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<v Speaker 3>Today's episode trigger warnings, our past sexual assault mentioned, and

<v Speaker 3>explicit sexual content.

<v Speaker 2>And I have a Spotify comment and this one comes

<v Speaker 2>from two dy De Los Santos Mancatta, ohow, and it says,

<v Speaker 2>I listen to you girls at work now, and oh

<v Speaker 2>my god, it's always so funny trying to react normally

<v Speaker 2>to hearing pussy in my ear while I'm sweeping subway

<v Speaker 2>lobby cute. I just thought that was funny. The subway lobby. Oh.

<v Speaker 1>I don't know why I was thinking, like the underground subway,

<v Speaker 1>but I think I mean subway, the sandwitch shame.

<v Speaker 4>Thing, the underground subway.

<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh, a New York girl, Hey East Coaster,

<v Speaker 2>And this week we're telling Riley all about the Deal

<v Speaker 2>by l Kennedy and how many stars did you guys

<v Speaker 2>give it on Goodreads?

<v Speaker 5>So this is a reread for me. I read it,

<v Speaker 5>I want to say, early twenty twenty two, so I

<v Speaker 5>thought it was real spicy back then.

<v Speaker 4>I gave it a five star.

<v Speaker 5>This time around, very cute, see four star.

<v Speaker 3>I gave this book a five star. I have a

<v Speaker 3>new book, boyfriend. I love everything about it.

<v Speaker 1>I gave it a four and a half. I was

<v Speaker 1>very pleasantly surprised because this isn't usually my cup of tea,

<v Speaker 1>like the college contemporary romances. I really liked the female

<v Speaker 1>main character. I really liked the male main character. I

<v Speaker 1>thought it was a really good book.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>Hannah can't stop staring at Justin Cole during philosophy at

<v Speaker 5>the lecture hall. He's beautiful and one of the only

<v Speaker 5>two men that she's been into since her assault. She

<v Speaker 5>knows it's a crush, though, because an athlete like him

<v Speaker 5>wouldn't be into an artsy girl like her. There's another

<v Speaker 5>star athlete in the class, Garrett Graham, but she doesn't

<v Speaker 5>feel the same way about him and he has failed

<v Speaker 5>his midterm, but too bad. Oh okay, She's like this

<v Speaker 5>guy fucking sucks, stupid jock. She's like one of the

<v Speaker 5>only couple people that passed the exam too. She's probably like, hey,

<v Speaker 5>once the lecture is dismissed, Justin looks at her and

<v Speaker 5>she tries to be cool and casual and gives him

<v Speaker 5>like a little head nod and he smiles, and then

<v Speaker 5>she's off to rehearsal, which, like, in my head when

<v Speaker 5>I was rereading that, I was like, what if he

<v Speaker 5>was like smiling to someone behind her, And it's like

<v Speaker 5>one of those situations where you're like.

<v Speaker 2>Hey, I feel like it was.

<v Speaker 4>It had to have been, I think.

<v Speaker 5>So Garrett can't believe that he failed, and his average

<v Speaker 5>grade has now dropped to a C minus. He needs

<v Speaker 5>at least a CE plus to play Brier hockey and

<v Speaker 5>he's not a dumb jock, but this class and his

<v Speaker 5>Spanish class are the only two where he.

<v Speaker 4>Has a low grade in.

<v Speaker 5>As he's leaving the elector hall, he sees a girl

<v Speaker 5>that catches his eye, nice ass, small frame, and he

<v Speaker 5>sees her exam paper. She got an A.

<v Speaker 4>He approaches her and.

<v Speaker 5>Asks if he could sneak a peek at her answers

<v Speaker 5>and swallows his pride, asking for her to actually tutor him.

<v Speaker 5>She tells him she's way too busy between school work

<v Speaker 5>and rehearsal, so good luck. Later that day, he gets

<v Speaker 5>home from his study group and his roommates slash teammates

<v Speaker 5>are drunk and they tell him that they have a

<v Speaker 5>surprise for him upstairs in his room. He grabs a

<v Speaker 5>couple beers, and when he gets to his room, he

<v Speaker 5>sees a smoke and hot girl named Kendall, who he

<v Speaker 5>frequently hooks up with.

<v Speaker 4>They hook up.

<v Speaker 5>They're cuddling in his bed and he doesn't want to

<v Speaker 5>do this, but he also doesn't want to be that

<v Speaker 5>guy that leads her on, so he's thinking of a way.

<v Speaker 4>To be like, hey, girl, you gotta go get out

<v Speaker 4>of my bed.

<v Speaker 5>She tells him that she missed him, and he's panicking

<v Speaker 5>because he did not miss her.

<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, stupid men.

<v Speaker 5>She senses the hesitation and he tells her that he

<v Speaker 5>thought they were pretty clear that this was just hooking

<v Speaker 5>up nothing more. She tells him that she's a bit hurt,

<v Speaker 5>but she won't hook up with him anymore if she

<v Speaker 5>can't have more from him, and he says, stay no more,

<v Speaker 5>we ain't hooking up and they part.

<v Speaker 2>Ways nice a nice clean break though. Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>He goes downstairs to eat with his friends and tells

<v Speaker 5>them about his grade and that he can't play unless

<v Speaker 5>it gets better, and then he promises that he's hiring

<v Speaker 5>a very specific tutor and she turned him down, but

<v Speaker 5>he's telling his friends that he's gonna hire her. Rehearsal

<v Speaker 5>doesn't go exactly how Hannah wants. She's doing a duet

<v Speaker 5>with a guy named Cass who is a diva, and

<v Speaker 5>it's hard to work with him, but she's determined to

<v Speaker 5>make it through.

<v Speaker 2>I just picture him as Ryan from high school musical.

<v Speaker 5>Yes literally yeah, and she's like a music major.

<v Speaker 2>Oh okay.

<v Speaker 5>When it's over, she walks to her dorm, where her

<v Speaker 5>roommate Ali tells her about a frat party that they're

<v Speaker 5>gonna go to on Wednesday. She tries to put up

<v Speaker 5>a fight but ultimately loses because she has trauma around

<v Speaker 5>those parties because she was sexually assaulted at one. But

<v Speaker 5>her and Ali have a pack that if they go

<v Speaker 5>to a party, they stick together the whole time, and

<v Speaker 5>neither of them drink, so she agrees.

<v Speaker 3>Her bestie got Alley's a real one.

<v Speaker 5>She goes to get ready for bed when she gets

<v Speaker 5>a text from Garrett about hashing out details of her

<v Speaker 5>tutoring him. She asks how he got her number, and

<v Speaker 5>he tells her from study group, and she says, I'm

<v Speaker 5>not tutoring. You lose my frickin' number, dude, Oh my god.

<v Speaker 2>But like, also, what has this guy done to you?

<v Speaker 2>She hates him. You exist, just alive. She's like, I

<v Speaker 2>get that. There's some men that I'm just like, oh god.

<v Speaker 2>She thinks he's just like an arrogant jock prick. Yeah,

<v Speaker 2>you can't judge a book by its cover, but I'm

<v Speaker 2>gonna yeah, She's gonna too.

<v Speaker 5>During her shift at the diner the next night, Garrett

<v Speaker 5>comes in thirty minutes before she's off and sits in

<v Speaker 5>her section, so she has no choice but to talk

<v Speaker 5>to him. He orders a bunch of food with a

<v Speaker 5>side of tutoring, and she again declines him. Her coworker

<v Speaker 5>fangirls over the fact that Garrett Graham is in Hannah's section,

<v Speaker 5>and Hannah's like, you know what, take the table, keep

<v Speaker 5>the money.

<v Speaker 4>It's all you girl.

<v Speaker 5>So her coworker finishes her shift helping Garrett, and the

<v Speaker 5>whole time he's just watching Hannah.

<v Speaker 2>He said, you will be tutoring me.

<v Speaker 3>Persistence breaks down resistance.

<v Speaker 2>Oh no, Jenna, No.

<v Speaker 5>Garrett knows that he needs to watch her because she

<v Speaker 5>will absolutely make a run for it when he's not looking.

<v Speaker 2>Okay, freak, that's a weird thing to say.

<v Speaker 5>He eats his food and wonders what her story is

<v Speaker 5>because no one really knows anything about her. Even when

<v Speaker 5>he asks people in study groups, they're like, we know

<v Speaker 5>her name, that's about it. He finishes and then waits

<v Speaker 5>for her outside, ready to again ask for her to.

<v Speaker 4>Be his tutor.

<v Speaker 5>When she leaves, he does exactly what he plans on

<v Speaker 5>and asks what she wants in return if she's not

<v Speaker 5>interested in money, because he's like, I will literally pay

<v Speaker 5>you whatever you want and she's.

<v Speaker 2>Like, no, yeah, I would do it in a hardpit.

<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, okay, give me money. She's a busy girl,

<v Speaker 2>money motivated.

<v Speaker 5>He offers different options just in case she's not money motivated. Booze, drugs,

<v Speaker 5>perhaps a date with the most popular guy on campus.

<v Speaker 2>Wrong thing to say to her. She doesn't give a

<v Speaker 2>shit about that.

<v Speaker 5>The last one piques her interest a little bit, oh,

<v Speaker 5>and they both make it clear that they are into

<v Speaker 5>each other, but if she wants the date could boost

<v Speaker 5>her popularity and maybe catch someone's attention Justin. She tells

<v Speaker 5>him no and then drives away.

<v Speaker 2>So after all that, she's like nah, eh God.

<v Speaker 5>At the frat party, Hannah can tell Ali is itching

<v Speaker 5>to go dance with her boyfriend Sean, so she tells

<v Speaker 5>Ali she'll be fine and she'll find her if she

<v Speaker 5>wants to leave. A football player name Jimmy comes up,

<v Speaker 5>clearly interested in her, but she's awkward because it's not Justin.

