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<v Speaker 3>Trigger warnings are violence, sex, trafficking, non con rape, described

<v Speaker 3>sexual soult, described knife play, blood, psychological manipulation, Stockholm syndrome, death,

<v Speaker 3>suicidal thoughts, depression, panic attacks, trauma, kidnapping, plane crash, murder,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna imagine somebody's like, oh plane crash, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>we're telling Riley all about Red Rabbit by Devin Rivers

<v Speaker 1>and how many stars that you guys give it on

<v Speaker 1>good Reads?

<v Speaker 3>I gave it a three. I like the first quarter

<v Speaker 3>of it a lot, and I wish the book was

<v Speaker 3>about that only yeah, and the ending I got yeah

<v Speaker 3>issues with it.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I give it a four and a half.

<v Speaker 2>I legitimately think I have Stockholm syndrome from it. But

<v Speaker 2>that's why I gave it such a high review, because

<v Speaker 2>I really like books that fuck with your head and

<v Speaker 2>you're just like, why the fuck do I like this?

<v Speaker 2>You know? Yeah?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I gave it a three and a half. This

<v Speaker 1>would have been a four and a half five star if,

<v Speaker 1>like Shelby said, the whole story was just the first

<v Speaker 1>chunk of the book because oh my god, that is

<v Speaker 1>my shit. Yeah, but once it gets into the super

<v Speaker 1>dark stuff and then the ending, I was like, oh

<v Speaker 1>my fucking god, the ending is infuriating and we will

<v Speaker 1>have to discuss it when we get there, but it's

<v Speaker 1>absolutely fucking infuriating.

<v Speaker 3>I want her to write the beginning for a whole

<v Speaker 3>book because it was like watching Lost. Yeah, I fuck

<v Speaker 3>with Loss, Okay, I want to read about some lost romance.

<v Speaker 1>Like a survivalist romance I love, like Claire Kent Last

<v Speaker 1>Light a Chef's Kiss, and I thought that's what was

<v Speaker 1>gonna happen. I mean, obviously minus the zombies. We start

<v Speaker 1>with our female main character, Kaylin, who is being berated

<v Speaker 1>on the phone by her shitty fiance Tyler, and she's

<v Speaker 1>currently boarding her flight from the Arctic Circle back home

<v Speaker 1>to New York. And I guess she was visiting one

<v Speaker 1>of her girlfriends in the Arctic Circle. In the Arctic Circle,

<v Speaker 1>what is that? Where's that the top of the globe?

<v Speaker 1>Is that an Arctica?

<v Speaker 3>No, that's the bottom.

<v Speaker 1>Tyler's accusing her of cheating on him and hiding her

<v Speaker 1>engagement ring in a photo she posted, and dressing too scandalously,

<v Speaker 1>so he's one of those ew what a deue. She

<v Speaker 1>tells him she has to go because her plane is boarding,

<v Speaker 1>and this plane nightmare fuel. It's a tiny bush plane

<v Speaker 1>that she's going to be going from the Arctic Circle

<v Speaker 1>to New York City. It sounds like it seats like

<v Speaker 1>six people.

<v Speaker 3>Maybe I didn't even know that bushplanes do that long

<v Speaker 3>of a distance.

<v Speaker 1>She might be going to like Canada and then flying,

<v Speaker 1>but bushplanes, I can't. She notices a man being escorted

<v Speaker 1>in handcuffed by an air marshal who also boards the plane.

<v Speaker 1>But she also notices this man as hot as hell

<v Speaker 1>and dangerous looking, and he's seated right behind her because

<v Speaker 1>obviously there's like two seats on this plane. So oh

<v Speaker 1>of course they take off and she eventually calms her

<v Speaker 1>nerves enough to take a nap. She wakes up three

<v Speaker 1>hours later to crazy turbulence and the captain is like, hey,

<v Speaker 1>this is fine, and then they nose dive and they crash.

<v Speaker 1>I'm never getting on a plane again. Caylen is knocked

<v Speaker 1>out on impact, but wakes up and sees the pilot

<v Speaker 1>was impaled by the propeller. He's dead. Water's filling the cabin,

<v Speaker 1>and the air marshal is dead too, and it's just

<v Speaker 1>her and the prisoner. He's unconscious, but he's alive. She

<v Speaker 1>grabs him and drags him toward the busted out front

<v Speaker 1>window before they both drown. She drags him toward the

<v Speaker 1>bank of the small mountain lake that they crashed into.

<v Speaker 1>So thankfully then like crash into the ocean or something.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, so scary. Caylin swims back to the

<v Speaker 1>plane and retrieves a crate of supplies, starts a fire

<v Speaker 1>on shore, and now she's fully exhausted. So she is

<v Speaker 1>a girl who just takes care of business, Yeah she is.

<v Speaker 1>And this guy's just snoozing on the shore. I think

<v Speaker 1>I'd still be sitting there being like, oh make I'd

<v Speaker 1>still be in the plane. Yeah, oh well, I'd be like,

<v Speaker 1>where's a stick or something I can stab myself with?

<v Speaker 1>I'm not doing that. Our male main character wakes up

<v Speaker 1>and we learned that his name is Graham. There's a

<v Speaker 1>woman in a bra stitching up a gash on her arm,

<v Speaker 1>and he asks what happened and she says that everyone

<v Speaker 1>else is dead. He notices he's still handcuffed, and he's like, hey,

<v Speaker 1>did you get the keys perchance? And she's like, nope,

<v Speaker 1>I don't know what you did and if you're dangerous,

<v Speaker 1>so the key is still on the plane. Smart also

<v Speaker 1>like if he fucking asked me, did you get the key?

<v Speaker 1>But no, bitch, we fucking crashed. No, I didn't get

<v Speaker 1>a fucking key for your handcuff. I don't give a

<v Speaker 1>shit about your keys. Literally, fuck you. He makes a

<v Speaker 1>dig at her about how he overheard her conversation with

<v Speaker 1>her fiance and how her fiance sounds like a real

<v Speaker 1>piece of shit. He starts to bang his handcuffs on

<v Speaker 1>a rock and she's like, oh my god. Fine, I

<v Speaker 1>have the key, but before I free you, I need

<v Speaker 1>to know we're working together to get out of here.

<v Speaker 1>He says okay, and she unlocks his cuffs and he's like,

<v Speaker 1>just so you know, I am dangerous, but you saved

<v Speaker 1>my life, so I owe you. She swims back to

<v Speaker 1>the plane to look for the black box, but it's gone.

<v Speaker 1>She does find some more supplies, but whoopsie, there's only

<v Speaker 1>one sleeping bag. Oh no, what are you guys gonna

<v Speaker 1>do squeeze into one sleeping bag. He goes through the

<v Speaker 1>new crate she brought and she's super sketched out when

<v Speaker 1>he pulls out a gun given his history. They find

<v Speaker 1>a medkit, so she gives him some stitches that he

<v Speaker 1>barely even flinches for. They decide to get some shut

<v Speaker 1>out because when it's morning time, they're going hiking after

<v Speaker 1>a restless night. They're off and he starts making comments

<v Speaker 1>about her shitty fiance again, like he's not letting it go.

<v Speaker 1>He's just like, hey, your fiance sounds horrible. He sucks.

<v Speaker 1>She says that he's just a little bit controlling, but

<v Speaker 1>Grandma's like, you can be controlled without being an asshole.

<v Speaker 1>They make it to a peak, but it's wilderness as

<v Speaker 1>far as the eye can see, and Kaylan's like, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>we are so fucked. They set up camp and as

<v Speaker 1>she scoots into the sleeping bag, she's like, just don't

<v Speaker 1>touch me. Don't worry, sweetheart, I said as I turned

<v Speaker 1>my back to her. When I touch you, it'll only

<v Speaker 1>be after you beg me too. I mean, they're the

<v Speaker 1>only two people here.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do it?

<v Speaker 1>You have to share a sleeping bag. It's already been

<v Speaker 1>two days. Yeah, that's plenty of time. The next day,

<v Speaker 1>they continue their exploring, and once again Grahama's making digs

<v Speaker 1>about Tyler and how he probably sucks in bed not

<v Speaker 1>letting it go at all. I feel like I'd be like, okay,

<v Speaker 1>oh my god, stop, let it go at least I

<v Speaker 1>didn't have handcuffs on me. Yeah, criminal. Tyler is a

<v Speaker 1>wonderful lover. See again, wonderful lover just doesn't do it

<v Speaker 1>for me. It doesn't scream sex God. Oh, and you're

<v Speaker 1>such an expert. Women often use my name interchangeably with God.

<v Speaker 1>So yes, he said, dryly, Okay, that's so cringey. I

<v Speaker 1>hate when they're like I am gone, when they're like,

<v Speaker 1>oh my god, they're like, you called me baby Enna. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>you don't like that.

<v Speaker 2>I think it's cringey. When he's like, there's no gud here,

<v Speaker 2>Baby's just me.

<v Speaker 1>As they walk, she's talking about how boring this is,

<v Speaker 1>and he's like, this is beautiful. You're just not paying attention.

