Don't hate yourself.

Dear Heather, I thank you so much for the happiness you gave me in my birthday. Now I feel like I miss that happiness. I feel like every second without you is so unbearable. I want you to know that everytime you feel sad or happy you may talk with me. I want to hear you everytime, even if you tell me that you hate yourself and that you want to end your life, If I can't make you feel happy, I want to cry with you; if I can't live with you I want to die with you. So don't ever hate the awesome person you are, because you're special for someone, at least for me. And that's why I love you. I wanted you to hear this audio everytime you feel lonely. Have a nice time.