<v Speaker 5>He tries to flirt with her a little bit, and

<v Speaker 5>then she sees Garrett enter the party. Apparently him and

<v Speaker 5>Jimmy are in the same frat, so he can't talk

<v Speaker 5>super bad about him, but admits to Hannah that he

<v Speaker 5>cannot stand Garrett. Garrett spots them and makes his way over,

<v Speaker 5>and she's like, hey, Jimmy, you want to dance, let's go,

<v Speaker 5>right now, let's go. She's trying to avoid Garrett. It

<v Speaker 5>works for a song, and then she excuses herself to

<v Speaker 5>use the restroom. She finds Ali afterward, admitting that she

<v Speaker 5>wants to leave, but Justin just arrived.

<v Speaker 2>Can Justin?

<v Speaker 5>She accidentally bumps into him and they finally talk. They

<v Speaker 5>chitchat for a bit. She's a nervous wreck, but when

<v Speaker 5>they go their separate ways, unfortunately Garrett is there to

<v Speaker 5>intercept her. He tells Hannah that she is not Justin's type,

<v Speaker 5>and now she's.

<v Speaker 4>Like, fuck you, I want to go home. That was

<v Speaker 4>so rude.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel like I would interpret that is like, hey,

<v Speaker 2>I goo, yeah, that man, doesn't you.

<v Speaker 5>She texts Ali saying that she'll be waiting on the

<v Speaker 5>porch for her cab, but Garrett is not letting her

<v Speaker 5>leave that easily. He apologizes if the comment came across rude,

<v Speaker 5>but he tells her Justin goes for girls with a

<v Speaker 5>certain social status, so again, he offers to date her

<v Speaker 5>to get that social status in trade for tutoring. He

<v Speaker 5>offers her right home and they discuss the details of

<v Speaker 5>how the trade would work further. He lets her know

<v Speaker 5>that if they date for one week while she tutors him,

<v Speaker 5>Justin will want what he can't have, because that's how

<v Speaker 5>guys work. As he drops her off at her dorms,

<v Speaker 5>she tells him Tomorrow is their first day of tutoring,

<v Speaker 5>and she'll meet him at his place after work, doing

<v Speaker 5>this all for man thought she was smart.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, dumb girl kidding.

<v Speaker 5>At his house. The next day she meets his roommates,

<v Speaker 5>and of course they're all fucking hot.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah, they're hockey players, so lot.

<v Speaker 2>They're all missing teeth.

<v Speaker 4>It's fine.

<v Speaker 5>They have ones that they push up there, you know.

<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, the little retainers with the tooth attack.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, exactly to take him out when they eat, take

<v Speaker 1>him out before.

<v Speaker 5>They make it up to his room, and she changes

<v Speaker 5>out of her work uniform in the restroom and then

<v Speaker 5>they get started. Their hour is up, but by the

<v Speaker 5>end she sees that he genuinely wants to learn.

<v Speaker 4>And actually passes class.

<v Speaker 5>So they make a plan for tomorrow and she's out

<v Speaker 5>of there. The next day, rehearsal is shit because of Cass,

<v Speaker 5>and she brings her bad attitude to the study date.

<v Speaker 5>He can tell that she's upset and asks what's going on,

<v Speaker 5>so she spills.

<v Speaker 4>He tells her to.

<v Speaker 5>Play the version that Cass wants and the version that

<v Speaker 5>she wants for the duet, so that he can let

<v Speaker 5>her know if she's right or maybe cass is onto something.

<v Speaker 5>He grabs his roommate's guitar and tells her go ahead,

<v Speaker 5>play both. He gets settled on his bed and she

<v Speaker 5>plays both versions, but he ultimately agrees with her version,

<v Speaker 5>but he asks her to keep singing because he really

<v Speaker 5>loves her voice.

<v Speaker 2>She's get the voice of an angel.

<v Speaker 5>She's done. They call it a night, and when she

<v Speaker 5>gets back to her dorm, he texts her telling her

<v Speaker 5>that he deleted stuff off of her iPod when she

<v Speaker 5>was in the bathroom and has emailed her a new

<v Speaker 5>music playlist.

<v Speaker 2>Okay, but also that would piss me off.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's rude.

<v Speaker 3>People died like all like one direction, And she's like,

<v Speaker 3>what the fuck, what the fuck?

<v Speaker 2>You're not just gonna change my music taste.

<v Speaker 5>She goes to bed that night and she thinks that

<v Speaker 5>her and Garrett might actually be friends.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Girl.

<v Speaker 5>Garrett's playing a game the next day and his dad

<v Speaker 5>is there watching. He hates his father and tries to

<v Speaker 5>block him out, and they end up winning. On his

<v Speaker 5>way out, his dad nods to him and leaves without

<v Speaker 5>saying a word. So they have a very like tense

<v Speaker 5>relationship that you learn later, and his.

<v Speaker 2>Dad is like a hockey star.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah, he's like the Wayne Gretzky of this fake book.

<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, I don't know who that is me neither.

<v Speaker 5>He's like the greatest hockey player of all time.

<v Speaker 2>Oh the goat, Yeah, the gat, It's right, the goat.

<v Speaker 5>Hannah talks to her mom for their weekly Sunday chat

<v Speaker 5>and learns that her parents can't come to her aunt's

<v Speaker 5>house in Philadelphia for the Thanksgiving and that's what they

<v Speaker 5>normally do. She never goes home for holidays. They all

<v Speaker 5>go to her aunt's house. Because her parents and her

<v Speaker 5>are now the town pariah, like no one likes them.

<v Speaker 5>They have a hard time going anywhere. She barely goes

<v Speaker 5>home because of it. It's a whole thing. And they

<v Speaker 5>became like ostracized after her sexual assault because she wasn't believed.

<v Speaker 2>Ah, that's terrible.

<v Speaker 5>Her mom admits that they would leave and go to

<v Speaker 5>her if they could afford it, but unfortunately they're stuck

<v Speaker 5>and having to work through the holiday. Hannah decides to

<v Speaker 5>stay at Briar and send her parents the money that

<v Speaker 5>she has saved up, and then she goes to breakfast

<v Speaker 5>with Ali.

<v Speaker 2>Oh sad.

<v Speaker 5>Later that day, she arrives at Garrett's house for another

<v Speaker 5>tutoring session, and once their hour is up, he invites

<v Speaker 5>her to stay for pizza and watch TV because everybody's

<v Speaker 5>out at a party and Ali is with Sean for

<v Speaker 5>the night. They watch a whole season of Breaking Bad

<v Speaker 5>and half of the second season until.

<v Speaker 4>It's three am.

<v Speaker 2>Great show, So good.

<v Speaker 5>They decide that she is not going to take a

<v Speaker 5>cab home and they're too tired for him to drive her,

<v Speaker 5>so he gives her a shirt and they pass out

<v Speaker 5>in his bed. Garrett wakes up to Hannah plastered to

<v Speaker 5>him and cuddling him, and he enjoys it for a

<v Speaker 5>second when he's like, wait, no, no relationship. Nuh huh, no,

<v Speaker 5>thank you.

<v Speaker 2>I don't do girlfriends. Just cut off.

<v Speaker 5>She wakes up and tells them that he is going

<v Speaker 5>to drive her home. Before his roommates wake up and realize.

<v Speaker 4>That she stay the night.

<v Speaker 5>She's like, I will not be caught waking up with you.

<v Speaker 2>How embarrassing.

<v Speaker 5>The day goes by slow, but Justin starts noticing her

<v Speaker 5>during their ethics class. They flirt a bit before Garrett

<v Speaker 5>accidentally cock blocks her by bringing her a coffee and

<v Speaker 5>says that she might need it. After last night after class,

<v Speaker 5>they make their plans for tomorrow's session, and he tells

<v Speaker 5>her to not go off Justin until after bo Maxwell's

<v Speaker 5>party because he wants to like make Justin wait, like

<v Speaker 5>don't look too eager.

<v Speaker 2>Long game, Long Game.

<v Speaker 5>She goes to rehearsal and learns that Cass asked Mary Jane,

<v Speaker 5>who is like their songwriter and who's doing the piano

<v Speaker 5>for the song. He asked her out, and that's why

<v Speaker 5>they will be going with Cass's idea for the duet Trader.

<v Speaker 5>Garrett's at home going over the grated paper Hannah gave

<v Speaker 5>back to him when all of his roommates decide to

<v Speaker 5>throw a raging party.

<v Speaker 3>So all the girls on Hannah's floor are getting together

<v Speaker 3>to have a Ryan Gosling movie marathon tomorrow, and she's like, damn,

<v Speaker 3>I have tutoring at nine. Let me see if I

<v Speaker 3>can come over at seven instead. She calls Garrett on

<v Speaker 3>her break at work and it sounds like there's a

<v Speaker 3>huge party in the background. She tries telling him that

<v Speaker 3>she's gonna come over two hours earlier, and he's like, yeah, yeah,

<v Speaker 3>I can't really hear you nine, got it, And she's

<v Speaker 3>like no, I'll be there at seven. He's like, okay, okay, whatever,

<v Speaker 3>got it, see you tomorrow. The next night, she gets

<v Speaker 3>to his house at seven o'clock on the dot, and

<v Speaker 3>his roommates are looking at her, like, hey, what are

<v Speaker 3>you doing here. She tries telling them that she called

<v Speaker 3>Garrett yesterday to tell him that she was going to

<v Speaker 3>be here earlier, and she starts heading for his room.

<v Speaker 3>They try stopping her and telling her they think he

<v Speaker 3>maybe forgot, and she's like, oh, no problem, I'll go

<v Speaker 3>over mind him. When she gets to his door and

<v Speaker 3>opens his room, she's stunned. Garrett is in the middle

<v Speaker 3>of getting this freak on with some loud bitch.