<v Speaker 1>She looks around and sees that he's right. This wilderness

<v Speaker 1>is actually super beautiful. After two days of hiking, they're

<v Speaker 1>starting to feel the effects of their wild last few days,

<v Speaker 1>Graham goes out to try and find some plants to

<v Speaker 1>help with their aches and pains. Since he's a super

<v Speaker 1>outdoorsy guy, he catches a couple of fish with a

<v Speaker 1>makeshift spear, and as Kaylen cooks the fish over a fire,

<v Speaker 1>she also tends to his wounds. But the contact has

<v Speaker 1>Graham thinking about how hot this woman is. And I

<v Speaker 1>also really like the fact that this woman is in

<v Speaker 1>her late thirties. She's not early twenties, she's thirty eight. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>I like that the food is delicious, and she uses

<v Speaker 1>the last of her phone battery to take a picture

<v Speaker 1>of the scenery since they don't have any hope of

<v Speaker 1>getting a signal. As they sit by the fire, she's like, damn,

<v Speaker 1>this guy's so hot. And the next day they catch

<v Speaker 1>more fish, and even Cayln is able to catch and

<v Speaker 1>kill one of her own. They find some blueberries growing

<v Speaker 1>and they have themselves a nice little feast. That night,

<v Speaker 1>they're snoozing in the tent and Caylen is woken up

<v Speaker 1>by something rustling around outside the tent and she smacks

<v Speaker 1>Graham awake. He's like, it's probably a bear and does

<v Speaker 1>the goofy hey bear thing. Where he's like, hey bear,

<v Speaker 1>The bear scurries off and they have a restless night's sleep.

<v Speaker 1>The next morning, Graham accidentally walks up on Caitln washing

<v Speaker 1>up in the river, and he's blessed with witnessing the

<v Speaker 1>most perfect as and tits he's ever seen.

<v Speaker 3>Oh nice.

<v Speaker 1>She doesn't even shy away and just asks for a

<v Speaker 1>blanket to dry off with, and he randomly blurts out

<v Speaker 1>that she's not his type. She's like, can you get

<v Speaker 1>me the blanket? And he's like, you're not my type,

<v Speaker 1>and then like fuck you hand me a banket. She

<v Speaker 1>walks up to him completely naked, snatches the blanket from him,

<v Speaker 1>and tells him he's a liar. Now he's like, damn,

<v Speaker 1>this girl's fiance doesn't deserve her. She deserves to be worshiped.

<v Speaker 1>And now he's like, yeah, we're gonna be fucking at

<v Speaker 1>some point before this ordeal's done. They smoke enough fish

<v Speaker 1>to last a week and head back out into the wilderness.

<v Speaker 1>It starts dumping rain as they walk, and when she

<v Speaker 1>falls down, Graham tells her not to twist an ankle

<v Speaker 1>or he's leaving her ass behind, which rude as fuck.

<v Speaker 1>She saved your life. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>Literally.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah. They get the tent up for the night, but

<v Speaker 1>no fire. Since everything's all soggy, they have to get

<v Speaker 1>in their undies and huddle together for body heat. Oh

<v Speaker 1>is someone gonna get a boner?

<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

<v Speaker 1>Cayln wakes up in the middle of the night tangled

<v Speaker 1>up with Graham and he's touching a sensitive spot on

<v Speaker 1>her hip bone that makes her super soky. Yeah, it's

<v Speaker 1>like literally on the side of her hip.

<v Speaker 3>I feel like that's not a very erotic spot.

<v Speaker 1>I get it because the minute Andrew kisses my neck

<v Speaker 1>just a gentle, just a nice little peck, I'm like, ugh,

<v Speaker 1>whip it out, give me your dick. She tells him

<v Speaker 1>to move his hand, but he just slips it lower,

<v Speaker 1>circling it under the waistband of her damp panties. Oh wow,

<v Speaker 1>am I buried my face into his chin and pressed

<v Speaker 1>my hips against his leg. I knew my panties would

<v Speaker 1>be wet. I wondered at what point he'd be able

<v Speaker 1>to feel it. No, it came out as a breathless moan.

<v Speaker 1>I moved my leg up a little further and my

<v Speaker 1>thigh lightly brushed his cock, now hard in his boxer breefs. Yes, no,

<v Speaker 1>you're not making sense, he teased. I heard the barest

<v Speaker 1>catch in his breath. Then you're wet for me right now,

<v Speaker 1>aren't you. Yeah, yeah, you touched my hip. My hip

<v Speaker 1>glitter is Finally, She's like, please, Graham touch me. He

<v Speaker 1>tells her. If he starts, he won't stop, and she

<v Speaker 1>says good. He rolls on top of her and they

<v Speaker 1>do some dry humping, and he leans down, kissing her

<v Speaker 1>as he presses two fingers inside of her. He kisses

<v Speaker 1>down her stomach and pushes her panties to the side

<v Speaker 1>to eat her out. My fingers slide in and out

<v Speaker 1>against her g spot, and I felt her tighten around

<v Speaker 1>them as she grew even wetter. She was going to

<v Speaker 1>feel amazing around my dick. I could feel my arousal

<v Speaker 1>already straining against the fabric of my boxer briefs, and

<v Speaker 1>I wanted so badly to slam inside her right now,

<v Speaker 1>but I needed to see her come first, and I

<v Speaker 1>wanted my name on our see this part of the book.

<v Speaker 1>I was like, Yes, I could read a whole book

<v Speaker 1>of this. Yeah, this is good. He edges her a

<v Speaker 1>little bit and tells her how good she tastes, and

<v Speaker 1>I just put in parentheses. How they have been hiking

<v Speaker 1>for like five days in the wilderness. She is stinky

<v Speaker 1>and I know it. Yeah, they're bathing in a river,

<v Speaker 1>same Undie's. It is pungent down there. Yep, you're so wet,

<v Speaker 1>you're dripping. I whispered, my breath on her clip made

<v Speaker 1>a shiver rush through her. Tell me how bad you

<v Speaker 1>want to come, Princess, I said. I pushed my fingers

<v Speaker 1>in and out, curling them as they slowly dragged them out.

<v Speaker 1>Oh god, she gasped. That's right, I said. Her eyes

<v Speaker 1>locked with mine, and I saw the moment we both

<v Speaker 1>felt the fire rupped between us. Pray to me, baby girl. Eh, yeah, see,

<v Speaker 1>don't say that. She comes on his tongue and fingers,

<v Speaker 1>and he shoves his fingers inside of her mouth. He

<v Speaker 1>pulls out his dick and slides into her, and he

<v Speaker 1>chokes her a little bit as he fucks her and

<v Speaker 1>commands her to come again. She does, and he tells

<v Speaker 1>her she's a good girl. He comes, and then she freezes,

<v Speaker 1>saying she's going for a walk. He lets her go,

<v Speaker 1>and then he hears her scream when he finds her

<v Speaker 1>she's surrounded by five men with assault rifles. This is

<v Speaker 1>where the book takes a turn for the worst. Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>A sixth man walks out and is like, Wolf, what

<v Speaker 1>are you doing here? And Grandma's like, oh my god, Cooper.

<v Speaker 1>These two men know each other, and they don't even

<v Speaker 1>know where they are. No, no, no, They're like in

<v Speaker 1>the middle of nowhere. And these guys are just like hey, dude, yeah, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>what the fuck. They're old buddies. But Cooper's like, I

<v Speaker 1>can't let your girl go, sorry, guy, And Grandma's like, ey, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>that's not happening. But Cooper's like, hey, she's way too

<v Speaker 1>profitable for me to let her go. He points Graham

<v Speaker 1>towards a service station he can walk to in a

<v Speaker 1>few weeks, but says that's all he can do for him.

<v Speaker 1>So he's like, walk that way for three weeks. Call someone.

<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

<v Speaker 1>I'm taking her, but I'll see you later, right, call

<v Speaker 1>me when you get home. Yeah. Cooper says if he

<v Speaker 1>comes after Caylan, he'll have to kill him. Friends are not.

<v Speaker 1>Cooper and his men leave with Kaylan, but Graham is

<v Speaker 1>determined to follow them and save her. As they walk

<v Speaker 1>one of the men slaps Kaylan, so she books it.

<v Speaker 1>He tackles her down and goes to zip tie her wrists.

<v Speaker 1>Before he can, he's taken down his Graham barrels through

<v Speaker 1>the trees. She hears a shotgun and Graham falls to

<v Speaker 1>his knees as she screams his name, and she's pulled

<v Speaker 1>away from him. She's zip tied, and then they leave

<v Speaker 1>Graham lying in the dirt to die. They bring her

<v Speaker 1>to a compound that they call the Warren, and Cooper

<v Speaker 1>says she'll be auctioned off tomorrow. They force her to shower, shave,

<v Speaker 1>and put on a thin white T shirt dress. They

<v Speaker 1>restrain her and a nurse inserts a tracker and an

<v Speaker 1>ID into her forearm. Jesus Christ, you can see where

<v Speaker 1>this book is going now.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>They ask if she's on birth control and she says yes,

<v Speaker 1>she has an IUD. Then they show a pill at her,

<v Speaker 1>telling her it'll help with her integration process. She's put

<v Speaker 1>into a cell and she can see tons of other women.

