{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"It Gets Worse","description":"Original- https://youtu.be/hNaxiMrMZBU\n\nIt wasn't quite therapy, I reminded myself, but it felt just as unpleasant. I figured in a few sessions they'd lose interest and assume that I'd been successfully indoctrinated into the watchful arms of my equally broken and mourning peers. Then I could stop going when they were no longer paying attention. I'd make an effort to smile a bit more so they'd think that they had saved my life. If they asked, I'd say it was going well, and then they'd give me the space that I wanted all along.\nIt was distracting in a pitiful way, at least. I'd rather be at home hiding under a blanket, quietly mad at the world by myself, but I'd be fine either way. Just, at the moment, I was in the thick of it. That's all.\n\nMy Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7wXzsnnDVBpe3i00aL253p\n\nA HUGE thank you to all my patreons and members for making this video possible!\n\n➤Original Story\n\nWritten By: ckjm- https://pastebin.com/ueYGtyTu\n\nMusic By Epidemic Sound\n\nSFX Design By Weekly Creeps- https://www.youtube.com/@WeeklyCreeps\n\n➤Join the Following:\n\nSend in your stories! https://pastebin.com/Wnx5UAaA\n\nMy Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Viidith22stories\n\nSupport the channel!- https://ko-fi.com/viidith22 (https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&v=Io1AIzwpf7w&q=https%3A%2F%2Fko-fi.com%2Fviidith22&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbUhtdFVaeUF0U3d4Y3pNT1JOWVNQeDFlOGo0Z3xBQ3Jtc0trVFpNM0NHMHlxN3A0R19JOFlHbW85U1hRVTlCWmJHZTkzNHNGTXB4ZXBsZGFCV3VQWXhpUmtMRFhnVlpjWlFnZDc1ZTJpM29vRndmS1lpU0NTN3c1anliSUNCZXkyZERyNGpkek9DbDZLeUF4RWZsSQ%3D%3D)\n\nTwitter- http://bit.ly/2pYZVBs (https://twitter.com/viidith22)\n\nInstagram-http://bit.ly/2ppPCCw\n\nSecond Channel- http://bit.ly/2qLLVf4\n\nMerch: http://bit.ly/2wsHPbw","author_name":"The V22 Podcast","author_url":"https://audioboom.com/channels/5051866-the-v22-podcast","provider_name":"Audioboom","provider_url":"https://audioboom.com","width":480,"height":95,"thumbnail_url":"https://audioboom.com/i/43798686/600x600/c","thumbnail_width":600,"thumbnail_height":600,"html":""}