<v Speaker 2>Oh.

<v Speaker 3>She runs out of the room and she gets halfway

<v Speaker 3>to her car when he runs out after her, and

<v Speaker 3>they obviously fight over the situation.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because aren't they supposed to be like appearing as

<v Speaker 2>boyfriend and girlfriend.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're like kind of appearing like to seeing each other.

<v Speaker 3>And she's like, hella mad because she's like, we're supposed

<v Speaker 3>to be studying and also she's like low key jealous,

<v Speaker 3>but she doesn't know what these feelings are right now.

<v Speaker 5>I would be pissed because I'm taking the time to

<v Speaker 5>fucking tutor you when I told you I can't, and

<v Speaker 5>I told you what time I'm gonna be.

<v Speaker 2>There, and you're getting your deck wet. That's what the

<v Speaker 2>fight was about.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah, do it after the studying.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah. He rakes a hand through his short hair, and

<v Speaker 2>his biceps bulge as he does it. The cold air

<v Speaker 2>causes goosebumps to rise on his smooth, golden skin, and

<v Speaker 2>my gaze is unwittingly drawn to the thin line of

<v Speaker 2>hair that arrows across his unbuttoned waistband. At the site,

<v Speaker 2>an odd flicker of heat travels from my breast to

<v Speaker 2>my core. My body suddenly feels tight and achy, my

<v Speaker 2>fingers tinkling with the urge too. Oh, for fuck's sake, No,

<v Speaker 2>so what if the guy is totally cut, That doesn't

<v Speaker 2>mean I want to ride him like a cowgirl?

<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, girl.

<v Speaker 3>He tells her she can't expect him to just study

<v Speaker 3>skate and do nothing else. She must hook up with

<v Speaker 3>people too, and she's like, actually, no, the last time

<v Speaker 3>I literally hooked up with anyone was my ex a

<v Speaker 3>year ago. He asked if they're still on for their

<v Speaker 3>date on Saturday, but she doesn't want to pass up

<v Speaker 3>the opportunity to be able to talk to Justin.

<v Speaker 2>So she says, yes, it's.

<v Speaker 3>Thursday, and Hannah's looking over the essay that she had

<v Speaker 3>Garrett do and she's very impressed.

<v Speaker 2>Because Garrett's a very smart cookie. Yes, Garrett.

<v Speaker 3>They have a talk about their future plans and he

<v Speaker 3>leans forward and tucks a strand of her hair behind

<v Speaker 3>her ear, and she tenses up and he's like, girl,

<v Speaker 3>we're supposed to be together now, Like, you can't tense

<v Speaker 3>up if we're supposed to sell this charade. We want

<v Speaker 3>Justin to think we're on a date. Plus, I might

<v Speaker 3>kiss you and you have to be prepared for it

<v Speaker 3>if you freak out, He'll no, it's all a ruse

<v Speaker 3>matter of fact.

<v Speaker 2>We should practice.

<v Speaker 3>Hannah says, oh, hell no, that's not happening, and he's like,

<v Speaker 3>why you suck at kissing or something. He's scared. She

<v Speaker 3>tells him that she's not scared. He's like, oh, okay,

<v Speaker 3>we'll just work on your self confidence then, and she's like,

<v Speaker 3>I'm not insecure. I'm not. He's really manipulating the situation,

<v Speaker 3>but it's working, so it's.

<v Speaker 2>Gotta get through to her.

<v Speaker 3>She's like, you know what, fuck it, let's do it.

<v Speaker 3>He stalls, thinking that she's gonna back down, but she's

<v Speaker 3>ready to prove him wrong.

<v Speaker 2>The second our lips meet, the strangest thing happens. Pulsing

<v Speaker 2>waves of a heat unfurl inside me, starting at my

<v Speaker 2>mouth and then rippling down my body, tangling in the

<v Speaker 2>tips of my breast before traveling even lower. He tastes

<v Speaker 2>like the peppermint gum he's been chewing all night, and

<v Speaker 2>the minty flavor suffuses my taste buds. My lips part

<v Speaker 2>of their own volition, and Garrett takes full advantage by

<v Speaker 2>sliding his tongue inside. When my tongue tangles with his,

<v Speaker 2>he makes a low, growling noise in the back of

<v Speaker 2>his throat, and the erotic sound vibrates through my body.

<v Speaker 3>I know. She pulls away and asks how it was,

<v Speaker 3>and he said, I'm not sure. I need a little

<v Speaker 3>bit more to go off of. And they start smooching again,

<v Speaker 3>only this time it gets a little bit more steamy.

<v Speaker 2>With an anguished moan, I angle my head to deepen

<v Speaker 2>the kiss, and my tongue eagerly explores his mouth. No,

<v Speaker 2>not eagerly hungrily. I'm hungry for him. Garrett threads his

<v Speaker 2>fingers through my hair and tugs me closer, one powerful

<v Speaker 2>arm curling around my hip to keep me in place.

<v Speaker 2>My breasts are now crushed against his raw, hard chest,

<v Speaker 2>and I can feel the wild hammering of his heart.

<v Speaker 2>His excitement matches my own. The raw husky groan he releases,

<v Speaker 2>tickles my lips and sends my pulse Karini. They're having

<v Speaker 2>this heavy, steamy makeout sash as Dean walks into the

<v Speaker 2>room asking to borrow something, and he stops deadness tracks,

<v Speaker 2>obviously disturbing their moment. Hannah tries telling him it's not

<v Speaker 2>what it looks like.

<v Speaker 3>Garrett was just trying to judge my makeout skills, and

<v Speaker 3>he's like, yeah, okay, tell her if that's really what

<v Speaker 3>he was doing, prove it. Let me see your skills too. Hannah,

<v Speaker 3>not wanting to show her hand and like show how

<v Speaker 3>much the kiss actually affected her, She ends up grabbing

<v Speaker 3>Dean and starts making out with him too. It was okay,

<v Speaker 3>but nothing like the chemistry her and Garrett just had.

<v Speaker 2>My that's balls. Yeah, yeah, that is go girl.

<v Speaker 3>I'd be like no, I don't want to, Hannah tells

<v Speaker 3>bestye Ali all about what happened and how she has

<v Speaker 3>a date with Garrett tonight.

<v Speaker 2>As she's getting ready.

<v Speaker 3>He gets to her house and Alie sees right through

<v Speaker 3>the we're kind of friends line, because Garrett comes in

<v Speaker 3>and picks out her outfit, telling her what color she

<v Speaker 3>looks beautiful in and how amazing.

<v Speaker 2>Her tits are O wow.

<v Speaker 3>They get to the party and all eyes are on them.

<v Speaker 3>Garrett is a sweetye pie and is as attentive as

<v Speaker 3>ever with her. He grabs her a beer and she

<v Speaker 3>intensely denies it, and he's like, Wellsy. Her last names

<v Speaker 3>well So, that's like a nickname that he calls hers Wellsie.

<v Speaker 3>He's like, Wellsy, we're literally at a college frat party.

<v Speaker 3>Live a little but still she won't butge. He asked

<v Speaker 3>her why she's anti drinking, and she tells him she's

<v Speaker 3>not anti drinking, she's just not willing to do it

<v Speaker 3>at parties because she's worried about what could be put

<v Speaker 3>in her cup. Immediately, this puts him on high alert

<v Speaker 3>because he's genuinely concerned for her, and he asked if

<v Speaker 3>she was ever drug She surely denies it, but says

<v Speaker 3>that it happened to a close friend of hers, and

<v Speaker 3>since then it's made her very distrustful about drinking at parties.

<v Speaker 3>He promised her that he would never let that happen

<v Speaker 3>to her.

<v Speaker 5>Sir, you also have no control of them.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, sleezy men are gonna do what sleezy men do.

<v Speaker 1>Well, he can promise that he specifically won't drug her.

<v Speaker 4>That's true.

<v Speaker 3>Nice, if he wanted to, he would.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he wanted to not drug you, he wouldn't. Yeah, correct.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Justin gets to the.

<v Speaker 3>Party and finally Hannah and him chit chat all while

<v Speaker 3>Garrett is stuck watching them from the corner. His ex

<v Speaker 3>hookup Kendall appears, and she's Hella mad and hurt because

<v Speaker 3>he told her he didn't want a girlfriend, but now

<v Speaker 3>he's showing up with Hannah and making it seem like

<v Speaker 3>he's dating her. She's about to start making a scene

<v Speaker 3>when Garrett asked her, honestly, why are you even into me?

<v Speaker 3>Like you don't even know me? She tries saying she does,

<v Speaker 3>and he's like, Okay, what's my favorite color?

<v Speaker 2>And she's like, um blue.

<v Speaker 3>Hannah comes up from behind him saying it's black. Then

<v Speaker 3>very obviously to him, but not obvious to Kendall, he

<v Speaker 3>realizes that she's saving him. She told Kendall that she

<v Speaker 3>has to steal him away because he was supposed to

<v Speaker 3>be getting them drinks, and Thirst calls. Once they're alone

<v Speaker 3>in the hallway, Garrett asks how her talk what Justin

<v Speaker 3>was She tells.

<v Speaker 2>Him it went good.

<v Speaker 3>He even asked if they could get coffee sometime together,

<v Speaker 3>and this kisses Garrett off because he's like, that fool

<v Speaker 3>just tried stealing my date, even though you're not really

<v Speaker 3>my date, but for all he knows we're together, Like,

<v Speaker 3>would you really want to go out with someone that's slimy?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

<v Speaker 3>She tells Garrett no, but reminds him he knows they're

<v Speaker 3>just friends and that kiss meant nothing, right And he says, yeah, right.

<v Speaker 4>It meant nothing to me. I don't love you, sure it.