<v Speaker 1>Now she knows she's been kidnapped by human traffickers.

<v Speaker 3>Ah.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, this part I was just like.

<v Speaker 2>In the middle of nowhere, Like I was like, what

<v Speaker 2>the fuck like, what.

<v Speaker 1>Are the odds? Yeah, the drugs kick in and she's

<v Speaker 1>vaguely aware of being raped by a guard that night. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>and book is pretty much this, so buckle up. The

<v Speaker 1>next morning, she's tased, stripped, collared, and sent off to

<v Speaker 1>the auction. The caller comes with a remote that her

<v Speaker 1>guards can use to electrocute her whenever they want.

<v Speaker 3>Swearing a literal shot collar yeah.

<v Speaker 1>Cooper tells her that whoever bids the highest for her

<v Speaker 1>gets her for five days and they can do whatever

<v Speaker 1>they want to her in that time. Her and the

<v Speaker 1>nineteen other women are dragged backstage and Cooper announces he

<v Speaker 1>has a new bunny up for auction. He drags Kaylen

<v Speaker 1>out and degrades her on stage in front of a

<v Speaker 1>room full of old rich men. Like he's like bending

<v Speaker 1>her over, she's not wearing panties. He's like putting his

<v Speaker 1>fingers inside of her. Oh god, Yeah, she's sold for

<v Speaker 1>five point five million dollars for five days.

<v Speaker 3>For that person to do whatever they want.

<v Speaker 1>What the fuck. She's taken to an atrium where the

<v Speaker 1>man who bid on her holds her remote and tells

<v Speaker 1>her to run so he can chase her. She has

<v Speaker 1>no choice, but she obviously doesn't get away, and he

<v Speaker 1>also rapes her. After it's over, she's taken to the

<v Speaker 1>showers and she's assaulted by another guard. And is this

<v Speaker 1>like in the book all in detail? Yes, yes, it's

<v Speaker 1>very detailed in the book. She's angry and also numb,

<v Speaker 1>and I just have in my notes this poor fucking woman.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, you survive a fucking plane crash to be here.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah. She's brought to a well decorated suite where her

<v Speaker 1>rapist is waiting for her, and we learned that his

<v Speaker 1>name is Craven. He rapes her again and then orders

<v Speaker 1>her food because she hasn't eaten. He again rapes her,

<v Speaker 1>but is gentle about it, which is confusing to her

<v Speaker 1>as he insists that she comes what the fuck, which

<v Speaker 1>I feel like is psychological warfare because your body's betraying you. Yeah.

<v Speaker 1>He tells her for the next week, nobody but him

<v Speaker 1>is to touch her, and if they do, she is

<v Speaker 1>to tell him immediately. She agrees, and then her guard

<v Speaker 1>sal comes in and pulls her out of the room.

<v Speaker 3>The next morning, Craven sends her breakfast, just like he

<v Speaker 3>promised he would. When she's done with her breakfast, she

<v Speaker 3>is assaulted again by a guard and told to keep

<v Speaker 3>quiet or her life will become.

<v Speaker 1>A living hell.

<v Speaker 3>She's then scorted into Craven's room, where he has her

<v Speaker 3>gets dressed in a very revealing outfit, but once she's dressed,

<v Speaker 3>he could barely see her outfit past the red marks

<v Speaker 3>from the zip ties that the guards put on her

<v Speaker 3>before they assaulted her, so he knows someone touched her.

<v Speaker 3>He demands to know what happened to her, and she

<v Speaker 3>says that she can't say or she's gonna be hurt.

<v Speaker 3>She wants to know why he cares so much, because

<v Speaker 3>he's not going to be at the compound forever and

<v Speaker 3>she's gonna have to be here to deal with this

<v Speaker 3>once he's gone. He tells her not to worry about it,

<v Speaker 3>but it will be handled, and now they have somewhere

<v Speaker 3>to be, they go to a sitting room where Craven

<v Speaker 3>talks to two other men who also have women with them.

<v Speaker 3>Everything they speak about is absolutely disgusting, but they talk

<v Speaker 3>about it so casually and it re lights Caylen's anger.

<v Speaker 3>Like this whole time, she's been off and on, angry

<v Speaker 3>and just like shut down, but now she's like fucking

<v Speaker 3>lived again. While they're in this sitting room, more fucked

<v Speaker 3>up stuff happens to the other girls, including some knife play,

<v Speaker 3>and Caylen has to excuse herself to the restroom and.

<v Speaker 1>She vomits everywhere. How could you not?

<v Speaker 3>And it's very descriptive on the knife play. Very Once

<v Speaker 3>she's back, Craven starts touching her and then sells her

<v Speaker 3>to one of the other men for six hundred thousand

<v Speaker 3>dollars for only five minutes. So he just made six

<v Speaker 3>hundred thousand dollars for five minutes of that person touching her.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I have no words.

<v Speaker 3>The man goes down on her and he's six hundred

<v Speaker 3>k richer. The men then go to dinner before the

<v Speaker 3>games begin, and her guards take her away. She's undressed

<v Speaker 3>and her collar lights up before she's pushed into the

<v Speaker 3>forest for Craven to chase her again. Craven isn't the

<v Speaker 3>one to find her, though. Unfortunately Roger, the knife place

<v Speaker 3>Sadist is and he cuts her, making her bleed before

<v Speaker 3>telling her that he'll see her again very soon. Craven

<v Speaker 3>finds her conscious, thankfully, in a bloody mess, and he

<v Speaker 3>asks if it was Roger and she says yes and

<v Speaker 3>he just walks away. He storms away pissed. A little

<v Speaker 3>while later, she's in Craven's sweet when he bursts through

<v Speaker 3>the door. He's covered in Roger's blood and tells her

<v Speaker 3>that he won't be touching her again and if he does,

<v Speaker 3>he will kill him.

<v Speaker 1>Thanks, I guess yeah.

<v Speaker 3>They shower and he washes her before he starts assaulting

<v Speaker 3>her some more. Then her guards are there to take

<v Speaker 3>her back to her cell. Craven lets them know that

<v Speaker 3>she's allowed to keep her towel on and she can

<v Speaker 3>walk by herself unassisted, not to touch her. The next day,

<v Speaker 3>they bring her back to Craven's room and he assaults

<v Speaker 3>her multiple times, but they're getting scrambled in her brain

<v Speaker 3>and her stockholm cinder is kicking in. When he's done,

<v Speaker 3>he showers and he says that he'll be right back.

<v Speaker 3>He wants her to clean up, and then he's out

<v Speaker 3>the door.

<v Speaker 1>So at this point and she's like, Okay, maybe I

<v Speaker 1>do kind of like this, like yeah, yeah, oh god, poor.

<v Speaker 3>Like she wants to not like it anymore, but she's like,

<v Speaker 3>I don't want to say enjoying it, But she's not

<v Speaker 3>like fighting it.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>When he gets back, he gives her dress and tells

<v Speaker 3>her to put it on because they're going to go

<v Speaker 3>to a dinner. After dinner, she's escorted away and she

<v Speaker 3>assumes that she's going back to her cell, but she

<v Speaker 3>notices that the guards are taking her through a different

<v Speaker 3>pathway and to a room that she's never been to before.

<v Speaker 3>They tie her up to a pole in the middle

<v Speaker 3>of the room, and she panics when Roger steps through

<v Speaker 3>the door, and she knows that he's there for revenge. No,

<v Speaker 3>and she does not know if she's gonna make it

<v Speaker 3>until morning time. After a night of complete torture, Craven

<v Speaker 3>and the guards burst in and Roger dies. Because Craven

<v Speaker 3>doesn't make idle threats, he literally uses the knife that

<v Speaker 3>was used on Kaylin and slips Roger's throat right in

<v Speaker 3>front of her.

<v Speaker 1>Good even though they should like all be killed, but like,

<v Speaker 1>I guess that's one less and that's kind of where

<v Speaker 1>it messes your head because all of these men are

<v Speaker 1>so horrible, And then Craven does like a couple of

<v Speaker 1>nice I guess things that he's the lesser of all

<v Speaker 1>of the evils, So you're kind of like rooting for

<v Speaker 1>him even though he's just as bad as them. Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>Craven gets her to his room, cleans her, and lets

<v Speaker 3>her sleep. She wakes up to him reading and he's

<v Speaker 3>ready fuck her some more. You were tortured for twenty

<v Speaker 3>four hours.

<v Speaker 1>Nah, baby, I paid my money for you. Yeah, yeah,

<v Speaker 1>gonna fuck.

