bran would be with someone like him. She asks for

<v Speaker 5>his phone number though, for a goodbye gift, and he's like, okay,

<v Speaker 5>fucking weirdo, here you go, and gives it to her ear.

<v Speaker 5>He walks away thinking that she's just some crazy, jealous bitch.

<v Speaker 1>But once he's in.

<v Speaker 5>The studio, he snoops around sees all these amazing portraits

<v Speaker 5>of Nico that Brand has painted in like amazing detail.

<v Speaker 5>But then there's a portrait with both of them in it,

<v Speaker 5>and Brand's face just has a bunch of black scribbles

<v Speaker 5>to where like whatever he used to create it pierce

<v Speaker 5>through the canvas, so he's like ripping his face to shreds.

<v Speaker 1>While painting it. Oh my god, Brion.

<v Speaker 5>Nico's heart hurts thinking this is how Brand sees himself,

<v Speaker 5>and then his phone pings. It's a video from an

<v Speaker 5>unknown number and the video is of a young Brand

<v Speaker 5>being sexually assaulted by Grace.

<v Speaker 1>Oh.

<v Speaker 5>Nico is beyond pissed and instantly goes into one of

<v Speaker 5>the hiss manic episodes where he needs to kill something.

<v Speaker 5>Brand is tired of his head being so noisy and

<v Speaker 5>whenever he sees Grace and makes it hard to focus

<v Speaker 5>on anything, and he wants to explode. He only sees

<v Speaker 5>that night all those years ago, and he hates himself

<v Speaker 5>for it. On his way to meet Nico at the studio,

<v Speaker 5>he runs into her. She tries talking shit to him

<v Speaker 5>about Nico, and Brand becomes violent, slamming her against the wall,

<v Speaker 5>telling her if she ever says Nico's name again, he

<v Speaker 5>will fucking kill her. She runs away, and he decides

<v Speaker 5>as soon as his mom's.

<v Speaker 4>Art exhibition is over, he will.

<v Speaker 5>Tell everyone what actually happened with Grace all those years ago, because.

<v Speaker 3>Grace is like a world renown She's like super super

<v Speaker 3>famous in the art industry. She's like, m hm huge,

<v Speaker 3>So like if it were to come out before I

<v Speaker 3>guess it, obviously, it would be like kind of like

<v Speaker 3>the end of his career m hm.

<v Speaker 5>He thinks it's going to ruin his mom's career as well,

<v Speaker 5>and Landon because Landon is signed by her too.

<v Speaker 1>Ooh, so he's.

<v Speaker 5>Like trying to protect them, but also like living in

<v Speaker 5>hell every single day of his fucking life.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>When he walks into the studio he sees Nico, He's

<v Speaker 5>completely frozen. His hand is dripping blood holding a shard

<v Speaker 5>of glass while the video is playing on repeat. Brand

<v Speaker 5>can't breathe, and when Nico looks at him, he knows

<v Speaker 5>it's over. He grabs the glass from Nico's hand and

<v Speaker 5>stabs himself in the neck.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>He feels his blood leak out as he loses consciousness

<v Speaker 5>and hears Nico yelling for help. Nico hasn't left the

<v Speaker 5>waiting room once. It's going on seven hours of Brand

<v Speaker 5>and surgery. Brand's whole family is there and Landon is

<v Speaker 5>out for blood. He tries blaming Nico, but Nico shows

<v Speaker 5>them the video. Then it's a blame game on everyone,

<v Speaker 5>and Nico is like crashing out and has.

<v Speaker 1>To cause dad.

<v Speaker 5>He tells his dad everything, and his dad says that

<v Speaker 5>they will handle this. He tells Nko that he will

<v Speaker 5>be sending him a location and a time and he

<v Speaker 5>better be there. When he hangs up. Landon is standing

<v Speaker 5>there saying whatever's going on, he wants in. When it's

<v Speaker 5>time to go, Nico, Landon, and Nico's father walk into

<v Speaker 5>Grace's apartment. She's frantically packing, and Nico's dad waits in

<v Speaker 5>the living room while Nico and Landon grab her. Landon

<v Speaker 5>demands that she admits what she did to Brandon all

<v Speaker 5>those years ago. She verbalizes that she assaulted him and

<v Speaker 5>she cries and he says, good, now write it down.

<v Speaker 1>Ooh yeah.

<v Speaker 5>He makes her write a whole confession and suicide letter,

<v Speaker 5>and then both of them fill her bath, hold her down,

<v Speaker 5>and then slit her wrists, letting her bleed out yeah bye.

<v Speaker 5>When that's done, Nico hopes that it gives brand some

<v Speaker 5>type of closure. And then Bran is waking up to

<v Speaker 5>his mom, dad, and Glendon there. He apologizes profusely and

<v Speaker 5>begs for them to get him the help that he

<v Speaker 5>desperately needs. They tell him they know everything that has happened,

<v Speaker 5>and they apologize for failing him. He doesn't see Nico,

<v Speaker 5>and he assumes that he left because he's disgusted with Brand.