<v Speaker 3>She gets up to get coffee from her study group

<v Speaker 3>with her friends and runs into none other than Justin.

<v Speaker 3>He straight up asked her if she's exclusively seeing Garrett

<v Speaker 3>and she says no, And the whole time while they're

<v Speaker 3>trying to talk, Garrett is just calling her non stop.

<v Speaker 3>He set his ringtone to Justin. Tamberlake's bringing Sexy back,

<v Speaker 3>so it's just like constantly ruining their moment.

<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, excuse me, I have to put my

<v Speaker 2>phone on silent. Sorry.

<v Speaker 3>After Justin verifies once more that she's definitely not dating Garrett,

<v Speaker 3>he asked her out for dinner date next Sunday. She's

<v Speaker 3>ecstatic and says, hell y'all brother, hell.

<v Speaker 4>A, imagine that's what she really said.

<v Speaker 2>He's like, all right, well, never mind.

<v Speaker 3>When he leaves, Garrett is still calling and she answers,

<v Speaker 3>and he's like, do you want to go to Dean's

<v Speaker 3>birthday party tomorrow? It's at a bar, and then we're

<v Speaker 3>going to go back to my house for the after party.

<v Speaker 3>He tells her he gets his mid turn back tomorrow

<v Speaker 3>and he might be either celebrating or moping, and either

<v Speaker 3>way he wants to be with her. The next day,

<v Speaker 3>at school, she's suddenly popular thanks to her newly being

<v Speaker 3>with Garrett. Everyone's saying hi, and she's no longer invisible.

<v Speaker 3>Garrett ends up getting an AUS on his midterm, and

<v Speaker 3>he swoops her up in a big hug, sweeping her

<v Speaker 3>off her feet and twirling her in the air. He

<v Speaker 3>tells her he wants her to have a drink tonight.

<v Speaker 3>And she's like, why you know where I stand with that?

<v Speaker 2>To help you see that it's okay to let down

<v Speaker 2>your guard sometimes. Look, I'm the d D tonight, but

<v Speaker 2>I'm offering to be more than just your driver. I'll

<v Speaker 2>be your bodyguard and your bartender and most importantly, your friend.

<v Speaker 2>I promise to look out for you tonight. Welseie, that

<v Speaker 2>is very sweet, very sweet, but also like, drinking is

<v Speaker 2>not the only way to have fun. Yeah, Like you

<v Speaker 2>don't need to drink to have fun. He just wants

<v Speaker 2>her to loosen up, live a little fuck him.

<v Speaker 5>It's fine.

<v Speaker 2>Wait, she did say that, and he was like, no,

<v Speaker 2>I know.

<v Speaker 3>I just want you to know that you'd be safe,

<v Speaker 3>and she said, I'll think about it. It's later at

<v Speaker 3>the bar when Garrett asked if she wants something to drink.

<v Speaker 3>Hannah thinks about it and then says, sure, a pina

<v Speaker 3>colada and.

<v Speaker 2>Our girl, let's lose, okay.

<v Speaker 3>Garrett never leaves her side as she's slugging them back

<v Speaker 3>and living her best life. Three pina coladas later, she's

<v Speaker 3>singing karaoke, putting the whole bar in awe, and Garrett's

<v Speaker 3>roommate Logan is straight up looking at her like she

<v Speaker 3>is Jesus herself. People are getting really comfortable around Hannah,

<v Speaker 3>which is great, but Garrett also promised her that he

<v Speaker 3>would protect her, so when her song is over, he

<v Speaker 3>distracts her and pulls her off stage.

<v Speaker 2>Out of the wandering eyes of others.

<v Speaker 3>As they're hanging out the Lenyard Skinner, Tuesday's Gone song

<v Speaker 3>comes on and Garrett's whole demeanor changes.

<v Speaker 2>He stands up and asks Hannah to dance.

<v Speaker 3>She's kind of taken back, but Hannah is like, if

<v Speaker 3>Garrett wants to dance, we dance and she grabs his

<v Speaker 3>hands and they hit the floor. They have a cutesy,

<v Speaker 3>intimate dance and it slowly is charged with one Hannah

<v Speaker 3>fights it because they're just friends.

<v Speaker 2>The heat of his body seers into me. His scense

<v Speaker 2>surrounds me, and I'm excruciatingly aware of his warm hand

<v Speaker 2>clutching mine. Before I can stop myself, I rub my

<v Speaker 2>thumb over the center of his palm. Garrett's breath hitches. Yep,

<v Speaker 2>it has to be the alcohol. There's no other explanation

<v Speaker 2>for the sensations poursing through my body, the ache in

<v Speaker 2>my breast, the tight clenching of my thighs and the

<v Speaker 2>strange emptiness of my core. You won't that Mann girl.

<v Speaker 3>When the song ends, she can feel the sadness pouring

<v Speaker 3>out of him, and immediately she asks what's wrong. He

<v Speaker 3>tells her that song was his mom's favorite song, and

<v Speaker 3>I played it at her funeral and it was either

<v Speaker 3>dancing with her or bawling his eyes out right then

<v Speaker 3>in there, he asked if she would be okay for

<v Speaker 3>a moment so he could go to the bathroom, and

<v Speaker 3>immediately she says yes, of course. But of course, once

<v Speaker 3>she's alone, she runs into none other than her ex

<v Speaker 3>boyfriend Devin.

<v Speaker 2>It's awkward.

<v Speaker 3>He's the one that she dated for eight months and

<v Speaker 3>she just could not get herself to orgasm with him

<v Speaker 3>because of her past assault. He was with his beautiful

<v Speaker 3>new girlfriend, and Hannah couldn't help but compare herself to

<v Speaker 3>her because she sees herself as broken from the assault

<v Speaker 3>and Devin's new girlfriend is beautiful and perfect and can

<v Speaker 3>probably orgasm just fine.

<v Speaker 5>Or Devin sucks truely Nah.

<v Speaker 3>Once they say goodbye, she's still in the hallway waiting

<v Speaker 3>for Garrett as she's trying really hard to keep herself together,

<v Speaker 3>but as Garrett comes out.

<v Speaker 2>He sees her crying.

<v Speaker 3>Hannah tries telling him she's fine and this is all silly,

<v Speaker 3>and she decides to hide her pain and alcohol. They're

<v Speaker 3>back at Garrett's house and Hannah is fucking smashed. She's

<v Speaker 3>now provocatively dancing, and Garrett is sticking to his promise.

<v Speaker 3>He gently grabs Hannah's hand and leads her into his

<v Speaker 3>room and tells her the party's over. Time to go

<v Speaker 3>to night. After helping her get changed into sleeping clothes

<v Speaker 3>while still keeping his eyes to himself because he's a

<v Speaker 3>chivalrous king, she tells him that she had so much

<v Speaker 3>fun tonight. She might be broken, but she can still

<v Speaker 3>have fun. And Garrett freezes and he's like what, Like

<v Speaker 3>why did you just say that? But she doesn't answer

<v Speaker 3>because she's passed the fuck out. Now that she's asleep

<v Speaker 3>and safe, he heads downstairs and starts drinking with his roommates.

<v Speaker 3>He gets back in his bed at two thirty and

<v Speaker 3>Hannah's fast asleep. When he gets on his side of

<v Speaker 3>the bed, the shift of the bed wakes her up,

<v Speaker 3>and Hannah rolls over to him and starts getting a

<v Speaker 3>little handsy. He tries prying her off and telling her,

<v Speaker 3>what are you doing?

<v Speaker 2>Girl? Don't do this?

<v Speaker 3>But now she's like kissing on his neck, and she

<v Speaker 3>insists that she most definitely does. She climbs on top

<v Speaker 3>of him and tells him to stop being difficult and

<v Speaker 3>then kisses him. As much as he loves the kiss,

<v Speaker 3>he stops it and tells her they can't. She tells

<v Speaker 3>him that she wants it so bad, and in his

<v Speaker 3>head he can't help but agreeing about how bad he

<v Speaker 3>wants to fuck her, But his logic is stronger than

<v Speaker 3>his want, and he tells her that she trusted him

<v Speaker 3>to look out for her, and.

<v Speaker 2>This is doing that. They cannot do this tonight, a

<v Speaker 2>gentleman boy sleigh.

<v Speaker 3>She looks surprised and says, oh okay, and then snuggles

<v Speaker 3>up against him and says good night and falls right

<v Speaker 3>back asleep, and Garrett's like good night, Like.

<v Speaker 2>How can I sleep after this? He's probably got blue balls.

<v Speaker 3>Hannah woke up in Garrett's arms totally content. Last night

<v Speaker 3>was amazing. She drank in public without having a panic attack,

<v Speaker 3>and it really forced her to accept that her assault

<v Speaker 3>fucked her up more.

<v Speaker 2>Than she could admit.

<v Speaker 3>She remembers last night with Garrett completely clear too. He

<v Speaker 3>thought she would be too drunk to remember, but the

<v Speaker 3>reality of the situation was that she was very much

<v Speaker 3>aware of what she was doing, and she kissed him

<v Speaker 3>and got on top of him and would have slept

<v Speaker 3>with him because she wanted to. She wakes Garrett up

<v Speaker 3>with the kiss and he's like, did I just dream

<v Speaker 3>that you kissed me? And she's like, no, are you

<v Speaker 3>one hundred percent awake? Because I have something super important

<v Speaker 3>to ask you.

<v Speaker 2>Do you want to fuck?

<v Speaker 3>She has his full attention now and she shirt up

<v Speaker 3>asked him if he will have sex with her, Oh girl,

<v Speaker 3>not but maybe tonight, and he's like why, what's changed.