<v Speaker 3>Once they get done, he gets her food delivered and

<v Speaker 3>then leaves for a couple hours. Once he's back, he

<v Speaker 3>continues to assault her again, but this time is when

<v Speaker 3>she feels like an emotional shift with him, like it's

<v Speaker 3>actually even though it is assault, it feels more like, oh,

<v Speaker 3>I hate the term making love. Like he's very sweet,

<v Speaker 3>very gentle, like a lot of eye contact, such a

<v Speaker 3>mind fuck. When it's done, they go to bed, knowing

<v Speaker 3>that tomorrow's his last day here and she's gonna be

<v Speaker 3>thrown back to the wolves in the morning. They fuck

<v Speaker 3>one more time and she begs him to take her

<v Speaker 3>with him, and he says that he'll talk to Cooper,

<v Speaker 3>but he can't promise her anything, and then he's gone

<v Speaker 3>and she's back in herself. It's been two weeks since

<v Speaker 3>he left. She's assaulted by one of the guards. They

<v Speaker 3>vandal every single day, but the deal was Craven paid

<v Speaker 3>this guy to be the one to like protect her,

<v Speaker 3>so he assaults her once a day and no other

<v Speaker 3>guard can touch her. Okay, She's summoned to Cooper's office,

<v Speaker 3>gets assaulted by Cooper, and then told that she will

<v Speaker 3>be auctioned in one week. It's been a week again.

<v Speaker 3>She's seen Vandal every single day and she's even been

<v Speaker 3>assaulted by Cooper multiple times. She's bought, and on her

<v Speaker 3>first night with this new man, she's taken to the

<v Speaker 3>Red Room aka the BDSM punishment Room. Her new U

<v Speaker 3>I hate that I put this in here, but it's

<v Speaker 3>what it is. Her new owner for five days is

<v Speaker 3>named Paxton, and she is to address him as sir.

<v Speaker 3>And then he gets to work on breaking her in

<v Speaker 3>with his flogger over and over and over again until

<v Speaker 3>he's finally ready to assault her. He leaves and the

<v Speaker 3>guards carry her back to her cell. Later that night,

<v Speaker 3>she's brought back to him, given a dress and a

<v Speaker 3>caller and they go to cocktail hour and the caller

<v Speaker 3>is different than her shot collar. It's like an actual

<v Speaker 3>dog collar with the leash and.

<v Speaker 1>He walks her on the leash.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like this man.

<v Speaker 1>Is horrible, like fucking horrible. That's when it gets super weird.

<v Speaker 1>At this whole book just made my thoughts go weird.

<v Speaker 1>So I was like, bring her back to Craven Yeah, yeah, syndrome.

<v Speaker 3>Cocktail hour and dinner do not go as he planned,

<v Speaker 3>and she wasn't obedient enough, So back in his room,

<v Speaker 3>he tells her just that, and then he brutally assaults her.

<v Speaker 3>He dismisses her like she's trash afterwards, and she doesn't

<v Speaker 3>know if she's going to survive five whole days of this.

<v Speaker 3>The next day is worse than the first, and he

<v Speaker 3>almost kills her from the brutality of the torture. She

<v Speaker 3>wakes bandaged in her cell and hears someone calling her name,

<v Speaker 3>but she does not have the energy to respond. Later

<v Speaker 3>that day, she wakes up to Paxton standing over her,

<v Speaker 3>saying that he now has supervised visits with her since

<v Speaker 3>he damaged Cooper's goods too extensively.

<v Speaker 1>So so bad that even the piece of shit owner

<v Speaker 1>of this operation was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa too

<v Speaker 1>far man.

<v Speaker 2>He was like stabbing her while he was raping her.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Like it's so graphically detailed. I wish I just

<v Speaker 2>didn't read that.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you have to like dissociate while you read. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>this would put me in a spiral if I was

<v Speaker 1>reading it, I think, yeah. Yeah.

<v Speaker 3>She's assaulted by Paxton and tortured again until she blacks out.

<v Speaker 3>When she comes to the guards are dead and she

<v Speaker 3>hears running water and knows Paxton is gonna kill her next,

<v Speaker 3>but she can't move. When she hears footsteps, she tries

<v Speaker 3>to drag herself away from the bed, but a voice

<v Speaker 3>tells her it's okay. He's here to save her, and

<v Speaker 3>it's Graham Kamn.

<v Speaker 1>He came back. Where have you been, my little criminal?

<v Speaker 3>While she thought he was dead, remember, because he got shot.

<v Speaker 1>That's right, that's right.

<v Speaker 3>He holds her as she completely breaks apart. Once she's

<v Speaker 3>calmed down a bit, she asks where Paxton is and

<v Speaker 3>he's like, oh, he's dead over there.

<v Speaker 1>That'sn't worry about him.

<v Speaker 3>He gets her dressed and hands her gun and says

<v Speaker 3>that it's time for them to go. They go to

<v Speaker 3>the command room so she can fuck with some stuff

<v Speaker 3>to help them escape. Oh yeah, she's like some badass

<v Speaker 3>military tech person. So she's like, hella smart.

<v Speaker 1>I think she's CEO of a military tech company.

<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah, SLI girl, SLI women.

<v Speaker 1>Instead, she's a really really cool FMC. Yeah she is.

<v Speaker 3>Hell Yah. On their way to the command room, he

<v Speaker 3>kills multiple guards with trained precision from his military days,

<v Speaker 3>and she's starting to see him for who he is,

<v Speaker 3>because before he didn't say like that he was a

<v Speaker 3>retired military person. He just said that he was an

<v Speaker 3>outdoor survivalist guide. Mmm, so things are clicking okay. As

<v Speaker 3>she works on the computer, Cooper goes on the radio

<v Speaker 3>and says that he knows Graham is there. She pulls

<v Speaker 3>the security footage of some human test labs, and Cooper

<v Speaker 3>tells Graham that he needs Kaylan because she's the best.

<v Speaker 3>She can help him develop superhumans for the military. So

<v Speaker 3>this whole human trafficking thing is to fund this project

<v Speaker 3>that Cooper's doing, where if someone as smart as Kaylan

<v Speaker 3>can make a chip to put into people to turn

<v Speaker 3>off their emotions. That way when they're getting tortured, if

<v Speaker 3>they are captured in combat, they will not break, They

<v Speaker 3>will not say shit, nothing.

<v Speaker 2>They won't suffer.

<v Speaker 1>Ah, because that happened to him. That's why he's all

<v Speaker 1>fucked up.

<v Speaker 3>For Graham and they're one other friend. They were in

<v Speaker 3>it together.

<v Speaker 1>Brother, I think.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they all got tortured. One of them dies, and

<v Speaker 3>Cooper and Graham were the only two left. And Cooper's like,

<v Speaker 3>hey man, this is why I'm doing this. I know

<v Speaker 3>it's shitty, but like, don't you think that we should

<v Speaker 3>continue on the project for the greater good? Like he's

<v Speaker 3>like pitching the idea to Graham as she's trying to

<v Speaker 3>get them out of there.

<v Speaker 2>And he's like, this fucking man is crazy.

<v Speaker 1>Start a gofund me something, reach out to your government officials. Instead,

<v Speaker 1>you're like, oh, I'm going to traffic people. Yeah. Crazy,

<v Speaker 1>That wrong equals out and makes this all right. No,

<v Speaker 1>well he's also testing on the women too.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the human test lab is full of women that

<v Speaker 3>he is also trafficked to. Like try to run these programs.

<v Speaker 1>On fucking insane.

<v Speaker 3>Graham asks Caylin if she could really, actually truly create

<v Speaker 3>some type of super chip that would turn off people's

<v Speaker 3>dress and she says, technically, I probably could, but it's

<v Speaker 3>not fucking ethical, So no, I'm not gonna do it.

<v Speaker 3>Grandpa's is thinking about Trav and everything that he went

<v Speaker 3>through and all of his splashbacks in the military, but

<v Speaker 3>he ultimately tells Cooper that he won't join him. She finishes,

<v Speaker 3>he cuts the tracker out of her arm, and then

<v Speaker 3>they're on the move. Once they're out, she thanks him

<v Speaker 3>for coming from her, but they're not out of the

<v Speaker 3>woods yet. Punintended, they are out of the warren, but

<v Speaker 3>they're still in the middle of fucking nowhere. Yeah, so

<v Speaker 3>now they have to try to find the ranger station

<v Speaker 3>about a week away. They start their track and after

<v Speaker 3>a few hours she has to stop because she has

<v Speaker 3>a full on minty bee about needing to wash packston

<v Speaker 3>off her. She's like, he's on me, He's on me,

<v Speaker 3>like full this poor fucking girl. Yeah A, So she

<v Speaker 3>goes in the creek, washes packs and off her. He

<v Speaker 3>cleans her wounds, and he tells her that she needs

<v Speaker 3>to try to sleep some more before they move out.

<v Speaker 3>The next day is rough. She's a complete zombie, and

<v Speaker 3>he knows that she will never be the same, but

<v Speaker 3>he reassures her that he's gone through torture as well

<v Speaker 3>and they can make it through this together, and then

<v Speaker 3>they're on their way.