<v Speaker 5>Landon comes in, demanding everyone leave the room because he

<v Speaker 5>needs alone time with his twin. He tells Brand that

<v Speaker 5>He's hurt, and he's pissed that he never said anything

<v Speaker 5>to him. They're each other's better has, and it hurt

<v Speaker 5>to note that he suffered so much without being able

<v Speaker 5>to help. They have like a very nice moment together

<v Speaker 5>and they hug and apologize. Brand tells Landon that he's

<v Speaker 5>in love with Nico and wants to be with him.

<v Speaker 5>Landon is obviously not happy about this, but says okay

<v Speaker 5>and then lets Nico come into the room. Nico's hurt

<v Speaker 5>that Brand would try to leave him when he loves

<v Speaker 5>Brand so much. They make up and kiss and promise

<v Speaker 5>to always be together. Brand finally finally tells Nico that

<v Speaker 5>he loves him. It's two years later, Brand has won

<v Speaker 5>many art awards, Nko is in the Mafia full time,

<v Speaker 5>and Brand poses to Nico in his art studio on

<v Speaker 5>one knee after gifting him a custom painting of the

<v Speaker 5>two of them at the very first party they ever

<v Speaker 5>went to the end.

<v Speaker 4>Thank you so really?

<v Speaker 1>How many red pepper emojis do you give this one?

<v Speaker 1>I liked it. I feel like it was very like

<v Speaker 1>back and forth.

<v Speaker 4>I'll give it three, okay?

<v Speaker 1>And how many stars did everybody give it? On good reads.

<v Speaker 5>I also gave it three. I love two men kissing,

<v Speaker 5>but this.

<v Speaker 1>Was a lot not in a fun way.

<v Speaker 3>Okay, Okay, I would have to concur I honestly, if

<v Speaker 3>the childhood sexual assault was not in it, I would

<v Speaker 3>probably give it maybe like a four and a half,

<v Speaker 3>because you know, I lived for the drama.

<v Speaker 1>I let the tea in it, and I like rooting

<v Speaker 1>for you know, going back and forth. I think it's fun.

<v Speaker 3>However, I just don't believe that detailed childhood sexual assault.

<v Speaker 1>Should just be in books. I think it's weird. I

<v Speaker 1>think it's gross, and I just don't think that it

<v Speaker 1>should be in books.

<v Speaker 2>Fair I gave it a three and a half. I

<v Speaker 2>liked it more than God of Malice. I did not

<v Speaker 2>like that book, but I did kind of have an

<v Speaker 2>issue with them portraying the bisexual man is like somebody

<v Speaker 2>who would just fuck any hole.

<v Speaker 4>I feel like that's such a problematic.

<v Speaker 2>Hype where I'm like, well, just because he's bisexual doesn't

<v Speaker 2>mean he like fucks everyone.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he was very like hyper sexual mm hmm. And

<v Speaker 1>I feel like it was kind of painting like bisexuality

<v Speaker 1>in that way.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I feel like the beginning of the book.

<v Speaker 2>I was like, you're literally sexually harassing Brandon.

<v Speaker 1>Why.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he's saying, no, be regular. But yeah, Well, next

<v Speaker 2>week we're telling Riley all about Leather and Lark by

<v Speaker 2>Brin Weaver, and we're gonna have her look at the

<v Speaker 2>cover and give us her best guess on what it

<v Speaker 2>might be about. And if this is book.

<v Speaker 1>Two in the Ruinous Love trilogy.

<v Speaker 5>Do you remember Butcher's the Blackbird, Riley?

<v Speaker 2>No, with the cookies and cream ice cream? No, it

<v Speaker 2>was come and he accidentally ate human butt cheek.

<v Speaker 1>That's right.

<v Speaker 2>They were like serial killers together. They were serial killers

<v Speaker 2>who killed serial killers.

<v Speaker 1>Okay, I do remember really liking them. All Right, Well,

<v Speaker 1>this is gonna be real brief because I don't remember

<v Speaker 1>the first one. I think it's gonna be two absolute

<v Speaker 1>insane people again that fall in love with each other

<v Speaker 1>and do crazy things together, and they're gonna kill a

<v Speaker 1>lot of people. Correct, ding ding ding ding. You know what,

<v Speaker 1>Next time, I'm gonna look ahead. I know I said

<v Speaker 1>this last time. Next time I'm going to look ahead

<v Speaker 1>at the book we're doing, and then if it's like

<v Speaker 1>a second book or a third book, whatever it may be,

<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna look at the book we did before.

<v Speaker 4>It's a good plan, all right.

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