<v Speaker 3>She insists that nothing has, but he was like no, seriously,

<v Speaker 3>Like if we're gonna do this, let's be honest. She

<v Speaker 3>tells him that she's broken and she wants him to

<v Speaker 3>fix her. He's still not tracking, like why she's saying that,

<v Speaker 3>and she finally drops the bomb that it was her

<v Speaker 3>who was drug and raped, not her friend. Garrett, of course,

<v Speaker 3>is angry for her and at a loss for words.

<v Speaker 3>She tells him that she's gone to therapy since and

<v Speaker 3>has worked through her trauma, but she can't have an

<v Speaker 3>orgasm with the guy, and she thought that maybe he

<v Speaker 3>would be the one who.

<v Speaker 2>Could help her achieve that.

<v Speaker 3>She starts crying and Pooky grabs her and calms her

<v Speaker 3>down and tells her it breaks his heart seeing her

<v Speaker 3>cry and that she's not broken.

<v Speaker 2>He will do this with her to help her prove it.

<v Speaker 2>If I have to show you and twist my arm.

<v Speaker 1>Also the pressure though, if she's like I can't come,

<v Speaker 1>make me come, I'd be like I can't.

<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, what if I don't.

<v Speaker 4>Ah, Yeah, that's terrifying.

<v Speaker 3>All gar I can think of at training that day

<v Speaker 3>is what Hannah just told him, what she'd been through,

<v Speaker 3>and how he hopes to God the guy is in

<v Speaker 3>prison or else he will be dead. Hannah gets to

<v Speaker 3>Garritt's house after work. Also I put ew because like

<v Speaker 3>she's planning on having sex with him, and then just

<v Speaker 3>worked like a six hour shift or however long her

<v Speaker 3>shift was.

<v Speaker 2>I think it was like six hours doing that. Like

<v Speaker 2>go home and change the shower, girl, and then come over. Yeah,

<v Speaker 2>you're sweaty, you're stinky, clean your crevices.

<v Speaker 3>And she walks in and she's like, all right, let's

<v Speaker 3>do this and he's like, no, girl, let's not.

<v Speaker 4>He's like, go fucking wash your ass.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, He's like, let's relax first, let's change. He gives

<v Speaker 3>her some clothes to change into because she forgot her

<v Speaker 3>change of clothes, and they start watching some breaking bad

<v Speaker 3>Garrett starts kissing her neck and then kissing her all

<v Speaker 3>over her orogenous zones, and it's making her hell is soaked.

<v Speaker 3>I think of the Friend's episode where she's.

<v Speaker 2>Like seven seven seven.

<v Speaker 3>He cuts her pussy and as pleased when he finds

<v Speaker 3>her soaking wet.

<v Speaker 2>I'm desperate to touch him, and my hands move as

<v Speaker 2>if possessed, slipping under his waistband and into his boxers.

<v Speaker 2>The second I encounter has a direction. My jaw drops.

<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, are you kidding me? He looks startled.

<v Speaker 2>What's wrong? Are you taking human growth hormones or something?

<v Speaker 2>I snatched my hand back, fighting another rush of nervousness.

<v Speaker 2>There's no way that huge monster is fitting inside me. Ah.

<v Speaker 3>He's like things are getting hot and heavy between them

<v Speaker 3>until she finds him watching her, and that's a trigger

<v Speaker 3>for her from her assault. So she tries to push

<v Speaker 3>through it, but it's not working, and the pleasure quickly

<v Speaker 3>dies away. He gives her literal quotes from his Google searches,

<v Speaker 3>and she's like, you researched this.

<v Speaker 2>And he's like, I had to. I've never been put.

<v Speaker 3>In the situation, and I wanted to make sure I

<v Speaker 3>was educated. Oh king, He tells her he has an idea.

<v Speaker 2>Show me what you do to yourself when you're alone.

<v Speaker 2>He coaxes I. The lump in my throat is too

<v Speaker 2>big to speak past. His voice grows hoarse and seductive.

<v Speaker 2>Show me, and I'll show you a little mutual masturbation.

<v Speaker 2>I think that's so hot. Yeah, there's something about seeing

<v Speaker 2>a man jack his own ween.

<v Speaker 6>I'm like, specifically to you if it was like just

<v Speaker 6>doing it, no, but to you yeah yeah yeah yeah,

<v Speaker 6>not like masturbating in the shower alone, ew yuck, but

<v Speaker 6>like doing.

<v Speaker 2>It in front of me. Ye, just like hunched over

<v Speaker 2>the toilet sexy A.

<v Speaker 3>Garrett is low key nervous as he starts jerking himself off,

<v Speaker 3>but all those nerves stop once he sees Hannah.

<v Speaker 2>Spread your legs. I tell her I want to see you.

<v Speaker 2>She hesitates, and then she does it, and my breath

<v Speaker 2>spirals out of my lungs. Fucking perfection. She's pink and

<v Speaker 2>pretty and glistening and perfect. He coaches her while she

<v Speaker 2>touches himself, him matching her pace. They're both so close,

<v Speaker 2>we're both making noise. I'm groaning, she's whimpering, sighing. The

<v Speaker 2>air is electric and my body is on fire. Oh god,

<v Speaker 2>she's panting for air. Now watch me, I mumble, watch

<v Speaker 2>what you're doing to me. I stroke myself faster, and

<v Speaker 2>she cries out. Garrett, she comes with my name on

<v Speaker 2>her lips, and I come to the sound bit. Hannah's

<v Speaker 2>amazed that she came.

<v Speaker 3>Yes, it was by her hand, but there was a

<v Speaker 3>man in the room with her. She throws herself on

<v Speaker 3>him in awe and happiness, and immediately she's.

<v Speaker 2>Like, let's have sex, let's fuck.

<v Speaker 3>He tells there no, tonight was huge for her and

<v Speaker 3>they should take this in baby steps.

<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, that pissed me off so bad. Also,

<v Speaker 2>he just came. Oh that's true. It's probably gotta recharge

<v Speaker 2>his dick. Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>With that, she cracks a huge smile and tells him

<v Speaker 3>that he's a really, really good man. When Hannah gets home,

<v Speaker 3>she's immediately stopped by her roommate Alli and Hannah gives

<v Speaker 3>her a play that play of the night, but she

<v Speaker 3>insists they're not dating. Speaking of dating, she completely forgot

<v Speaker 3>that she agreed to go on a date with Justin.

<v Speaker 3>But she's at a crossroad because she doesn't really want

<v Speaker 3>to go out with Justin after what she just did

<v Speaker 3>with Garrett. But also they're not dating, and Garrett specifically

<v Speaker 3>says he doesn't do the girlfriend thing. As Hannah gets

<v Speaker 3>to practice, of course, things change even more and she

<v Speaker 3>now has a cellis named Kim Jong Un.

<v Speaker 2>Wait not, no, she doesn't. What the fuck Jenna, Wait,

<v Speaker 2>what's the child's name? Because he's a Korean dictator?

<v Speaker 3>No, but I was using speech to text and I

<v Speaker 3>literally think I Ah. She has a new tellist player

<v Speaker 3>that has to go along with the choir. Garrett meets

<v Speaker 3>her after practice and sticks up for her in front

<v Speaker 3>of Cass.

<v Speaker 2>And the tension is high.

<v Speaker 3>They have solid eye contact and Garrett is like my place,

<v Speaker 3>and Hannah just takes his coffee cup that he got

<v Speaker 3>them and dumps it out in the trash, giving him

<v Speaker 3>her answer, and they head out. They get back to

<v Speaker 3>his house and into his room, his gray eyes go

<v Speaker 3>molten hot.

<v Speaker 2>Now get on the bed, so I can make you come, Yes, sir,

<v Speaker 2>that's a big promise, though, I mean she came the

<v Speaker 2>other day, so maybe she's like her body's like, oh yeah,

<v Speaker 2>we can come. But she was flicking her own bean,

<v Speaker 2>I know, but it was with him.

<v Speaker 1>What makes you think that you can flick her bean

<v Speaker 1>the way she flicks her own bean?

<v Speaker 2>He fucks? Oh he does. Fuck, yeah, he fucks. So

<v Speaker 2>she knows that he can do it. Why she just

<v Speaker 2>like rubs her left lip? Did you come? Just like

<v Speaker 2>is like trying to rub a clip, but is actually

<v Speaker 2>like fucking rubbing her vagina hole? Oh yeah, and he's

<v Speaker 2>fucking like that.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah. They start making out and quickly it gets hot

<v Speaker 3>and steamy, but the whole time he's checking in with

<v Speaker 3>her and making sure she feels safe and comfortable as

<v Speaker 3>he starts eating her out.

<v Speaker 2>Please, I whimper When the tempo once again becomes excruciatingly

<v Speaker 2>leisurely more. He raises his head and I'm pretty sure

<v Speaker 2>I've never glimpsed anything sexier than the side of his

<v Speaker 2>glossy lips and burning gray eyes. Do you think you

<v Speaker 2>can come like this? I surprise myself by nodding. I

<v Speaker 2>don't think I'm lying though, I'm wound up so tight,

<v Speaker 2>I'm like a cartoon bomb about to detonate. With a

<v Speaker 2>low growl of approval, he leans down and wraps his

<v Speaker 2>lips around my clip. He sucks hard, simultaneously pushing one

<v Speaker 2>finger inside me, and I go off like a rocket launcher.

<v Speaker 2>Sure our girl did it.

<v Speaker 3>She's so overcome with emotion she starts crying hell yeah girl.

<v Speaker 3>Once Garrett knows they're happy tears, he visibly relaxes. He

<v Speaker 3>tries getting her to admit that he's a sex gun,

<v Speaker 3>has achieved what no other man has, and so says, Okay,

<v Speaker 3>it's time for you to shut up. Then she drops

<v Speaker 3>to the ground and enforces the gluck gluck three thousand.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that'd make me dry up immediately if a man

<v Speaker 2>said that.