<v Speaker 2>Caitlin is fucking struggling mentally, and of course physically having

<v Speaker 2>nightmares of Paston torturing her every time she closes her eyes,

<v Speaker 2>and she just starts breaking. Before Paxton, she was like

<v Speaker 2>had a lot of fire and like a lot of

<v Speaker 2>will in her, and now she's just like a shell

<v Speaker 2>of a person. She's a full blown mentybee one night

<v Speaker 2>and scrambles to get Graham's gun. He is able to

<v Speaker 2>wrestle it from her, but she starts screaming and begging

<v Speaker 2>to just make everything stop. Graham reassures her that the

<v Speaker 2>best thing he can do is be with her and

<v Speaker 2>just reassure her that she's not alone and he won't

<v Speaker 2>let them take her again. She's just so worried that

<v Speaker 2>she's gonna end up back there, and once she comes

<v Speaker 2>down from hysteria, she spirals so hard thinking about like

<v Speaker 2>how she legitimately would have just shot herself if Graham

<v Speaker 2>wasn't able to get the gun from her.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, which understandable she went through, I can't even imagine. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>On the fifth day, they found the ranger station and

<v Speaker 2>they were able to find an old generator that had

<v Speaker 2>a little bit of life left in it. She does

<v Speaker 2>her women and stem Techi stuff and gets everything set

<v Speaker 2>to send out a message. Graham says that he is

<v Speaker 2>someone he can send the message to, and Caylen tells

<v Speaker 2>him they will only have about thirty seconds once it

<v Speaker 2>goes live to send the message out successfully. The generator

<v Speaker 2>spurs to life and he starts typing, calling in a

<v Speaker 2>favor need extraction for two people and he lists their coordinates.

<v Speaker 2>Come in hot enemy. Cooper has tack team. She saw

<v Speaker 2>the confirmation on the screen for a split second before

<v Speaker 2>the generator died. Graham tells her that he sent the

<v Speaker 2>message to his old army friend Cal who served with

<v Speaker 2>him and Cooper, and he'll probably be about three days out,

<v Speaker 2>so they just need to hold the line until then.

<v Speaker 2>Kaylan opens up to Graham about Craven, how even though

<v Speaker 2>it was beyond fucked up what he did, he did

<v Speaker 2>his best to protect her with what he could and

<v Speaker 2>to treat her nicely, which I do have to agree with.

<v Speaker 2>So am I also getting Stockholm syndrome?

<v Speaker 1>Yea, he raped her, Yeah, he did rape her. He

<v Speaker 1>purchased and raped.

<v Speaker 3>Her multiple times and sold her.

<v Speaker 1>He was just like the nicest of the rapist. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>he may have been nicer, but he was not nice.

<v Speaker 2>And Graham's like pooky, he literally raped you and she's like, yeah,

<v Speaker 2>but he didn't hurt me. And she tells him how

<v Speaker 2>she believes that he was actually there doing recon and

<v Speaker 2>networking something shady, but wasn't really in it for the masochistic,

<v Speaker 2>benevolent side of things, like the.

<v Speaker 1>Others were okay, but my thing is if he was

<v Speaker 1>there on recon trying to bring the whole thing down

<v Speaker 1>or whatever, which we never get confirmation he didn't actually

<v Speaker 1>have to rape her behind closed doors.

<v Speaker 3>Yeah, true, Yeah, he still did that.

<v Speaker 2>I think she asked him like, why are you being

<v Speaker 2>like so nice, and he was like, my form of

<v Speaker 2>torture is psychological. At the end, he wanted to break

<v Speaker 2>her by having her ask him to fuck her and

<v Speaker 2>to make her come, And at the fifth day she

<v Speaker 2>asked him, she was like, please make me come, and

<v Speaker 2>I think that was like his goal. H They share

<v Speaker 2>attention filled moment and Graham's like, damn, I wish you

<v Speaker 2>didn't just get fucked up beyond all repair because I

<v Speaker 2>want to kiss you right now. So she takes the

<v Speaker 2>reins and leans in for a little smooch. She remembers

<v Speaker 2>Cooper mentioning something about a person needed Trav, and Graham

<v Speaker 2>tells her that that was his brother. Him, Travis, and Cooper.

<v Speaker 2>They were all deployed out together and eight years ago

<v Speaker 2>during a mission, they were captured and tortured along with

<v Speaker 2>his team, and they ended up taking Travis and a

<v Speaker 2>few others. When Cooper and Graham were rescued, they found Travis,

<v Speaker 2>but he was dead, and Graham literally went on avenge

<v Speaker 2>killing spree for his brother and then tried killing himself,

<v Speaker 2>but Cooper stopped him. And that's the reason why he

<v Speaker 2>was in handcuffs because he was getting charged for war crimes.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my goodness.

<v Speaker 2>He finally opened up to her, so now she wants

<v Speaker 2>to open up for him.

<v Speaker 1>Na, I mean accurate. But I kissed him again until

<v Speaker 1>I was flushed and breathless. I could feel his cock

<v Speaker 1>through my pants. My stomach was tripping over itself at

<v Speaker 1>the feeling, and my heart was hammering my chest. But

<v Speaker 1>I forced myself to take a deep breath. When you

<v Speaker 1>say we're done, We're done, he said softly. I nodded

<v Speaker 1>and bit my lip. I wanted him badly, but I

<v Speaker 1>was so afraid I was going to get a flashback

<v Speaker 1>or have a panic attack. I want you I said,

<v Speaker 1>I blushed at the admission, and he smiled, his hands

<v Speaker 1>still running up my back. Then I'm yours princess, he

<v Speaker 1>said roughly.

<v Speaker 2>Then I'm yours princess. They take things very slow, not

<v Speaker 2>to trigger her and also to help her reclaim pieces

<v Speaker 2>that were taken.

<v Speaker 1>I kissed his neck and he shuddered in pleasure. My

<v Speaker 1>hand came down to my clit and I tentatively rubbed it, slowly,

<v Speaker 1>wanting more, but then shame washed over me and I stopped.

<v Speaker 1>Graham's hand settled on mine and he guided my fingers

<v Speaker 1>to slowly rub my clit. He didn't touch me, but

<v Speaker 1>used my hand to pleasure me. You deserve to feel whole,

<v Speaker 1>he said, against my neck. You are gorgeous when you come.

<v Speaker 1>But that is your gift to give me, not mine

<v Speaker 1>to take. He kissed me again.

<v Speaker 2>Sweet. She had her orgasm, and she felt like she

<v Speaker 2>was able to take a huge piece of herself back,

<v Speaker 2>which is choice.

<v Speaker 1>Yes.

<v Speaker 2>The next day they come up with a plan when

<v Speaker 2>Cooper gets there, because they know that he's after them

<v Speaker 2>because slow they ran away, and they're like, okay, he's

<v Speaker 2>probably like a day or two behind, Like we got

<v Speaker 2>to get our shit together. At this point, Cayln is

<v Speaker 2>getting very antsy at his arrival because they know it

<v Speaker 2>can be any time now, and they've been waiting all

<v Speaker 2>day long. That is until Cooper arrives at the house

<v Speaker 2>and makes himself known. There's this whole gang war showdown.

<v Speaker 1>But there's just two of them, but they want Kaylan

<v Speaker 1>and Graham is like a military genius and he taught

<v Speaker 1>Caylan how to fend for herself kind as much as

<v Speaker 1>he could in like three days. Yeah, he trained her, okay.

<v Speaker 2>But she's got will She's like, fuck, yeah, I want

<v Speaker 2>these motherfuckers to die. Yeah. Graham gets shot in the

<v Speaker 2>back and him and Kaylen are kind of kicking ass.

<v Speaker 2>They lock themselves into a room to give them a

<v Speaker 2>second to recoup, and then they hear a helicopter it's

<v Speaker 2>cal showing up. But before they could get super relieved,

<v Speaker 2>the door bursts open and someone throws a smoke bomb

<v Speaker 2>into the room. Graham gets his shit rocked, all while

<v Speaker 2>still bleeding out, and the last thing that he sees

<v Speaker 2>before everything goes black is Kaylin being dragged out of

<v Speaker 2>the room by her hair. No, and guess who got

<v Speaker 2>Kaylan None other than the shitty ass vandal who's the

<v Speaker 2>guard that raped her daily so the other guards didn't

<v Speaker 2>rape her. But he sucks and we hate him, and

<v Speaker 2>Kaylen is fucking pissed. She uses all of her fear

<v Speaker 2>and terror and turns it into anger, and she fights

<v Speaker 2>him with every single step because she refuses to go

<v Speaker 2>back to that hell hole. She's whacking him with anything

<v Speaker 2>she could find, rocks, dirt, and then finds a big

<v Speaker 2>s branch and it was enough for him to let

<v Speaker 2>go of the grip he had on her hair when

<v Speaker 2>she hit him in the head hard enough, and in

<v Speaker 2>that moment of weakness, she lunged for his gun and

<v Speaker 2>grabbed it. Yeah, they have a tussle over it, and

<v Speaker 2>she's now on top of him, and he unfortunately knocks

<v Speaker 2>it out of her hand, and she's just punching him

<v Speaker 2>in his face over and over and takes a rock

<v Speaker 2>and smashes it in his nose like she's fucking him up. Yeah,

<v Speaker 2>he gets off of her and she finally is able

<v Speaker 2>to get the gun and she pulls the trigger.

<v Speaker 1>Shoot him, shoot them all.

<v Speaker 2>Graham's woken in the room by Cal and he's like,

<v Speaker 2>I don't care that I'm mortally injured. Right now, find

<v Speaker 2>Kaylen and help her. Cal sends two of his men

<v Speaker 2>for her. Vandal is on his knees, clutching his now

<v Speaker 2>shot stomach, and Caylan is like, I am not fucking

<v Speaker 2>going back there, and then shoots him right in the

<v Speaker 2>dick and tells him that was for raping her. Vandal

<v Speaker 2>is tossing and turning in agony, bleeding out. She walks

<v Speaker 2>up to him, standing over him, and then shoots him

<v Speaker 2>point blank in the head.

<v Speaker 1>I bet that felt so good.

<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah. Two of Cal's guys walk up and their

<v Speaker 2>names are Night and Ghosts, and in that moment they

<v Speaker 2>said that their friends not foe. But she's of course

<v Speaker 2>got some major fucking trust issues going on, so they

<v Speaker 2>reassure her that Cal's coming. When she sees him, he's like,

<v Speaker 2>damn good job, but uh, can we get out of here?

<v Speaker 2>Graham is in really bad shape and this place gives

<v Speaker 2>me the he begebis. Graham is being strapped onto a

<v Speaker 2>medical board and he's completely covered head to toe in blood.

<v Speaker 2>Before the helicopter took off, Cal put his hand on

<v Speaker 2>Graham and reassured him that they got him. And Kaylen

<v Speaker 2>is here too. It's six months later, Kaylan is having

<v Speaker 2>a big night tonight. It's a charity gala for Fox,

<v Speaker 2>which is the company that she works for, and there's

<v Speaker 2>a huge anti human trafficking organization that she set up.

<v Speaker 2>Her disappearance was a little plastered everywhere. It was a

<v Speaker 2>huge thing, so when she finally came back, there was

<v Speaker 2>a massive media frenzy. She ended up breaking up with

<v Speaker 2>Tyler after he tried to have sex with her and

<v Speaker 2>she had a panic attack and he didn't understand why,

<v Speaker 2>and she just felt like she couldn't tell him what happened,

<v Speaker 2>and she was like, this is not working out boy

<v Speaker 2>by Yeah, he sucks. Anyway, After her gala, they had

<v Speaker 2>a silent auction and one of the items is a

<v Speaker 2>painting of the woods when she was with Graham and

<v Speaker 2>they saw a deer drinking water. She hasn't seen Graham

<v Speaker 2>since that day six months ago. She has no idea

<v Speaker 2>if he pulled through or not. And when she went

<v Speaker 2>back to work, she tried everything to find him but

<v Speaker 2>could only find info on his past, nothing current, but

<v Speaker 2>she still searches for him every single week. During a

<v Speaker 2>toast for the charity gala, we find out that no

<v Speaker 2>one knows that she was trafficked at all. They just

<v Speaker 2>thought she was kidnapped. She tried telling law enforcement, but

<v Speaker 2>it was located in a different country and she wasn't

<v Speaker 2>even sure where it was because it was like in

<v Speaker 2>the middle of a fucking jungle. She doesn't know where

<v Speaker 2>they landed. She doesn't know where it was. She would

<v Speaker 2>basically just say like, I was sex trafficked, and they.

<v Speaker 1>Were like, eh, so are a lot of people.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no one believed her, so she just felt like

<v Speaker 2>a lost.

<v Speaker 1>Cause that would be so infuriating if you went through

<v Speaker 1>all of that.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I can't even imagine how.

<v Speaker 1>To shoot everyone. I'd go crazy.

<v Speaker 2>As she searches the crowd, she sees none other than

<v Speaker 2>Craven standing there in the audience.

<v Speaker 1>Get out of here, What are you doing here?

<v Speaker 2>She drops her champagne flute and has a meantibe in

<v Speaker 2>the bathroom, then goes to look at her painting and

<v Speaker 2>sees that someone has bet thousands more than anyone else,

<v Speaker 2>and it's by this person called Thuran North. She hears

<v Speaker 2>a voice behind her that says, admiring my newest acquisition,

<v Speaker 2>and it's not other than Craven.

<v Speaker 1>In the flesh no, remember, she likes him though, why uh,

<v Speaker 1>you're back in the real world.

<v Speaker 2>He's impressed by Kaylin. He was stunned when he came

<v Speaker 2>back to the States and found her picture everywhere and

<v Speaker 2>found out who she was and what she did for work.

<v Speaker 2>When she's like, what are you doing here, He's like,

<v Speaker 2>I'm supporting a good cause.

<v Speaker 3>Pancham I would aboid fucking roundhouse king.

<v Speaker 2>Remember the causes for anti human trafficking.

<v Speaker 1>He's a human trafficker. You participated, sir, you bought someone.

<v Speaker 2>They're sizing each other up and she's walking away and

<v Speaker 2>he tells her he likes this HRT better more wolf

<v Speaker 2>less rabbit, shut the fuck up. After the gala, the

<v Speaker 2>second she gets home, she knows something is off. She's

<v Speaker 2>ambushed right away from Cooper and he tells her he's

<v Speaker 2>here to get her back. He just wants her to

<v Speaker 2>help him. Cooper is a de Lulu martyr, so he

<v Speaker 2>says that he's causing all this pain and torture so

<v Speaker 2>it doesn't have to happen in the future, and he

<v Speaker 2>truly legitimately believes that he's doing all of this for

<v Speaker 2>a greater cause.

<v Speaker 1>One idiot.

<v Speaker 2>Their conversation is interrupted by none other than Craven and

<v Speaker 2>some of his tack team. Cooper ends up getting away,

<v Speaker 2>and when Craven gets close to her and sees how

<v Speaker 2>truly terrified and broken she is, he demands to know

<v Speaker 2>how bad it was after he left, so she tells

<v Speaker 2>him torture times one thousandfold. He says, damn, I came

<v Speaker 2>here to get my dick wet.

<v Speaker 1>WHOA what the fuck?

<v Speaker 2>She's like, are you gonna rape me? And he's like, um,

<v Speaker 2>depends it's literally what he.

<v Speaker 1>Says, run away, run away.

<v Speaker 2>And I think Craven is a little bit crazy because

<v Speaker 2>I think he thinks it's only rape if he's hurting her,

<v Speaker 2>because he says he only hurts her when she doesn't listen,

<v Speaker 2>So I think that like, if she doesn't hurt and

<v Speaker 2>she's like more willing than it's like not rape in

<v Speaker 2>his head. Like I think he's crazy.

<v Speaker 1>Also depends what that's what he says.

<v Speaker 2>He said, depends.

<v Speaker 1>Maybe maybe I will put up a fight, then yeah,

<v Speaker 1>it's rape, but if you seem like you like it,

<v Speaker 1>even though he said no, that's not rape.

<v Speaker 2>Gross. She takes her dress off and he looks over

<v Speaker 2>every single scar and he tells her he would kill

<v Speaker 2>that bastard over and over again for what he did

<v Speaker 2>to his pooky bear. Caylen sees compassion in his eyes

<v Speaker 2>and she's hella confused. There's a scene of borderline rape,

<v Speaker 2>definitely dub con because she's like, yeah, no, Like it's

<v Speaker 2>very confusing, but I still think it's rape. I think

<v Speaker 2>it was dub con at that point because she started

<v Speaker 2>liking him. Kind of. I don't know. I'm very confused.

<v Speaker 2>They're snuggling in bed now and he confesses that even

<v Speaker 2>after Cooper said he wouldn't buy her, it wouldn't matter

<v Speaker 2>because she was his, and she goes, my anti.

<v Speaker 1>Hero, bitch, you're smarter than this. She's got trauma. I said,

<v Speaker 1>go what.

<v Speaker 2>Honestly, I'm confused too, though, so I get it.

<v Speaker 1>I mean, I feel like if you were in her spot,

<v Speaker 1>you would be confused, because yeah, like we said, he

<v Speaker 1>is the nicer out of all of them. Kind of,

<v Speaker 1>I guess.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's very confusing.

<v Speaker 1>She doesn't need him, so like, why are you even

<v Speaker 1>entertaining this?

<v Speaker 2>Because she's Stockholm syndrome.

<v Speaker 1>Ah, she needs a lot of therapy. She goes to therapy.

<v Speaker 3>She does go to therapy, and she started taking self

<v Speaker 3>defense classes.

<v Speaker 1>I don't know that. It's yeah, Stockholm syndrome.

<v Speaker 2>The next morning, Craven tells her that he has security

<v Speaker 2>here and they will be here until Cooper is no

<v Speaker 2>longer a threat. She's biting her lip and fixing her

<v Speaker 2>hair and she's like, what are we like? You have

<v Speaker 2>security for me?