<v Speaker 3>Unfortunately, nothing more can happen though, because he has to

<v Speaker 3>go to practice. But he did tell her she can

<v Speaker 3>stay at his house and bench watch TV while he's gone.

<v Speaker 3>She surprises herself by taking him up on the offer.

<v Speaker 3>When she's home alone at his house, she calls her

<v Speaker 3>mom and has a great idea. When the boys get

<v Speaker 3>home from practice, they're graded with the most amazing smell.

<v Speaker 3>Her family recipe for homide lasagna.

<v Speaker 5>He made you come once.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Also, how presumptuous. I feel like I'd feel so

<v Speaker 1>weird being in my hookup's kitchen and just being like,

<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make your entire team a lazagna. Yeah, a

<v Speaker 1>lazagna of all things that takes love dedication.

<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. No, I'd be like, I'm heating you up

<v Speaker 2>some pizza rulls.

<v Speaker 3>As they're sitting at the table eating, they're talking about

<v Speaker 3>Halloween tomorrow. Hannah got roped in to hand out drinks

<v Speaker 3>at their dorms Halloween dorm Crawl, and Logan drops the

<v Speaker 3>bomb not to expect to see Garrett there because he

<v Speaker 3>never celebrates Halloween. He never has. Once dinner is done,

<v Speaker 3>Garrett is about to drive her home, and he drags

<v Speaker 3>her in the hallway and gives her a heartfelt smooch.

<v Speaker 2>I kiss her hard, losing myself and her taste and

<v Speaker 2>her heat and every damn thing about her. I never

<v Speaker 2>expected her. Sometimes people sneak up on you and suddenly

<v Speaker 2>you don't know how you ever lived without them, how

<v Speaker 2>you went about your day and hung out with your

<v Speaker 2>friends and fucked other people without having this one important

<v Speaker 2>person in your life. Hannah breaks the kiss with a

<v Speaker 2>soft laugh. Get a room, she teases. I decide it

<v Speaker 2>might be time to reevaluate my stance on girlfriends. Oh

<v Speaker 2>my god, to be the one to make a man

<v Speaker 2>think like that. Wow, uh huh, your pussy is powerful.

<v Speaker 5>He hasn't even had sex with her yet.

<v Speaker 2>It's the next day Halloween.

<v Speaker 3>After much thought, she knew deep down it has to

<v Speaker 3>be more of a serious reason for Garrett to hate

<v Speaker 3>Halloween rather than his excuse of it being a pointless holiday.

<v Speaker 3>It didn't feel right to leave him sad and home alone,

<v Speaker 3>so she bites the bullet and decides to ask Tracy

<v Speaker 3>to borrow her car, then heads over to her Pooky's house.

<v Speaker 1>Hannah shows up at Garrett's after feeling guilty that he's

<v Speaker 1>probably just sitting at home alone being sad about whatever

<v Speaker 1>it is that makes him hate Halloween. He's pleasantly surprised

<v Speaker 1>to see that she's wearing normal clothes and not a costume,

<v Speaker 1>and she tells him she just found out that her

<v Speaker 1>parents can't come out for Christmas either, so she's pretty bummed.

<v Speaker 1>She says they're too broke. After taking out a second

<v Speaker 1>mortgage for the court case to come to Briar, and

<v Speaker 1>she's too afraid to go back to Ransom, which is

<v Speaker 1>the town that she's from. He asks her if her rapist, Aarin,

<v Speaker 1>is in jail, and she says no. His mother was

<v Speaker 1>the mayor of Ransom and his father is the parish leader,

<v Speaker 1>so they basically run the town. Aaron's friends lied and

<v Speaker 1>said she'd thrown herself at erin and drugged herself, even

<v Speaker 1>though she had a rape kit done that showed trauma,

<v Speaker 1>but the judge sided with them.

<v Speaker 2>Why would somebody drug themselves. That's so fucking stupid, I

<v Speaker 2>don't know.

<v Speaker 1>Then the charges got dropped and the whole town turned

<v Speaker 1>against Hannah and her entire family, and then his family

<v Speaker 1>sued her family for defamation and Hannah's family was forced

<v Speaker 1>to pay for his legal fees for the trial, So

<v Speaker 1>now her family is completely broke.

<v Speaker 2>Oh, that's so terrible.

<v Speaker 1>The one time she tried to go back to town,

<v Speaker 1>she ran into some of the fathers of Aaron's friends

<v Speaker 1>who lied under oath against her, and they made a

<v Speaker 1>rude comment to her, so her dad beat the dude's ass.

<v Speaker 1>So now she's too scared to ever.

<v Speaker 2>Go back again. Yeah, it would be too.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because her dad just like rocked this other dad

<v Speaker 1>in the middle of a hardware store.

<v Speaker 4>As he should.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>Garrett decides to tell Hannah why he hates Halloween. When

<v Speaker 1>he was twelve, he got home from trick retreating and

<v Speaker 1>it was the first time his dad beat the shit

<v Speaker 1>out of him. Oh God, just in his little Halloween costume. Ah,

<v Speaker 1>that's so sad. She tells him she wants to replace

<v Speaker 1>his bad memories with good ones, and whips his dick

<v Speaker 1>out and starts to suck in.

<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

<v Speaker 4>Remember when your dad beat the shit out of you?

<v Speaker 4>How about this?

<v Speaker 2>How would I suck your dick instead?

<v Speaker 1>After they just had this complete trauma dump She's like,

<v Speaker 1>you want a blowjob?

<v Speaker 2>New Halloween memory? Are you hard?

<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

<v Speaker 2>The tip of my dick damn near blows off when

<v Speaker 2>the wet heat of her mouth surrounds me. One small,

<v Speaker 2>delicate hand caresses my thigh. She works me over with

<v Speaker 2>her mouth. Her other hand is curled tightly around my shaft,

<v Speaker 2>her thumb rubbing the sweet spot under the head of

<v Speaker 2>my dick, and each long suck pushes me deeper into pure,

<v Speaker 2>blissful oblivion. She suck in that thang.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her he doesn't know when his roomies will

<v Speaker 1>get home, so let's take this party upstairs. They get

<v Speaker 1>naked and fall into his bed together, and he confesses

<v Speaker 1>that there was a time he didn't even know her name,

<v Speaker 1>and he doesn't understand how he never noticed her before.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her he likes her, like he really likes her,

<v Speaker 1>and she says she likes him too. He grabs a

<v Speaker 1>condom and tells her to ride him.

<v Speaker 2>Oh fuck, Garrett's fingers dig into my hips before I

<v Speaker 2>can move. Tell me about your gran mother again? Now?

<v Speaker 2>His voice comes out strained. Yes now, because I don't

<v Speaker 2>know if anyone has ever told you this before, But

<v Speaker 2>you are tighter than a Okay, no, not going to

<v Speaker 2>think about how tight you are. What's nana's name, Sylvia?

<v Speaker 2>I make a valiant effort not to laugh. His breathing

<v Speaker 2>grows audibly labored. Where does she live? Florida retirement home?

<v Speaker 2>Beads of sweat break out of my forehead because Garrett

<v Speaker 2>is not the only one close to losing it here. Wait,

<v Speaker 2>why are they talking about her grandma? So he doesn't

<v Speaker 2>like bust a nice?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he says, okay, he's good now and gives her

<v Speaker 1>permission to go wild. She gladly obliges and almost immediately

<v Speaker 1>comes with him following right after, while they're laying there

<v Speaker 1>in bed together, he asks her to come to his

<v Speaker 1>game on Friday. He tells her she can take his

<v Speaker 1>jeep and bring Ali and she says okay, sure. Then

<v Speaker 1>he's rock hard and ready for round two.

<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

<v Speaker 1>A few days later, she heads to the game with Ali.

<v Speaker 1>Hannah is mesmerized watching Garrett play, and she realizes that,

<v Speaker 1>oh shit, she has a date with Justin on Sunday.

<v Speaker 1>She completely forgot about Justin. This whole thing was for John.

<v Speaker 1>Cancel it Justin who?

<v Speaker 2>It is? Justin Who?

<v Speaker 1>Garrett wins the game and decides that Hannah must be

<v Speaker 1>his good luck charm and simply must come to all

<v Speaker 1>of the games from now on. He goes to find

<v Speaker 1>her after and swoops her in for a hug and

<v Speaker 1>a kiss in front of everyone.

<v Speaker 2>Cute god, says girl.

<v Speaker 1>Then he's pulled away by his shitty father, who demands

<v Speaker 1>that he comes home for Thanksgiving because his dad's new

<v Speaker 1>girlfriend is cooking dinner. Garrett tries to say no, but

<v Speaker 1>his dad is like, listen, hear you on grateful little shit.

<v Speaker 1>You're coming home so is is?

<v Speaker 2>That sucks?

<v Speaker 4>No bitch?

<v Speaker 1>Garrett says fine and stalks away back to Hannah. He

<v Speaker 1>kisses her goodbye and gets back on the bus with

<v Speaker 1>his team, but then Logan drops the bomb that he

<v Speaker 1>ran into Justin, who told him he has a date

<v Speaker 1>with Hannah this weekend.

<v Speaker 2>Fuck.

<v Speaker 1>When Hannah gets home, Garrett texts her that they need

<v Speaker 1>to talk and he's at her door. He asks her

<v Speaker 1>straight up if she's going out with Justin, and she

<v Speaker 1>says she doesn't know, and he's like, no, Hannah, you're

<v Speaker 1>not fucking going Yes, valid.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they'rerid love. Yeah, you guys are fucking.

<v Speaker 1>She tells him that they aren't dating, and also he

<v Speaker 1>said he doesn't do girlfriends, and he says, yeah, well

<v Speaker 1>things change and I want you to be my girlfriend.

<v Speaker 1>You like me, I like you, so let's make it official.

<v Speaker 1>She says she doesn't even know what they are to

<v Speaker 1>each other, and he's like, you fucking.