<v Speaker 1>Oh my goodness.

<v Speaker 2>She asked him if he would still like her if

<v Speaker 2>it was willing, and he tells her it's up to her.

<v Speaker 2>She's his either way.

<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, Say what what does that mean?

<v Speaker 2>So they have consensual sex now, like for the first time.

<v Speaker 1>She's like, let's have sex, okay.

<v Speaker 2>She tells him what she needs to do to take

<v Speaker 2>down Cooper attack team and for someone to physically go

<v Speaker 2>in there and shut it down, and he's like, I

<v Speaker 2>got you. She tells him her whole traumatic story from

<v Speaker 2>the plane till present and fills him in on Graham

<v Speaker 2>and Cal and he's so proud of how strong she is.

<v Speaker 2>In fact, it's making him and her Hella horny.

<v Speaker 1>Time out real quick.

<v Speaker 3>He's like, yeah, whatever you need to take these people down.

<v Speaker 3>Is this fucker gonna get his five point five million

<v Speaker 3>dollars back out of this? Like you just gave that

<v Speaker 3>money away to rape her for five days straight, and

<v Speaker 3>then you're like, yeah, let's take him down.

<v Speaker 1>Like, how do you even trust this man? Obviously, yes

<v Speaker 1>we know he was nice blah blah blah, but like

<v Speaker 1>he participated in all of this.

<v Speaker 3>But now he wants to help take him down.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it wasn't even a front because he raped

<v Speaker 1>her behind closed doors. Yeah, and he let his friend

<v Speaker 1>fuck it, do whatever you wanted with her for six

<v Speaker 1>hundred thousand. How can you trust this person?

<v Speaker 3>He did feed heer cheeseburgers.

<v Speaker 2>And French fries and milkshakes.

<v Speaker 3>And breakfast, and made a deal to get raped every day,

<v Speaker 3>so she wanted to get raped.

<v Speaker 1>By multiple people?

<v Speaker 2>What the va?

<v Speaker 1>Just one rape a day instead of twenty. Yeah, we

<v Speaker 1>get out for you. I'll have you crying out to God.

<v Speaker 1>He pulled back slightly to look at me as his

<v Speaker 1>hands slid down my ass and reached between my legs

<v Speaker 1>from behind. But he won't save you, baby girl. His

<v Speaker 1>fingers stopped just outside my pussy. I'm your God, Now,

<v Speaker 1>what is with these men? I hate it? His fingers

<v Speaker 1>slowly slid inside me, and I moaned softly. And when

<v Speaker 1>I break you? He pulled his fingers away and leaned in,

<v Speaker 1>grazing my ear with his teeth. You won't even remember

<v Speaker 1>your name.

<v Speaker 3>No more breaking her. She's been broken.

<v Speaker 1>Let her be fixed?

<v Speaker 2>Fix her? How about that? She goes to quote that

<v Speaker 2>place of Nirvana and has an earth shattering orgasm and screams, Craven,

<v Speaker 2>my name. I want to hear you say my real name.

<v Speaker 1>With his other hand, he found my clit and I

<v Speaker 1>tried to form a coherent thought as it all became

<v Speaker 1>too much, and I shattered the name Faryn on my

<v Speaker 1>lips like a prayer. I felt his orgasm as intensely

<v Speaker 1>as my own, and we disappeared into the other, completely

<v Speaker 1>lost to the divine plane of pleasure.

<v Speaker 2>Later, Farren aka Craven confirmed that steps were already in

<v Speaker 2>motion to take down Cooper and the Warren. And she

<v Speaker 2>opened her computer and gasp when she saw an email

<v Speaker 2>and it's from Graham.

<v Speaker 1>Grammy come back. We need you, yeah please.

<v Speaker 2>So homeboy didn't just drop her like a fly. He

<v Speaker 2>has a legit been in a coma this entire time.

<v Speaker 1>Poor boy, for almost six months.

<v Speaker 2>He informs her that him and Chaos and co who

<v Speaker 2>are the two people that were like part of his

<v Speaker 2>team are helping him take down Cooper and he's going

<v Speaker 2>to finish what they started. He promised to go look

<v Speaker 2>for her when all this was over, and if he doesn't,

<v Speaker 2>then he's dead. And he signs the email with all

<v Speaker 2>of my love because I don't think what I feel

<v Speaker 2>for you could be anything else, Graham.

<v Speaker 1>I'd be like Saryn Scoot Graham's awake, Yeah, I gotta

<v Speaker 1>go get my me in.

<v Speaker 2>Jalen's sobbing, and Faryn's like, damn, I didn't know you

<v Speaker 2>had a whole ass boyfriend. I don't mind as long

<v Speaker 2>as he's willing to share.

<v Speaker 1>Shut up.

<v Speaker 2>She tells him that he's going after Cooper too, and

<v Speaker 2>he tells her to give him all the info that

<v Speaker 2>he has on Graham and his team and he'll do

<v Speaker 2>the rest. The next day, she wakes up to him

<v Speaker 2>fucking her while she was asleep, and then he's like, Okay,

<v Speaker 2>gotta go, babe, got a crazy mandicill.

<v Speaker 1>Maybe don't fuck her in her sleep after what she's

<v Speaker 1>been through, Like you literally asked her to tell you

<v Speaker 1>what she's been through. And he's like, oh, you know

<v Speaker 1>what I'm gonna do? Fuck her when she's sleeping. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>a lifeless body. Yeah, but I'm a good guy. I'm

<v Speaker 1>a good guy. I'm like a nice rapist. Yeah, even

<v Speaker 1>like good guy rapist. I'll treat you well, but don't resist.

<v Speaker 2>Gramm us with this team, and they're fucking ready for

<v Speaker 2>Operation Red Rabbit. That's what this operation she is called

<v Speaker 2>to take down Cooper.

<v Speaker 1>Hey, that's the name of the book.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they said it. So, Grandma's in Acoma for four months,

<v Speaker 2>and the remainder two months. He's been in rehab, getting

<v Speaker 2>his muscles back and trying to get his body back

<v Speaker 2>into shape after his near fatal injuries. Red Rabbit started

<v Speaker 2>out just as Cow's team, but it is now spread

<v Speaker 2>to over fifty PMCs who are all dead set on

<v Speaker 2>this operation ending once they started. There's a bunch of

<v Speaker 2>super special people in there too, this man called death Wing,

<v Speaker 2>who is basically like an explosive celebrity in the special

<v Speaker 2>ops world. And this man named North who death Wing

<v Speaker 2>even takes orders from North.

<v Speaker 1>Who are you wait, wasn't that guy named Darren North?

<v Speaker 2>Oh you listen, listener. As they get into the Warren

<v Speaker 2>Cooper went old schooled and barricaded everything. Once they knew

<v Speaker 2>they were under attack. Graham and Cooper meet and they

<v Speaker 2>get into this huge, deathly manly brawl, and Cooper's flown

<v Speaker 2>across the room and lands at North's feet. Cooper starts

<v Speaker 2>laughing and says, well, if it isn't Kaylen's fallen Angels

<v Speaker 2>come to a venture, Yeah it is. Cooper tries instigating

<v Speaker 2>the situation by asking North if Graham knows how much

<v Speaker 2>he paid for Kaylin, and Homeboy is gagged. He's like,

<v Speaker 2>hold up, you're craven. I heard about you.

<v Speaker 1>I heard you're actually pretty nice guy. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>War's going on right now, and they're having like a

<v Speaker 2>total bro conversation. To this side. He's like, oh, yeah,

<v Speaker 2>Kaylen told me to tell me she got your email

<v Speaker 2>and that she says hi.

<v Speaker 1>He's like, oh uh, can we both fuck her? So

<v Speaker 1>ask my brothers. Yeah yeah, and they're both like, well,

<v Speaker 1>she's cool with it.

<v Speaker 2>I guess we're cool with it.

<v Speaker 1>Graham kill him. Yeah, he's a sexed traffic gear participant.

<v Speaker 2>He promised Kaylan he would never fuck Kayln.

<v Speaker 1>She doesn't know what she wants.

<v Speaker 2>He's confused. It's the trauma.

<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, ah, he died in combat. Ooh shoot,

<v Speaker 1>I guess it's just me and you.

<v Speaker 2>Cooper is tired of their little bro conversation that's going

<v Speaker 2>on and starts giving them a play by play of

<v Speaker 2>him assaulting her, and things get really ugly, really fucking fast.

<v Speaker 2>Everyone gets hurt, but the only one who dies is Cooper.

<v Speaker 2>Graham fatally shoots him, and then North Craven Theoron slices

<v Speaker 2>his throat and finds an empty vial in the science

<v Speaker 2>lab and collect some of Cooper's blood in it.

<v Speaker 1>Every hunter needs a trophy. Take that back to our girl,

<v Speaker 1>our girl. He stood up and fixed me with a

<v Speaker 1>calculating look. You didn't think I came here for justice

<v Speaker 1>and the good of mankind, did you? I laughed, fair.