<v Speaker 2>Know, he halts so abruptly it gives me whiplash. You what,

<v Speaker 2>I whisper I? He stops again, his gray eyes darken.

<v Speaker 2>You know what, forget it? I guess you're right. This

<v Speaker 2>was all about exploring the attraction. He sounds increasingly bitter.

<v Speaker 2>I'm just your sex therapist, right, Actually, no, I'm your

<v Speaker 2>fucking fluffer. Fluffer, I say blankly. Like in porn, he mutters.

<v Speaker 2>They bring in the fluffer to suck off the dudes

<v Speaker 2>between takes, so they stay hard and your colors his tone.

<v Speaker 2>That's my job, right to get you nice and hot

<v Speaker 2>for coal, to get you ready to bone him man.

<v Speaker 2>Third act break up. Pooki's feelings are hurt. Shoot.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her, you know what, go on your fucking date.

<v Speaker 1>Justin can take things over from here on out and

<v Speaker 1>storms out. And now Hannah realizes she just threw away

<v Speaker 1>a good thing. She races after him and tells him

<v Speaker 1>he can't just storm out like that. He had time

<v Speaker 1>to think about everything and just dropped it all on

<v Speaker 1>her and stormed out when she didn't even have time

<v Speaker 1>to absorb what was even happening, which is valid, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>because he's been stewing on this and she just answered

<v Speaker 1>her door and he just laid into her. He says

<v Speaker 1>he's sorry he ran out, but not sorry that he

<v Speaker 1>wants to be with her. She tells him she canceled

<v Speaker 1>the date. With Justin before she ran out after him,

<v Speaker 1>and if he can deal with taking things slow, they

<v Speaker 1>can do the damn thing.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Whoa healthy communication, baby.

<v Speaker 2>Let's go now? Can we please go inside? I'm freezing

<v Speaker 2>my butt off and I need my fluffer to warm

<v Speaker 2>me up. I narrow my eyes. Excuse me? She blinks innocently. Oh,

<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, did I say fluffer? Her smile lights up

<v Speaker 2>her whole face. I met boyfriend.

<v Speaker 5>Eow Ce two weeks.

<v Speaker 1>Past and things are going really well with the new

<v Speaker 1>happy couple, aside from Cass and MJ kicking Hannah out

<v Speaker 1>of the band.

<v Speaker 2>So she got kicked out.

<v Speaker 1>Remember MJ and Cass are dating now, and Hannah and

<v Speaker 1>Cass are butting heads on this recital thing, and since

<v Speaker 1>MJ is dating Cass, she's like, you know what, Hannah,

<v Speaker 1>I'm on Cass's side. You're out of the band. And

<v Speaker 1>now Hannah's going solo and she's taking Cass's cellist with her,

<v Speaker 1>Kim John. Un She practices for her performance for the

<v Speaker 1>next month, and one night she's up late working on

<v Speaker 1>it when Garrett texts asking if she's up. He lost

<v Speaker 1>the game tonight and is icing his entire torso so

<v Speaker 1>she calls him, Hey, I lean back against my pillow.

<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry I can't come over and kiss all your booboos,

<v Speaker 1>but I'm working on the song. It's okay, there's only

<v Speaker 1>one booboo I want you to kiss, and you sound

<v Speaker 1>too distracted for that. He pauses, I'm talking about my dick,

<v Speaker 1>by the way, I'd be like, yeah, I got it.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>She puts him on speaker and plays in the song

<v Speaker 1>she's working on, and then he asks her to come

<v Speaker 1>to Thanksgiving with him, and she tells him, of course

<v Speaker 1>she will, remember she doesn't have plans for Thanksgiving.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, go hang out with his shitty family.

<v Speaker 1>It's Thanksgiving, and they show up to the mansion dressed

<v Speaker 1>to the nines per his father's request. Hannah helps the

<v Speaker 1>new girlfriend in the kitchen and finds out that they

<v Speaker 1>almost immediately moved in together about a year ago, and

<v Speaker 1>he forced her to sell her company because he missed

<v Speaker 1>her too much. So he got a super hot, super successful,

<v Speaker 1>younger girlfriend and immediately was like, be my housewife. Then

<v Speaker 1>Hannah notices the bruising on this woman's wrists and knows

<v Speaker 1>that their relationship is completely toxic and abusive, and Garrett

<v Speaker 1>talks about how before his mom died, his dad was

<v Speaker 1>extremely abusive to his mom. During dinner, Garrett almost immediately

<v Speaker 1>picks up on the signs and now he's fucking pissed.

<v Speaker 1>As soon as everyone is done with their food, Garrett's like, Okay, well,

<v Speaker 1>we're leaving, but his dad pulls him aside and tells

<v Speaker 1>him that Hannah is a liability and that he's been

<v Speaker 1>playing like shit recently, and Garrett is like, yeah, well,

<v Speaker 1>I know you're beating the shit out of your little

<v Speaker 1>girlfriend and asks what the fuck is the matter with him?

<v Speaker 1>And he seriously needs fucking help before he hurts her

<v Speaker 1>more than he already has.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>Garrett goes to Hannah and asks her to wait in

<v Speaker 1>the car while he talks to Cindy, who's the girlfriend.

<v Speaker 1>He tells Cindy that he knows what's happening to her

<v Speaker 1>because it happened to him as a child and his

<v Speaker 1>mom too. He tells her it's not her fault and

<v Speaker 1>if she ever needs to talk, he's only a phone

<v Speaker 1>call away. She's shocked and says thank you, and then

<v Speaker 1>Garrett finally leaves. In the car, he tells Hannah he's

<v Speaker 1>scared that he's just like his dad. So she's like, okay,

<v Speaker 1>so what if I slept with the entire hockey team?

<v Speaker 2>What would you do?

<v Speaker 1>And he's like, I'd end it and walk out and

<v Speaker 1>she's like would you hit me? And he's like, of

<v Speaker 1>course not. And she's like boom, there you go, not

<v Speaker 1>like your dad. They pull over to have some car

<v Speaker 1>sex and he busts out a pack of condoms from

<v Speaker 1>the glove box and she's like, whoa, why do you

<v Speaker 1>have those there? And he's like, what if I'm driving

<v Speaker 1>and I see Kate Upton hitchhiking or something, and she's.

<v Speaker 2>Like, oh, so you like busty.

<v Speaker 1>Blondes and he says, no, I like busty brunettes.

<v Speaker 2>Good Save good, Save one in particular, who, by the way,

<v Speaker 2>also has curves to spare. My hands slide down to

<v Speaker 2>her waist in tiny hips, my palms underneath her and

<v Speaker 2>squeeze her round bottom and a grabbable ass. I move

<v Speaker 2>one hand between her legs and the tightest pussy on

<v Speaker 2>the planet. She shivers, You have the dirtiest mouth. Yeah,

<v Speaker 2>but you still love me. Her breath hitches, Yeah, I do.

<v Speaker 2>Her green eyes shine up at me. I love you.

<v Speaker 5>Cute.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her he loves her too, and it's the

<v Speaker 1>first time he's ever said that to a girl before.

<v Speaker 1>Then they make sweet sweet love cute see. A week later,

<v Speaker 1>Hannah heads to Garrett's game after her rehearsal. They win

<v Speaker 1>the game two to one, and when she's walking through

<v Speaker 1>the crowd looking for Garrett, she runs smack dab into

<v Speaker 1>the son of the guy her dad beat the shit

<v Speaker 1>out of that one time. The guy's name is Rob Delaney,

<v Speaker 1>which I thought was really funny because that's a comedian. Oh,

<v Speaker 1>very funny comedian.

<v Speaker 2>Rob Delaney. Check him out, Okay.

<v Speaker 1>Garrett finds her looking white, does a sheet, making eye

<v Speaker 1>contact with this dude and asks who he is. He

<v Speaker 1>assumes it's aarin and she says it's not, but it's

<v Speaker 1>his best friend. Garrett sees red and immediately goes after

<v Speaker 1>the guy, telling him he's a piece of shit rapist defender,

<v Speaker 1>and Bob tells him to go back to his slut girlfriend.

<v Speaker 1>He blacks out and beats the absolute shit out of Rob.

<v Speaker 1>He gets a one game suspension for starting a fight

<v Speaker 1>on school property. They went easy on him after Hannah

<v Speaker 1>explained to the coach who Rob was so they were like, oh,

<v Speaker 1>well you were defending your girlfriend. You can't play in

<v Speaker 1>the next game.

<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay.

<v Speaker 1>He goes over to Hannah after to apologize for what

<v Speaker 1>he did. She tells him the best revenge on people

<v Speaker 1>like that is just living a happy life knowing that

<v Speaker 1>they're just sorry excuses for human beings, which very mature.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>I could never No.

<v Speaker 1>They go to bed together and snuggle, while Garrett feels

<v Speaker 1>nothing but shame because remember, he is terrified of turning

<v Speaker 1>out like his dad. H The next day, at work,

<v Speaker 1>Hannah has a lovely visit from Garrett's father, who thinks

<v Speaker 1>that his son is being distracted by her and tells

<v Speaker 1>her that she will break up with Garrett with no

<v Speaker 1>further communication, or he will completely cut his.

<v Speaker 2>Son off financially. Oh my god, what a dick.

<v Speaker 1>She knows that even if she tells him what his

<v Speaker 1>father is up to, he'll pick her over the money

<v Speaker 1>and his life will be completely ruined. So she's backed

<v Speaker 1>into a corner and forced to comply, so she ghosts

<v Speaker 1>him for a few days, and when Garrett shows up

<v Speaker 1>at her door looking for answers, she ends things.

<v Speaker 2>Oh my fucking god, he.

<v Speaker 1>Thinks it's because of how he lost his temper with Rob,

<v Speaker 1>but she tells him it's just moving too fast and

<v Speaker 1>she wants to have the college experience and sew her

<v Speaker 1>wild oats. He calls her a fucking coward and leaves

<v Speaker 1>with his heart broken. He goes home to get shit faced.

<v Speaker 1>Hannah goes through the motions for the next week and

<v Speaker 1>she is absolutely miserable, but now it's time for her

<v Speaker 1>big showcase. She runs into Cass backstage and tells him

<v Speaker 1>to literally break a leg, and he calls her a bitch.

<v Speaker 1>She doesn't care. She doesn't care about anything right now.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah, go get your may ut.

<v Speaker 1>MJ finds her and apologizes to her and says that

<v Speaker 1>Cass broke up with her right after he got the solo,

<v Speaker 1>so Cass used her.

<v Speaker 2>And she told her.

<v Speaker 3>She's like, this is gonna happen, and MJ was like, no,

<v Speaker 3>I think he really likes me.

<v Speaker 2>No, we don't know, stupid bitch.

<v Speaker 1>She does her performance, thinking back on how she used

<v Speaker 1>to sing her song to Garrett, and she's shocked when

<v Speaker 1>the crowd goes silent and then gives her a standing

<v Speaker 1>ovation Slagh because she was in her feelings singing the

<v Speaker 1>song from her heart. As soon as it's over, she

<v Speaker 1>rushes out the exit, overcome with emotion, and runs smack

<v Speaker 1>dab into Garrett. He tells her she was amazing and

<v Speaker 1>asks how many guys she's been out with this week.

<v Speaker 1>She says none, and he's like, yeah, that's what I thought.

<v Speaker 1>And he's like, so, I've been thinking, and I'm convinced

<v Speaker 1>that you lied to me when you broke up with me.

<v Speaker 1>I don't know why, but I will find out.

<v Speaker 2>Tell him tell him now.

<v Speaker 1>She can't, or else he'll lose all his money. Between

<v Speaker 1>the showcase and Christmas break, she's run into Garrett a

<v Speaker 1>few times, and each time he's asked her how many

<v Speaker 1>guys she's been out with, and each time the answer

<v Speaker 1>is none. But luckily for her, she found a way

<v Speaker 1>to see her family for Christmas, so she'll finally get

<v Speaker 1>a break from seeing him all over campus. Her parents

<v Speaker 1>congratulate her on winning the scholarship for her performance, and

<v Speaker 1>she tells her mom about all of her woes. It's

<v Speaker 1>New Year's Eve, the day before Garrett's birthday, and she

<v Speaker 1>is miserable and spending it with her middle aged parents

<v Speaker 1>like she's just sitting in the living room watching the

<v Speaker 1>ball drop on TV, feeling pathetic.

<v Speaker 2>Oh god, that sounds terrible.

<v Speaker 1>And her dad finally looks at her and was like,

<v Speaker 1>just call the boy, Hannah, whoever this man is just

<v Speaker 1>fucking call him, yeah, dragging us down.

<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you're making us miserable.

<v Speaker 2>Call that man, get it back.

<v Speaker 1>She does and he answers immediately, and she tells him

<v Speaker 1>Happy birthday. He asks how many guys she's been seeing

<v Speaker 1>and she says a few, and he's like, cool, hope

<v Speaker 1>that's going well for you, and she says, yeah, I'm

<v Speaker 1>having a blast.

<v Speaker 2>Okay.

<v Speaker 1>He says nice, I'll see you in a few days

<v Speaker 1>and you can tell me all about it, and he

<v Speaker 1>hangs up. Back on campus a few days later, she

<v Speaker 1>tells herself she needs to publicly date someone, so Garrett

<v Speaker 1>finally buys her story. She tries to flirt with some

<v Speaker 1>guy she recognizes from class, but he treats her like

<v Speaker 1>she's diseased and basically runs.

<v Speaker 2>Away from her.

<v Speaker 4>Oh my god.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she walks up and she's like, hey, how's it going,

<v Speaker 1>and he's like.

<v Speaker 2>Ah, why are you talking to me? Eh? Oh my god.

<v Speaker 2>Then she runs into Justin.

<v Speaker 1>It's super awkward with no chemistry, and she apologizes to

<v Speaker 1>him for leading him on. She did like him, but

<v Speaker 1>she fell for Garrett and she's still in love with him.

<v Speaker 1>But if Justin wants to be friends, she'd love to

<v Speaker 1>hang out and talk. Hemingway, okay, he says he's down

<v Speaker 1>and to text him. Then she calls Ali's boyfriend Sean

<v Speaker 1>and is like, Hey, can you take me to a

<v Speaker 1>frat party and hook me up with one of those

<v Speaker 1>guys please? And he's like fuck No. First of all,

<v Speaker 1>Ali would kill me. And also Garrett told every guy

<v Speaker 1>on campus that if they even touch you, he'll kick

<v Speaker 1>their asses. So now she knows she's completely blacklisted.

<v Speaker 2>That is your man, and.

<v Speaker 1>That's why when she went up to that guy, he

<v Speaker 1>was like, Oh, don't fuck you talk to me.

<v Speaker 4>Ah, you gotta my ass kicked.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So she marches off to go find Garrett and

<v Speaker 1>give him a piece of her mind. The team just

<v Speaker 1>finished practice, so she finds him in the locker room.

<v Speaker 2>It bursts into the locker room and penises, Sweet Jesus,

<v Speaker 2>penises everywhere. Horace slams into me as I register what

<v Speaker 2>I'm seeing. Oh God, I've stumbled onto a penis convention.

<v Speaker 2>Big penises and small penises and fat penises and penis

<v Speaker 2>shaped penises. It doesn't matter which direction I moved my head,

<v Speaker 2>because everywhere I look I see penises. That's scary. Yeah, yeah,

<v Speaker 2>that sounds like a nightmare. Yeah, it sounds scary, scary, scary.

<v Speaker 1>She lays into Garrett and he admits it. He's also

<v Speaker 1>very pleased with himself and is like, I know you're

<v Speaker 1>in love with me, So I took preventive measures. So

<v Speaker 1>you didn't do something you regretted.

<v Speaker 2>Huh okay. He presses the issue.

<v Speaker 1>Asking why she broke up with him, but he's not

<v Speaker 1>buying her bullshit answers, so he grabs her and kisses

<v Speaker 1>her and she doesn't pull away. Finally, she tells him

<v Speaker 1>the truth. His father made her do it. Now he's pissed,

<v Speaker 1>and he says they're going somewhere to talk and she'll

<v Speaker 1>tell him every word that son of a bitch said.

<v Speaker 1>They go back to her dorm and she spills the beans.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her it's a shame they missed out on

<v Speaker 1>a whole month because of this. She says she couldn't

<v Speaker 1>let him fuck his life up and lose out on

<v Speaker 1>hockey because his dad cut him off, and he's like, girl,

<v Speaker 1>I got a fat inheritance on my birthday for my

<v Speaker 1>grandparents that my dad doesn't know about. I sent him

<v Speaker 1>a check and paid back everything he ever gave me,

<v Speaker 1>and I'm still rich as shit.

<v Speaker 2>Oh fuck yeah.

<v Speaker 1>She feels dumb as hell and apologizes, and he says

<v Speaker 1>he understands why she did it.

<v Speaker 2>He snickers, It's okay. At least you're hot, and don't

<v Speaker 2>get me started on your stripper tits. I squeak, and

<v Speaker 2>when he suddenly cups my breast over my sweater and

<v Speaker 2>gives them a hearty squeeze, he makes a contented little

<v Speaker 2>noise as he rubs his palms over my quickly hardening nipples.

<v Speaker 2>Oh I've missed these, you don't know how fucking much.

<v Speaker 2>And he's always telling her she has stripper tits. Stripper tits?

<v Speaker 2>Is that a compliment? I guess? Yeah?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he loves her stripper tits, he says, as far

<v Speaker 1>as he's concerned, they never broke up and now it's

<v Speaker 1>time to fuck and make up.

<v Speaker 2>All is right in the world again. The end Wow

<v Speaker 2>kuts he so ridley. How many red pepper emogies do

<v Speaker 2>you give this one. I think I give this one

<v Speaker 2>for Okay, it was cute and do you think it

<v Speaker 2>is sexy too? He's a good one. He's a good man.

<v Speaker 2>He's a good man, Savannah. Would you trade places with Hannah?

<v Speaker 3>Sure?

<v Speaker 2>Why not?

<v Speaker 1>And next week we're telling Riley all about Burn for

<v Speaker 1>Me by Lauren Blakeley, and we're gonna have her look

<v Speaker 1>at the cover and give us her best guess on

<v Speaker 1>what it might be about. It's just got a man

<v Speaker 1>on the cover, a ripped man, and it says burn

<v Speaker 1>for Me.

<v Speaker 2>She's the one fire he can't put out. Oh my god, Okay,

<v Speaker 2>I feel like it's gonna be this girl she lives

<v Speaker 2>in town. This guy, he lives in town. He's a firefighter.

<v Speaker 2>Her building, her apartment, catches fire. He comes and helps her.

<v Speaker 2>They build a connection. And then let's say another building

<v Speaker 2>she works at catches fire. They meet again and they

<v Speaker 2>just build a budding romance. But then something happens at

<v Speaker 2>his job, in a fire, and she must be there

<v Speaker 2>for him.

<v Speaker 5>It sounds like she's starting the fires in the.

<v Speaker 2>Sea, an arsonist firefighter romance. I mean, she's the one

<v Speaker 2>fire he can't put out because she just keeps setting

<v Speaker 2>fires I must see him again. How do I do?

<v Speaker 2>How do I do? He's a firefighter and they both

<v Speaker 2>live in town. Okay, well we'll find out next week.

<v Speaker 2>Yes we will, all right.

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