<v Speaker 1>Our reasons were the same. I could respect that. Don't

<v Speaker 1>tell cayleb Nor said, I think she's expecting us to

<v Speaker 1>be heroes. I don't think our girl is under any

<v Speaker 1>illusions that were good men. We looked at each other.

<v Speaker 1>I realized I didn't mind sharing her with him. I

<v Speaker 1>wasn't usually like that, but I couldn't think of anyone

<v Speaker 1>else sad trust more with her life besides me. Of Course,

<v Speaker 1>while what we had done in the warn was fucked up,

<v Speaker 1>he'd taken care of her and there. So if my

<v Speaker 1>girl wanted to spare him, I'd spare him. So, you

<v Speaker 1>guys are gonna be a thrupple. You know that he

<v Speaker 1>raped her after he bought her, and he's like, you

<v Speaker 1>know what, Yeah, I.

<v Speaker 2>Like him a trust him.

<v Speaker 1>Yeah. God, they all sound trauma bonded. I don't fucking know,

<v Speaker 1>except for Craven. He has no trauma.

<v Speaker 2>No, he caused the trauma, but.

<v Speaker 1>Now he has a girlfriend and a boyfriend. Yeah. Oh,

<v Speaker 1>how'd you guys meet? Oh? I just bought her for

<v Speaker 1>five point five million dollars. It's like true love. It's

<v Speaker 1>kind of a funny story. We can't get into it.

<v Speaker 1>If at this point Grandma's like, fuck you guy and

<v Speaker 1>then just like shot him, and then him and Caitlyn

<v Speaker 1>wind up together, I'd be like, cool, Yeah, a thrupple.

<v Speaker 1>Are you fucking joking me?

<v Speaker 3>Yeah? What the fuck?

<v Speaker 2>They cleared the building and then blow the bitch to

<v Speaker 2>the ground. It's one month later and Graham finally sees

<v Speaker 2>Kaylin for the first time since leaving the Warren seven

<v Speaker 2>months ago, and they immediately start smooching and getting freak nasty.

<v Speaker 1>I worked her into a moaning mess. Until I couldn't

<v Speaker 1>take it anymore and stood up, crushing my lips to hers.

<v Speaker 1>I dragged her legs towards me and pushed into her

<v Speaker 1>in a single stroke, making us both grown. I drove

<v Speaker 1>in and out of her, one arm wrapped around her waist,

<v Speaker 1>the other in her hair. Our tongues dance together, teeth

<v Speaker 1>clashing in an effort to become one.

<v Speaker 3>He's being cooked right now, though by the end, I

<v Speaker 3>have mixed feelings about Graham because I'm like, really really.

<v Speaker 1>Really yeah really yeah, I'm like, what the fuck, where's

<v Speaker 1>your judgment? He's a cook.

<v Speaker 2>They make sweet, sweet, consensual love. She tells him that

<v Speaker 2>she got his email, and he tells her that Craven

<v Speaker 2>North theeron, told him so, and also drops the bomb

<v Speaker 2>that she is now both of theirs. And she said, ooh, Kaylin,

<v Speaker 2>Like e Kaylan.

<v Speaker 1>Go back to therapy, Kaylan. I feel like Kaylen needs

<v Speaker 1>like an inpatient program. Yeah yeah, Like, honey, you're dating

<v Speaker 1>one of your abusers. And she's so smart too. She's

<v Speaker 1>like smart successful, she's not young, so she's not stupid.

<v Speaker 1>That man seeped into her brain pisses me off.

<v Speaker 2>Graham gives her Cooper's blood and then asks her if

<v Speaker 2>she knows why he's no longer being charged with war crimes,

<v Speaker 2>and she's like, huh what, I have no idea? So

<v Speaker 2>she got him cleared?

<v Speaker 1>Oh no, don't ask cow. We don't know she hacked

<v Speaker 1>the main frame. Yeah.

<v Speaker 2>We're in the epilogue and Kaylen sees Craven Northeuron for

<v Speaker 2>the first time since returning from the Warren and sees

<v Speaker 2>that he has a big booboo on his face. Oh no,

<v Speaker 2>Graham's watching from the doorframe with a huge boner, and

<v Speaker 2>Craven north Turon takes Caylen in his arms, with her

<v Speaker 2>back to his front and decides that three is a party.

<v Speaker 1>His fingers slipped under the fabric to run down my center,

<v Speaker 1>and I shivered as his fingers pushed inside me. Graham's

<v Speaker 1>eyes flickered and he rubbed himself through his pants, still

<v Speaker 1>leaning casually against the wall. Should we show him how

<v Speaker 1>pretty you come? Apart for me? I could tell he

<v Speaker 1>was looking at Graham because Graham's eyes shifted to Terence,

<v Speaker 1>and I choked on how utterly searing their energy was.

<v Speaker 1>It was like they were having a silent conversation between

<v Speaker 1>gods on how best to share me their prize. You

<v Speaker 1>are a human being, not a prize. Yeah, you're not

<v Speaker 1>an object. Girl.

<v Speaker 2>She doesn't care because she's hello fucking soaked.

<v Speaker 1>They're taking her to Paris.

<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Northeuron has her spread out, finger blast in her

<v Speaker 2>while Graham is watching.

<v Speaker 1>Do you still taste him? Graham groaned and heat shot

<v Speaker 1>through my body at the sound. The fire was raging,

<v Speaker 1>inferno and I was going to burn right the fuck up.

<v Speaker 2>She came on his fingers, and then he told her

<v Speaker 2>to go to Graham. She did, and he was like,

<v Speaker 2>you must bunce all me. They make sweet, sweet love,

<v Speaker 2>and when they finish, he told a sweet pooky bear

<v Speaker 2>that when he's with her he doesn't feel broken and

<v Speaker 2>that he loves her. This is Graham, and she tells

<v Speaker 2>him that she loves him too. And now it's Graham's

<v Speaker 2>turn to command Craven Northuron to bend her over the

<v Speaker 2>couch and fuck her senseless, so he does. She tells

<v Speaker 2>him I'm yours and he smirks it. He says, no,

<v Speaker 2>you're hours I did want to say. The book ends

<v Speaker 2>with a cute little blurb about a perfect painting of

<v Speaker 2>a red rabbit coming out of a dark, shadowy forest,

<v Speaker 2>broken and battered, but with the look of determination and strength,

<v Speaker 2>and her and the men are laughing and bickering about

<v Speaker 2>where in the house to put it, and they're all

<v Speaker 2>like kind of like a cute little family. Throughout the

<v Speaker 2>time that she's been out of the war, and she's

<v Speaker 2>relied heavily on her art as a form of therapy.

<v Speaker 2>But it did in fact on how the book ended

<v Speaker 2>and how she's healing from her trauma, and it causes

<v Speaker 2>the book to end on a really nice light note.

<v Speaker 1>But like, did she heal from her trauma when she

<v Speaker 1>entered a relationship with her rapist? Though? No, he literally

<v Speaker 1>purchased her. That's like, what the fuck? Both of these

<v Speaker 1>alpha ass men were like, you know what, let's share her.

<v Speaker 1>And Graham's like, I know you raped her, but you're cool.

<v Speaker 1>I like you. We could brow out. Yeah, maybe her

<v Speaker 1>being with her rapist is a way of her taking

<v Speaker 1>control back in a way I don't maybe. Well, Riley,

<v Speaker 1>how many red pepper mumgies you give this one? Go?

<v Speaker 1>Give it three? Do you think Graham and or Craven

<v Speaker 1>Theoran North is sexy Craven? No, not at all Graham, Yes,

<v Speaker 1>but like lost me a little bit at the end there. Yeah,

<v Speaker 1>but yeah Graham, yes, Craven absolutely not. He's a rapist.

<v Speaker 1>Would you trade play with Kaylin? Fuck? No? Fuck no. Well,

<v Speaker 1>next week is our one hundredth episode. That's crazy, isn't it.

<v Speaker 1>And we're gonna be telling Riley all about Smut by

<v Speaker 1>Karina Hallie, and we're gona have her look at the

<v Speaker 1>cover and give us her best guess on what it

<v Speaker 1>might be about. A romantic comedy about sex, love and

<v Speaker 1>the written word. Okay, the written word. I think she's

<v Speaker 1>going to be a writer in New York, a big

<v Speaker 1>city of sworts. She's going to be a big writer

<v Speaker 1>trying to make it in the city. She's going to

<v Speaker 1>be down on her luck. She's going to meet this

<v Speaker 1>guy on the street and he's just going to take

<v Speaker 1>her for a WorldWind romance and maybe help her write

<v Speaker 1>her next big article or blog post I don't know.

<v Speaker 1>And they're going to fall in love the end, and

<v Speaker 1>they're gonna fuck Taylor's old as time.

<v Speaker 3>How'd I do you got one? Part? Right?

<v Speaker 2>Yay?

<v Speaker 1>Yeah, okay, Well we'll find out next week. Yeah we will,

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